Tuesday, October 05, 2004
hey there.. finally got a bit of mood to blog. so yeah. blogging shits starting from..now.
blasting Oasis songs since last week on my player. nice soft slow indie music gets my adrenaline rushing and ease my typhoon mind. nice old songs.
been bad these few days. relationship wise and also fate. been unlucky on most days. and with Bear stuff getting shaky. its different. been busy and no time for each other. mebe wad i expect was rite. i can never have a relationship tat last long. not for now i hope. its either me hu spoils the whole ting. or him. so yeah prolly falling back to my original emo land. where im single and surrounded by nice and comforting fairies , my friends...
yesterdae met Ah-Yee.. nice lad. tok and do nutin. later on Nadz Farz and iSiS Shida joined us. it was a nite full of laughter. and talkative moment by Nadz. oh my.. i suffered migraines wen i got home.. dammit. all cause of them. my tummy aches. even Ayie called me up and told me tat.LoL
tats us.. the laughing clan.
Had a nice discussion with Shida and the girls. yeah its was a heaty discussion but. couldnt believe all tat happened yeah? tats it. bastards will always be bastards. and they make us hate them.. wads happening.. haiz..
mommy been really supportive towards me. and dad too. she's trying her best to gimme the love that i needed. told her wad happened. to me on tat unfateful nite. and yeah she got really angry but then she tok to me. and i noe i love her. she said to me tat wadever she gonna say is the same song tat i always told her about. and i smiled. the first time someone gave me the love tat i really needed. never knew it cud come from my mom. i love her.
but one ting i learned tat. wad ever happens. regardless wether its big or small. dun sit and cry. get urself together and try.... again... u will feel crap but once u get hold of ur life and u control it.. u are the QUEEN. *smiles*
-=Poof=-
Stop Crying Your Heart Out. I love my friends.
Y 10/05/2004 03:06:00 PM
