tinking: Addictive

Im about to break
And I cant stop this ache
Im addicted to your allure
And Im fiendin for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need..to walk away from

crazy nite yesterdae. crazy crazy lonely nite. as per normal PLAN CRASHED. *smiles* so in the end hang out at Fushan Garden with Baby VoGue and Zurah. luff our ass off the nite away. miss those times.

saw tsunami and typhoon. the brudders~ said hi. shook hands and they went home. smangat Badminton ke pe korang! haha!

3 girls wanna make friends with us. freaky. feel so lesbian. dammit. haha then walk way home.
tired but okie. fun. been sumtime.

f-up tis powow music player. cant upload my damn song. so no song at my blog for time being. woo. peace and quiet. i forgot to spell "quiet" for the moment there.

Lan called..wen i din even think he would. he is really one sweet guy. called me up @ 12am. and tok to him. told me he missed me for a while there. F you lar.. tok to u everyday oso miss! haha. and then hung up. had a mini conference with Kirin and Adict (Allif) ..no comments~ ahaha and then Lan joined. but hung up later. told me he is so sorry cause he is not use to toking with new people. bah~ wadever.. *smile* yesterday talk was not meaningful at all. left me sleepy but he asked me to be his bestfriend. someone he can turn too and talk too.. damn. *sigh* hehe nvm. i love him as my brudder and i will always be there.. *wink*

never felt so low todae. the weather..superb. all cloudy and ready to shed its tears. nice cool weather. and dosing ma self with high quantity of Christina Aguilera emo songs. again i feel so suicidal. but no i love too many people now to just go and end my freaking fucked up life. damn.

i love kirin. i love nad. i love shiela. i love mom. i love lan. i love abang imran. i love me.

suppose to meet kirin but i cant make it. todae stay in. and sheesh forgot to wake Lan up. and cant wait to go Geylang with my baby gyal Nad on Friday. woo! *psst kirin ikot k* hehe. den can take more snapshots.

faizal keep bothering me. ex's from hell. they have no shame wen they made a fool outta themselves.

.....walking away from everything.

Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L

Y 11/09/2004 03:24:00 PM