Im a God-Mother.

my bestfriend in sec-skool gave birth to a beautiful baby boy for me. haha. no la. im his mak angkat hehe. i loike. never met the baby yet cause busy and my fren need to get some possible rest. hehe see my baby boy soon aight. cute. congratulations to u Lynn and if ure having probs always holla me k. im sorry of wad happen but u stay strong and be a single mom. SUPER MOM! haha.

telling me all sorts of tings during pregnancy. making me more frightened to get pregnant. bodoh ah kau. haha. but seeing a small guy coming outta ur big belly is satisfying. haiz. some day i wish i can hold a pure soul in my arms.. LEGALLY ah. haha.

22.01.2005 ( Saturday)

went to Platform 5. eventho SGP:FUNK got a bit of crash but its all good. they put up a brave front. kuddos. and oso to LDC for the superb dope show. congrats to the two crew. it was a fun day UNTIL some ting jus happened. fuck. i hate people with TANTRUMS. fucking dun throw it at me ah. fucking selfish. dun tink about urself. we came as a group we go home as a group ah. sheesh~ pissed. then went to meet back Nad and have LJS. and have a flirty good time with Becue. wuahaha. paisey siak. until now i feel so embarassed. wuahaha. but i Loike. embarassing lar they all.. then hung around Plaza Singapura and cig away and took pics. superb. wuahaha. and then the rest had to go home (Nas.Dil.Shahrul.Shidah. and her friend) dunno her name dun care oso. wuahhah! and then we proceed down town from PS.. (me.Nad.shiela.Nis.Naqiah and Bf) fucking nuisance lar shiela naqia and nadia. haha they were like peeps high on Marijuana. luffing and stopping every 100metres walk. then luff again. its like a show put on repeat. so yeah tats how we walk down town. then went to cineleisure to meet up my IRC MATE ..barney. cute guy tok and then we went to YP saw flexx and he was dancing. and then went to a corner for some wild turkey. wuahha~ we had fun before proceeding home. it was definitely a TIRING but fun day. then called up Lan and we tok for like hours. hehe. then slept . tired like fark and TEMP have to spoil my sleep by calling me so early. ahha. but i enjoyed the conversation k. (",)
...psst i like Los Singkanos. *shy* eh wait i dun like them i like.. *bleep* wuahah~ i tink i got a crush on u boy! wuahaha.

23.01.2005

listening to some stupid songs. im still dead tired. mite be going to 7-11 to get some redbull. i dun tink i can survive. i hafta wake up early. well at least early. following days i gotta wake up FREAKING EARLY. wuahah. damn i hate it man. but i gotta work. gotta support my fam. gotta support ma self. so yeah. and im confused of where to meet the superior. haha. i will act blur lar tomoro. gotta dye my hair black again *sobs sobs* bye to my red streaks. wuargh! well it wont be tat bad aniwae. at least i can put tings off my mind. tings tat happens and all shits tat ive been doing. so yeah work is the onli solution. *smiles* now im a working class lady. *blueks* hehe~ so proud. pretty excited cause all my friends.. the ladies. if u remember. those hu i go club with every week the last time..all of them are working at the same place. and im excited cause at last reunited with the old clan. and i bet im gonna turn back to the ol times. wuahaha.but wadever i wont forget where i felt belong before tis.. i wont forget my serangkais and the civic dome peeps. *wink* tanks for the endless friendships especially my baby gyals in serangkais. i love u three.~ hehe. sorrie if i did anitin wrong.
Note to shida: i dun blame u for wad happen yesterday k.

ironed my clothes. wuahah prepared my notebook. its not skool tinggy animore its now real work. tats wad frighten me. im actually a proper nurse. hehe. yey! yey! gonna meet new peeps new ward new doctors and new people. SGH here i come!

xx[ old scar ]xx

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