Sky Is The Limit.


been thru the worst day yesterdae. but onli for a short while. a huge impact came tumbling to me. the news. its too tuff to be 'cepted but as i sat one corner with all my friends.. i learnt.. if it's meant to be this way then im gonna fucking let it have it's way. i aint worth my time. my tears. and my worries. so yeah mebe u succeed in making me crumble for a min..but aint gonna crumble me forever.. cause im a tuff chiq tats why they call me Nurara. *smiles*

went to collect my uniform yesterdae. got lost at raffles place while wanting to retrieve shiela work cheque. wen we got to raffles the woman said come on down to somerset. we were like WTF. fuck u whore. wuahaha. and then we took the train back and got off at somerset. the place was AWESOME. surrounded by posh restaurants. the kind where they serverd u plain cold chill water even in those fanciful champagne-like glasses. and u have to eat prim and proper and dess code: ANITIN BESIDES THE WAY TEENAGERS WEAR NOW. haha. smart. and formal. aniwae in the place tat we gotta go GOT HUGE GIANT sizes of life-size plush toys of Monster Incs. Garfield.. nemo.. everything. so exciting. haha. cudnt stop asking shiela too see tat see tis see tat... wuahaha. i loike the place. if onli i can work in there. everytin is so cuddly cute and HUGE. damn!
then took a cab to SGH and collected my uniform and then met Mika (do they still call her tat?) and she huged me. I SWEAR she wanted to cry so much. me too. i missed those bitches. wahaha~

then got back to woodlands @ 2pm in the afternoon. got sometin to eat. actually went to get sumtin to eat. met up with Tsunami Zul and Shidada first. and then went to eat.
tings happened:

CDS held their opening meeting
(Leader : Jibby hehe Najib Asst.Leader: Akmal)
LDC session
SGP FUNK session
meet-shahrul-day

tings are tiff between our two emcee crew. can sense tat. even people hu dun noe can realise tat. cmmon.. i aint gonna set my heart and side either one. we are after all friends.. jus like Nad say yesterday.. if u wanna diss and battle or be competitive with them.. they are still our friends.. remember we once said
"biar jiwa kawan .. jangan jiwa crew"
cause in the end..friends are the one gonna pat ur back and acknowledge every single ting u have done.
so cmmon smile and remember whoever is better is nothin compared to someone hu truly cares for their friendship. so tink aight guys!

after a few weeks of shit..mamat called me up. asked me wanna attend a chalet. well... i will see on how.. cause after everythin happens.. i wudnt wanna be tat girl who sits curl up crying and making her friends in a spot where they have to constantly console me.. enuff of tat time. gotta get up and move forward. will get back to him mebe.

been reading tis WARTIME books. poor kids diary of wad happen and wad they view and experience thru the war time. Germany-War-Time. it was cruelity and i can feel how they feel jus by reading wad they written according to their experiences. some of the diaries were retrieved under rubbles of fallen buildings after the war.. and some din even get to finish their diaries and were sent to be executed..murdered. and some merely survived. some witness own parents being shot to death. poor people going thru all this shits. on looking on the way im living. i have never been any greatful. if i were to be in a war... i wud be dead. i never wanna be in their spot..its jus too scary.. i look up to all this children with great respect.
** deepest memories of wars and its victims **

mom cook a wonderful dish todae after WEEKS of not cooking. she dish out sumtin wonderful. hehe. tanks at last a proper HOME COOK FOOD.

cudnt believe tat performers gotta fork out 40 bucks on their own for the tix. seriously tis is wad i feel.. SG HIPHOP seriously is making a fool outta all this pure talented performers. its noting about the moral of wanting audience to come and support.. its all bout the mindset. u can NEVER promote and expect excellent support from public thru CASH and MONEY. its all up to the Sg'ians wether they wanna be part of the event or not.. a compulsory 40/- bucks from performers are bad.. where they gonna dish out tat cash man.. and if tis continues.. believe me.. one day wen u wanna held an event.. not a single crew will be interested... support is not all about money.. its about the passion and the love for wad ure doing and wad u wanna see.. i aint notin to do with the hiphop scene but seeing my friends all 9 of them to be struggling to fork out tat huge amount of cash each person in jus a 1 day notice is BAD. if u cant sell and make money then u gotta accept it.. success comes with failures.. and they will always come in risks.. but not all will turn out bad.. cmmon give them a chance aight.

woohoo gonna do sumtin to my black top todae.. jeng jeng jeng... we'll see the results..

xx[ Peace out N town ]xx

Y 1/15/2005 04:46:00 PM