mister potato.im tired.. or am i? i dunno. mebe im jus having post-werk tiredness.. aniwae jus came home from work and todae X-tra busy sumhow make me wanna quit. hah but dream on nura tat u can quit. so no matter wad happen mus smile lar.. smile and smile tat i dun wanna smile animore... welcome to my life~
read Farz entry about her latest relationship which din actualli work out ..again..i realised how she can end sumtin with sumone she truly love but still remain so cool.. remain deep within herself..and yet luff and smile with us.. jus like nutin happens.. and i tink back of the time i cried and crumble jus cause a guy left me.. i look like a fool.. i sure did.. mebe yeah its true i still tink of him but looking at how brave and strong front Farz put on make me change the way i tink.. its true.. u can live without them..if u believe tat u can.. mebe back then i realised that losing sumone u love means the world comes crushing down on u.. but i learned thru all those shits ive been thru..they make u stronger and wiser in picking ur nex love partner..but still love sucks for me lar.. wuahahha.im proud of u Farz.. and we all noe u realli love him and miss him deep deep down despite the smiles and luffter u had with us.. but i realli look up to u for doing that.. *huggies* will be there for each other..everyone of us.~
still regret of wad ive done to that sumone. but life have to move on. yesterdae went to Tampines and then walk2 around with Nad,Farz and Shiela.. sure had a luffty time. then we went back to Civics.. its was a skinhead affair.. sure lotsa skins sitting around.. saw Shah..and Daud and lotsa more then we proceed to Fushan RC. then jus hang out till its time to go home and by tat time i was so tired. i slept like a baby. hehe meant to type pig but tat so discouraging! hehe. i was tired.
im realli lost of wad to type animore. mebe im not an avid blogger animore. wuahah. wad a title to give myself. im a work-a-holic now. eventho i hate working and my work sucks. but still i have to got thru tat EVERYDAY for the rest of my freaking life! argh argh. where are all the rich men i can marry? *giggles* i wanna marry rich man.. then stop work.. make him babies.. stay home and yet get to be pampered with cash.. YAR RITEEE... im gonna be the government slave for my next 30 years. argh argh... again i remind..welcome to my life ~
...picit sini. picit sana. salah picit. nanti merana. (a poem made by Boy-Ok)
lame but mus give credit cause he took 35 mins to tink of tis..xx[
and my heart goes *dead* ]xx
Y 4/08/2005 11:52:00 PM
