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Thursday, August 18, 2005

No Smoking.

first up TANKEW to Zai for being kind enuff to notice the email i sent her to help me post up my blog. *smiles* if not for her i wont be able to update *smiles* chey chey (note to self : tis is the onli time to puji2 her after get internet connection back dun be so nice to her) hehe.
how come my font becomes smaller? hmmmm...

why am i smoking...still.? updated counts of "i want to quit smoking" i said it like 3698754576 times since January 2005. but still am smoking.. i hang out with friends.. i smoke.. before i eat.. i smoke... after i eat...i smoke...on the toilet bowl.. i smoke.. I SMOKE ALMOST EVERITIN I DO! argh. fuck you cigarettes. die u mudafucking sticks! I concluded.. i prolly die of lung cancer.. heart attack or kidney failure. hehe. i just got the feeling.. beats me..
Dear God :
no matter how i die.. please let me die after i get marry.. experience sex..(evil grin) and have kids. then let me die. tankew. hehe.

i hate kids with no brains. i hate kids who wont grow up. i hate my friends. wait i do have friends? bah~ *roll eyes* i live my own life. friends means noting to me. at least not the one's i have. congrats to those people who have friends who stood by them. *smiles*

i still wont blog about Didie. *giggle*

HE still hates me calling him BY..wads the difference? ayang and by? *shrugs*

i still tink i will die cause of those cigarettes. i want to quit smoking.. tat makes it 3698754577 times oreadi. life sucks. shiela armpit stinks. i love him. <3

shiela working oreadi with bestfriend Zurah. at... Ex..erm.. i can pronounce but i dunno how to spell.. i wud spell it tis way aniwae EXPEDITUS. pronounced as ( x-per-die-tus) figure out. go kids.

i still wan to go club with the clubbing ladies. i still wan to dance to loud music.

4x i typed I STILL.

now i have onli three friends..good friends i mean... Abg Imran.. Shiela.. and the neighbour cat that sits at my front door and listen me babble about life and love and jus by walking away wen it's bored..tats why i say life sucks. even a cat dun wanna listen to me. bah~
note to ABANG IMRAN: tanks for listening to me for the last 3 years.
note to SHIELA: tanks for being a bitch for the last 19 years.
note to CAT: -sigh-

i still tink i will die cause of illness.

till then i will make the hell outta my life.

go kids go ruin ur life before u die. to all smokers especially.

i wan to quit smoking... to be continued.

Nurara.. i bite "Ngaaaap"

Y 8/18/2005 09:57:00 AM