i feel so much guilt. but i dunno wad shud be guilty of. its true wen u start to tink everytin's in place then another ting comes up. wen i and love starts to settle ting then a family issue comes up. its never ending. but fcuk im not gonna blog about how lame life is.. how unfair life is.. i just gonna look at tings in a different angle. hmmm~

so i slept early. tanks to mak for feeding me the medicine early. i feel soo drowsy and now i noe wad they really mean by DO NOT TAKE THE MEDICINE DURING WORK. haa. i slept for almost the day away. i wake up and have my dinner and check my mails and then went back to sleep. i slept and slept and slept. argh its worst then taking sleeping pills.

so im on mc. ive been sick for 5 days oreadi. why seh. haiya. if only my life was like last time. where i dun have to work. on the other hand i get money so yeah disadvantages and advantages. but i love my work but fall sick frequently now lar. maybe i need vitamins oreadi arh.

so why am i blogging all tis non-important shit? i dunno.

i miss him so much. he is now working nite shift everyday and the only time i can see him is his day off. its gonna be different. lesser of his face and jokes and more of fone calls and missing each other. hee.

so mite be going to dome. i dunno. argh. argh. im sick.

-end-

Y 11/11/2005 02:55:00 PM