Life is indeed fair in an unfair way. go figure it out *winks*

anyways.. i spent the whole day @ JB with monster. so yeah we did LOTSA of walking here and there and a bit of arguements.. not me and him but with some mat malaysia mana.. so yeah long story short we had the whole day to ourself.
then we went to Dome and blah blah.. all went home.

so here's the most eventful ting happen.

We actually talked! yes. it felt nice. he hears me. and i listened to him. and we both gave opinions. we did talk after 5 months. we reflected. we did lotsa deep tinking together. and its been quite some time since i felt so close to him. since i felt i was his real love. it took 5 months and here we are feeling like we jus got to noe each other.
maybe tings did happen for a reason. mebe the incident did really happen for a reason. a sudden wake up call for both of us. a wake up call to show that we really need EACH OTHER to make tings happen. and we need each other to go thru tis life together. for the first time he held my hand and said he gonna fulfil every single wish he made to me on our first day we got together. he said he gonna stoop low and throw all his ego if tat wad it takes for us to be happy.
he made me tell him our love story. from the first time he asked for my number till i 'cept to be his lady. all i did was tok and tok and tok. hee~!
it felt.. nice. i wish tat nite din have to end.
for the first time..after 5 months of suffering.. of tears.. of fites.. i finally feel true love.
*Smiles* a day tat both of us never will forget.

i will always be his baby dinosaur and he's my mr monster. *wink*

as i lay in bed.. i wish and pray that tis gonna last for eternity. wen i lay in ur arms jus now all i can tink of is being happy and there for u. fuck all the past. fuck all the shit we went thru. fuck all those nites we fought. we gonna be happy. all it takes is jus a simple understanding and trust.
now i noe wad true love really meant.
i love u DD.

i shall sleep with a smile. tee hee!

ps: fuck my archives disappeared. anione noe how to recover them?

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Y 11/09/2005 05:20:00 AM