Life Unfold

2010-10-15T22:50:00.003+08:00

a dedication to you :
YA!
you..
click on my song on the left.
and read the lyrics.
retard.

GO AWAY!

You're so cheap and this isn't like you
I can't get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah

Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Minzy] Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I'm walkin' out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That's my way
I gave it my all, so I don't have regrets

Pretending like you're more sad
Pretending you're cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain't shi.t without your crew
I don't have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don't want to see your ugly face again no more

Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

[Bom] Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

2010-10-09T11:12:00.002+08:00

so..

how do i start?

never really given much thought about how tough its gonna be starting.

well things are little bit on the downside now.. hmm.

is that alright for a start?

well the fact that i will be blogging about my disaster-ous lifestarting right about now..

please leave if you suddenly have the urge to stalk me

and stab me in the back with a samurai knife.

(^_^) arasso?

well ive done it. i let go something that ive always thought will last.

the thing that ive always dreamed about. the thing that i have put my very last faith in.

yes.

DDie. our 5 years story have finally come to an end.

i guess everything happens for a reason. which i still not sure what..

it cant possibly because i might end up marrying kim heechul instead right?

gosh if only that HAPPENS.

okay back to the right track..

i guess everything just collapse.

my ability to trust again. my ability to look into those eyes and say that i truly love him.

till now i still wonder why i made my decision. what drove me to that decision.

him? maybe..

till now i still have not really made myself clear to that dude why i did what i did..

but one for sure i know its really really CHINCHA tiring to be the only one giving.

its hard for me.

so my dear friend

DDie..

everything i did in the past..i never regret it not even once.

i never regret the help i gave you.. the support i gave to you.. the faith i have in you..

the time i just sit around waiting for you call..eventhough you will not and ignore me for 3 days..

the time i jumped up and come out whenever you ask me to go out..

the time i wake up really early so not to be late our date only to realise you slept through..

i never regret every moment cause i made that choice.

but the only thing i regretted till now..is getting engaged to you.

cause after all this.. it hurts really bad.

to get back to my own two feet. to be going forward on my own.

to leave everything behind.

but i pulled through. and i hope u do too.

cause eventhough we had so much memories during our 5 years..

but i bet i will create more memories wonderfully in years to come.

so i hope u get the answers that you been waiting and asking me till now.

(^_^)

friends and family of course have been super supportive.

my bff's at work.

the crazy girls of shiela's.

my aunties.

my kuzzies.

my mom especially.

i love you mak. i do.

thanks for curing this painful months.

for loving me the same eventhough i know i did a lot of hurtful things.

for embracing me in your arm whenever i break down now and then.

and assuring me that i will always be ur beautiful daughter.

and of cos telling me i wont be anugly hag eventhough i dun get married.

-_-'' so comforting.

and oh who can forget my dearest

KIM HEECHUL.

who played a very important part during the 3 hour ordeal of ending things.

chincha nomu nomu nomu chuwahae.

kamsahamnida.

*bows*

okay. thats enough of some crappy sappy love story that gone awfully wrong.

been travelling a whole lot now.

just came back from HongKong and Langkawi with friends.

now im left with my first ever winter trip to Seoul.

another 2 months.

PLS PLS PLS let it be my future husband be a hangul saram.

lols.

perangai kepala buntot seh.

people.. love sucks.. but once you got the strength to let go of that suckiness.

everything else is so sweet and lovely.

arasso?

on this i shall leave this blog to rot ..not for long tho..

PLEASE can the kid next door stop playing her damn piano.

i swear if i hear another note of that irritating sound

i will throw my working shoe through you window.

at least get the note right for heaven sake.

with this.

END.

SUPER JUNIOR - my boys comeback with a new album.

2010-05-15T02:03:00.000+08:00

as always SUPER JUNIOR never fails to impress. with their new looks. to their new hairstyles.

new body. full workout body seen by some members. haish.

Kim Heechul having many parts to sing is definitely a THUMBS UP for me.

till then...

SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!

Super Junior 2010:

Leetuk. Eunhyuk. Shindong. Heechul. Siwon. DongHae. Ryeowook. Sungmin. Khuhyun. Yesung.

not in there : Kangin.

2010-05-08T03:32:00.002+08:00

wooohooo its been two months?

blogging isnt much fun now..since i spend most of my days surfing you tube.

imma freaking addicted to it.

mom too. ( its been SHINee ever since she saw HELLO BABY)

gosh.

planning on a trip in january with baby sis and cuzzie.

see how it goes.

hopefully it goes well.

yea hopefully.

superjunior have been playing a big part of my life now.

blasting on my portable player.

on my pc.

on my youtube.

on my walls.

gosh.

its like there's something to LOVE every day.

i even felt like taik when i learnt that Hankyung's not part of Suju nimore.

Kibum's prolly doing his own thing. hardly at any concert. =(

but i do hope Suju's fans all over the world do not give up on them.

haha.

i sound like a teeny 13 year old. dammit.

but i dont care.

anticipating their 4jib soon~.

well till then.

everything's pretty fine.

and feek.. happy brirthday soon~!

saranghae~

2010-03-19T01:13:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

freaking long time never blog ehh.. mcm weird.

there are many reasons why i was unable to update.

but only a few is reasonable enuff. *grinz*

reasonable excuses

1) tired.

2) lazy.

3) work.

but since its 1.15am and i din have much to do online ive decided to blog.

and since my only "FAN" reading is my own auntie.. i wouldnt want to lose her also.

in time they might have to close my blog down due to SEVERE boredom.

*smiles*

anyway there are many reasons what have been distracting me from blogging.

but im gonna just mention a few.

FIRST.

i have been constantly watching Youtube.

for SHINee hello baby and Super Junior.

so i spent 99% on my pc surfing this shows.

recommended watch.

SHINee - Hello Baby.

SUPER JUNIOR

Funny go here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zoqkBD3-yU

SECOND:

actually thats all. haha. they are the reason.

will update real soon.
till then..
nak gi carik makan oi!

lapar.

2010-02-21T05:57:00.000+08:00

i am so depress.
extremely depress i could eat a whole tub of ice cream.
because
i cant get IPOD TOUCH that i have been wanting
but my kuzzin has it.
so anyone who pities me please help me get 1.
just the 308 dollar can oreadi.
sigh.

2010-02-18T17:45:00.004+08:00

life is just like a can of Pringles.

when you get tired munching on it

you just close the lid.

well no blogging for now.

work been so hectic.

maybe 1'ce i start my permanent night

i will start regular blogging.

tc.

adios.

ps: i LOVE the kids on my music playlist.

till they make me feel like a phedophile.

cause the eldest is 22 and youngest 15.

but very talented.

2010-01-30T12:07:00.003+08:00

since my mother asked me to blog about her.

*evil grin*

P/S: JADI MAK TAK LEH MARAH EH APER KITA BLOG!

my mak Ariza Bte Ahmad.

i think i have the coolest mom in the world.

her restrictions were never too tight or too loose.

because of that bila nak buat jahat kita pon tak sampai hati cause

she gave us enough freedom to trust us so we never took advantage.

i always tried to make her proud no matter what.

but i think the proudest moment i made for her was when i became a nurse.

SAPER TAK NAK ANAK nurse kan.

lols.

chey chey chey.

menyampah. *puji sekejap*

but as we grow older we are not the same as before we admit.

we got our own plans. our own companion. our own fun.

not like before where everything is a day with mak.

but whenever we can.. making her happy is what we want.

hehe.

mak pon ader kelakar moment gak.

when she suka ikutkan perasaan cakap dia menopaused la.

cakap dia depression la.

cakap takder orang kisah sal dia la.

i mean all mother go thru this. but actually this is just one of the days.

like when she tertinggal her gigi palsu.

when she want to put on her gigi at food court.
KECOH BEB!

macam dia sorang ader gigi palsu nak malu pakai.

haha.

that day on the bed when i was sick mak told me

"mak paling rapat dengan kau tau"

but i was busy focusing on my KAHAK haha.

but i noe. cause i noe i dun usually fite with her.

i dun usually ignore what she say.
i dun usually argue with her.. (kadang kala je la eh)

thats why she usually confide in me. hehe.

that day when she was really sick and adik was on night shift.

i was actually outside with DDie.

and then she msged me she is sick and alone.

DDie saw the msged and asked me to accompany my mom.

we were both worried if anything happened and i rushed home.

eventho sampai lambat la.

*kwang kwang kwang*

another case is when that day i was on afternoon shift ..

she messaged me that she crave for chocolate.

and she was sick.

i told her i am tired and not in the way of the shop.

but as i made my way home.. i thought.. when i crave for otak otak she will buy.

when i crave for bbq chicken she go to extend to find.

so i bought it for her.

hehehe.

TAPI SATU JE I CANNOT UNDERSTAND HER.

i really really really REALLY cannot understand her.

i cannot understand

WHY SHE TELL ME THAT DUDE? DUDEK? DEDEK? is coming to singapore?

and ask me want to come?

since when i even like this DUDIK?

hehe.

tak faham. tak faham.

k lah. gotta go.

nak gi makan.

ps : mak lau leh bayar tgok si lahabau tu sampai 60 dollar... takkan tak leh present kan lia ipod touch time bdae!? hehe.

kwang kwang kwang.

the SONG is for you and all my aunties.

i luv u.

2010-01-29T00:12:00.001+08:00

@ 12.00am

MOM asked me to blog something about her.

mak : kau tulis la pasal mak..mama kau kan suka baca...

so... what shud i blog.

my brain stopped working after the meds.

now i cant seem to have anitin to blog about.

maybe tomoro.

the entry will be all about mak.

hehe.

2010-01-28T23:29:00.004+08:00

mood : macam lendih pekat

everything's back to normal.

kahak out of the way.

clearer lungs.

everything settled now.

thank you to the antibiotics.

and of course mak and abah for forcing me to the doctor.

penat dengar they NAGGING so i went.

and thank you HOPE CLINIC doctor for making my 1 1/2 hour wait for you worthwhile.

the meds have been making me sleep my days away.

3 days i stayed at home and had my much deserved sleep and rest.

hehe.

so now energy level dah menambah.

to this point i have not missed work at least ONCE.

yes. haha.

DDie been very busy with work.

yet to go get his referral.

soon maybe.

okay now i shall pop my colourfull pills.

puff my ventilator

and wait for the drowsiness to kick in.

till then.. much love~

2010-01-27T22:24:00.002+08:00

mood : macam kahak hijau.

had a sleepover at Kak Ct's place.

what a bad move.

if i have known..i wud have gone back home.

cause i fell sick the next day.

nose dripping like nobody business. macam TAP WATER man!

then went back home and developed cough.

then fever of 38.4 and sudden shortness of breath.

slept with mak and she got scared hearing me having difficulties breathing.

she brought me to the doctor.

nasib baik they waive off my payment under SGH scheme.

kalau tak mesti confirm mahal.

so many medicines to eat and the 2 different cough syrups!
PUNYAAAA LAAA YUCKS!~

now a bit better.

and suddenly remember that i havent shower the whole day.

now then got the strength to log in and blog.

hehe.

just ate my medicines. waiting for the drowsiness to kick in.

gotta go catch american idol with mak.

till then.. muakcs!

2010-01-23T02:17:00.002+08:00

so i left my blog to die as i recuperate for days.

reading back my last entry.. mcm minah minah jiwang seh.

i think i was having those "FEELING FEELING" sedih at that time.

skrang dah tak.

skarang dah back to normal mode.

haha.

ANYWAY.

bila nie leh gi KL lagik.

nak holiday tapi kena save.

nak gi holiday tapi kena kerja.

nak gi holiday tapi tak boleh membazir.

just now i saw a cat resting and i told mak

"KAN BEST JADI KUCING tak FIKIR FIKIR"

then mak say

"KAU PIKIR KUCING TAK STRESS? KENA BULLY DENGAN ORANG.

KENA CARI MAKAN SENDIRI. KENA MAKAN DENGAN ANJING"

kena makan dengan anjing??

haha.

time to sleep.

need to work.

tonight sleep with mak and im not gonna enjoy it.

BECAUSE

1) sheila is sick so cannot sleep with her.

2) Mak bed very hard.

2010-01-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

mood : macam keropok basi.

sometimes things dont turn out like you wish it would.

like how much you wish you passed your exams.. but you dont.

how much you hope to get that iphone...but you dont.

wouldnt it be easy just being able to want something without obstacles.

i believe i have given so much than what i get in return.

unfair treatment.

unreasonable selfish behaviour.

i don't need all that.

why ask for something complicated when you cant even give me SIMPLE?

sometimes its worth pondering on things.

its worth thinking twice.

its worth changing minds.

sometimes i wish i have something or someone that can listen to me shout and scream.

but friends was always an issue.

im not the friend keeper type.

everyone just slip away as time goes.

telling a family will be different.

not the same.

well i guess i just gotta sleep those thoughts off.

if i do cry in my sleep..

dear "PENUNGGU" ambik tissue lembut lap kan eh?

hehehe.

goodnight.

sometimes what you wish you had isnt there.. and its not the time yet.

2010-01-17T02:45:00.003+08:00

ahhh

BAPAK KAU PEH MAK PEH NENEK PEH ANAK SEDARA PEH KAKAK
PEH MERTUA PEH SEDARA JAUH PEH ADIK ANGKAT.

today i learnt that the above phrase are

Maki Maki yang tak "berdosa"

courtesy of my aunt and mak.

anyway Abah Ishak Karim!

BUUUUUURRRRRRRPPPPPP! KENYANG MAN!

thank u!

2010-01-15T02:28:00.002+08:00

developed:

sore red teary (L) eye.

big big itch mark on face.

itchy nose.

runny nose.

constant irritating sneezing

all due to

KITTY!

im allergic to Cats after all.

but she's so cute how to resist!

2010-01-14T02:51:00.002+08:00

ive got noting to update.

just dat..

YEY YEY ABAH ISHAK NAK BELANJA MAKAN!!!

wooohooo!

conversation of the day :

DD : nasib eh i tak pernah nampak "benda-benda" yang tak harus di nampak.

me : dorang tengok you pon dorang fikir 3 , 4 kali nak kacau ke tak nak sey!

2010-01-13T04:16:00.002+08:00

blogging seems a hassle now.

despite the fact no one read my blog

cept' for my 13 year old cousin who occasionally drops by.

hence the reason why i never blogged.

many stuffs happens.

both fun and forgetable. (correct o not?)

O's were out few days back.

phyQQ sadly din make it. which surprises me.

but i think everyone deserves a 2nd chance.

so i hope she does the right thing now.

work is forever macam taik.

so theres no need to say.

but thank you for the promotion.

the bf have been living with Amy.

Vista Point was never in my list of places to go before i die.

and i went. so okay lah not bad lah.

many stuffs been happening. so many issues to think about.

so yea.

first month of '10 is not looking so good so far.

hopefully it gets much better real soon.

till then toodles!

2009-12-01T11:17:00.002+08:00

29th november.

family picnic at ecp.

insect feast on my leg night.

wtf.

today i had calamine lotion all over my body.

fiz texted me back.

reunion mebe?

so excited.

going to JE today.

eventhough DD do not want to watch New Moon..

how can i pass such a HOT opportunity.

no way!

2009-11-26T02:32:00.000+08:00

and OH YEAH.

good luck ATIKAH for ur results later.

ciaoz.

2009-11-26T02:02:00.004+08:00

ive been accused of being the GUILTY one to start the unwanted spam.
how did i get myself involved with this bunch of kids.
*smack forehead*
anyway. pls do not include me in ur future dispute.
u guys shud make up and be friends.
kids like ur age shud be discussing over erm..boybands? or bands?
not spitting stupid remarks to each other.

alright.. over with the boring topic.
now.
I CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND..
1) how could someone be so heartless to kill a kid.
2) kill a kid and not feel guilty.
3) there is such idiots in this world.

how could you even have the heart to kill them.
those innocent kids.
those innocent look. eyes. cries.
only god knows what is going through their mind and their feelings ..
those moments when they have any clue they were about to die..
in a horrific cold way.

i love kids.
and i dun understand why.
why you cud be so heartless.

i thank for once the singapore government for imposing the DEATH PENALTY.
but at the end of the day..
even u hang that person. even u shoot him dead. even u electrocuted them like hell..
can u ever bring the innocent kid back?

what have the world turned into.

my prayers to Rashidy, 6 years old.
al-fatehah.

2009-11-16T13:38:00.002+08:00

its been sometime eh?

blogging aint fun anymore. lols.

more other things in mind.

first up NAZURAH zee got married last week to Eddy.

like finally.

so 1 down. 2 more to go.

it was a very tiring but wonderful experience.

helping baby sis with all her wedding affair next year.

just got her bridal outfit.

now left with...MANY MORE. gosh.

but hopefully things go smoothly.

my kuzzie mom and bro have been telling me about ATIKAH.

how her friends been calling her BITCH?

do we still use that word now? (well it seems so YESTERDAY that word)

i think ive not used it since ... erm.. 19 years old.

tapi ape leh buat..budak 12 tahun.

well.. anyway..

i wonder.. dont u guys have anything else to do?

like.. erm..tolong mak masak ke? tengok budak budak lelaki ke? LOLS

that part i like la cause nowadays i see those POST PSLE kids at cwp.

u noe..standing..tgok sana..tgok sini..senyum sana..senyum sini..

mcm promoter. very cute!

korang sumer patot buat gitu. dari fikirkan orang lain nyer problem.

ke keluar ke hooray hooray.

since u guys are too young to do major celebration..

korang gi la Macdonalds ke.

ITS VERY FUNNY when i hear all this bitch calling activity.

macam budak kecik. umur dah 12. dah UZUR ke belom nie korang sumer?

susah datang eh.

if it happens to my kid one day.. i will tell him/her ..

"beh kau tak tumbok muka budak tu?"

lols.

aiya girls.. korang tak baik tau buat mcm gini. nie baru primary school.

nanti korang gi secondary school.. jadi sec 1.. tgok la budak upper sec kacau korang.

and then.. you will realise..the word BITCH is just a small peanut.

*smiles*

that's bout it.

and to ATIKAH :

baby girl. u dun have to worry. let them call u bitch. or wadever shit they wanna say. cause they are just a bunch of babies. u will see them only this one week. nanti dey go to seconday school .. let karma take its action. for now.. u got me. abang didie. shiela. abang fadli. ur big bro SID and all his gang. so dun worry. u are well taken care of.

keep smiling baby girl.

2009-10-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

raya wasnt so successful this year as the previous year.

i was more dull and lame.

pfft.

guess everyone's not really in the raya mood.

well. the reason ive not been updating is because

i just dun have the time to come in yet.

so all the people out there.

take care.

stay away from drugs and hospitals.

so i dun have more patients to look at.

2009-09-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

daddy cool got his van today.

yey.

its fully air conditioned so we dun have to worry

- being hot.

- powerful wind/air blowing our hair.

- be in the rain or sun.

and still be beautiful on raya day.

hee.

ok.

gotta go get ready to meet DD.

then to Yishun to meet family before going geylang. (bleurgh)

mak: asal dd dah tak slalu datang rumah?

me: nanti kawin mak leh tgok dia harihari.

mak: la mak boring ah takder orang nak bual.korang sumer mcm orang bisu.

*roll eyes* my mom un-officially disowned me today.

2009-09-05T16:37:00.003+08:00

late night karaoke.

need to get ddie his own mic the next time.

birthday coming.

raya coming.

annual leave coming.

obar dancing.

woo.

gotta go work!

2009-08-31T18:47:00.002+08:00

DD & Yus. (flyback tattoo)

stuffs pretty much the same.

its been sometime since i updated.

i have nothing to update.

hehe.

satisfied with everything now.

will come back soon with more updates.

2009-08-01T11:20:00.002+08:00

first. there is nothing great bout nurses day.

i dun even feel appreaciative of myself.

second. i have 3 NGTS awaits me today ON NURSES DAY.

third. i am the only junior.

how great can my leaders be welcoming me back after 6 months of night.

on top of that. bf decides to leave me crapping at work while

he and his friends go wash their cars.

at this moment

I so so so want to wash cars.

dammit.

being engaged is nothing

it only means i gotta start losing weight.

bleurgh

2009-07-30T12:29:00.004+08:00

On
25th July 2009

Nura and DDie

got engaged.

*smiles*

Duration Of Engagement : 3 Years or Less.

Year Of Expected Marriage : 2012.

Dowry : 10K.

Special Thanks To:

Siti Ruzaimah (MissyZai) : for the wonderful hantarans.

Alin Ahmad : for being my camerawoman.

Zarifah Mustapha : for the tikar. LOLS.

Yati Noni : For the Make Up n Accessories.

Zee & Russ & Shiela : for the 2 days of help!.

Fadli Suhar : for helping me out with the tikar.

my Family : for entertaining the guests real well.

and others that i missed out im sorry.

it was sure a rocking good time.

hehe.

tanks to those who came.

& of cos

Marine Parade Dudes

for helping DDie out.

cheers.

insyallah sampai ke jinjang pelamin yeee.

heeee~

P.S: More Pix In Facebook.

2009-07-21T03:17:00.001+08:00

my very last round of nyte.

going back to shifting.

so disappointed when i saw my roster.

but nvm.

gonna miss Melody the most.

tarching pe!

hehe.

been busy PLUS lazy to update.

will have a proper update soon.

cheers.

2009-07-04T12:27:00.002+08:00

i was 17 n i bought my first LP album.

i memorize every single song.

finally this year.. they are back.

transformers ost.

and they still sound the same..
AWESOME.

oh n the movie too

(eventhough it was long and my butt got ached)

2009-06-17T03:18:00.001+08:00

5 minutes ago..

the ECG nurse said i looked 21.

21! that made my day. k now u can leave ur patient in the toilet i will gladly fetch them for you.

BAIK PE 21!

2009-06-17T03:05:00.002+08:00

nobody bloody attend that toilet call since 5 minutes ago.

so to de-pissed myself and pretend to look busy..

i blog.

why do people push patients to toilet and totally leave them there.

dun they noe when u shit or piss they is sure to be an end to it.

u dun expect the patient to POO the hell out of himself for the next 5 hours.

and even if you leave.. look out for that damn call!

grr.

the downside of doing my permanent nyte is that

i keep looking forward for my off days.

and its only the 3rd nite.

pffft.

shiela's birthday today.

she turned erm.. 23? wah da besar anak mak.

dah nak jadi isteri orang. satu haprak pon tak tau!

haa.

no celebration cause i emptied my wallet and bank 15 hours ago.

and ive got like 8 more days to go?

till BOOOONUUUUSSSS.

hehe.

anyone wanna transfer some money to me? i wont object.

on saturday..

i'll be extremely shiok-cited.

till then.. DD gua rindu lu la beb~ dah dua minggu.

2009-06-11T17:22:00.002+08:00

thursday is swimming day.

ahmad family.

Lets soak our damn body

like a bunch of damn badak sumbu.

we are not civil servant?

Ohhh.

but we can pass off as certified servant though.

cheers.

2009-06-06T10:24:00.004+08:00

Happy 4th Year Mr Bob!

Thanks for the midnight wish.

& being so "semangat" expressing ur feelings..

hope u have fun with the "lil wayne rooney"

lols.

ps: deep thoughts and prays for Fadli & Shiela
2 friends and their families.
who met an accident at m'sia.

2009-06-05T10:06:00.003+08:00

mom's date to sakura later at 12 with aunties.

zee's and shiela's snore woke me up

PLUS

bf's morning call : NO BONUS for civil servants.

grr.

woke up went toilet..

daddy cool shoved the whole newspaper in my face..

"NO BONUS FOR CIVIL SERVANT... aiyooo KAU NO BONUS"

pfffft.

and its only 0930 at that time.

that made my day

do u noe how important it is to us?

oh well.

2009-06-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

had family chalet.

had many more 20 cents gamblings.

endless nights.

manchester united lost the champions league.

so finally ive decided to update.

do u actually realise how cruel aunties really are to kids?

those between 3-5 years old.

cause 7 years or older would have kicked their butt.

when they like to go "ahhh kk..ikot cik alik eh..cik bawak alik eeehhh..aiyoo..kk BYE MAKK..."

and then the kids muka will start to be so ronyok. and when they start wailing to other people irritant..it was sound of pleasure to that auntie..

and i realise..only the malay makciks like to do tis..

i saw this event in the bus..where this makcik was practically pulling the kid away from the mom (apparently tat MOM was her daughter) so i guess it was bad growing up cause even the kid is afraid of the grandma. anyways... so she was like in this "AH AH..nenek bawak alik ehh.. aiyoo nanti mak tinggalkan ehhh" and the kid jus start crying. and after that?... what? dah bis. tu je. the mother will go hushing that damn kid. and its all over.

MEREPEK KAN.

kasi satu chap "L" ah kat dahi makcik.

it happened to me. to a wedding. apparently OF ALL people.. i have to be the one carrying the dulang with the (R) shoe. i din noe why until tis day. and where is the (L) one? k anyway.. somehow in the mid of KANCHONGness i got separated from my mom. and ended up in a minivan with LOTS of cruel auntie. i was sitting so innocently practically tinking to myself where the HELL is mak.. and tis auntie telephatically managed to get thru wad i was tinking. may be it showed in my face la. BUT WHAT THE HECK. haa. and they start la. what else

"aiyooo kan mak dah alik tinggalkan" and how cud they make me hate my mom at that mere 10 mins. CHISH, well all i could do was stare at the shoe. i din cry cause the moment i felt like crying we arrived and i saw my beautiful mom waiting. haha. bloody aunties.

so future aunties to be.. u guys..dun play tis kind of trick to kids ah.. very bad. hehe.

well..

4 years is coming by..

bf is forever busy with work.

but i understand.

happy 4th year Rasidy.

lu rock ah babe!

2009-05-21T03:01:00.003+08:00

my last night...

3 more draggy hours to go.

can't wait.

family chalet over the weekend.

need to get stuff for july over the weekend.

catch sufficient sleep over the weekend.

play poker cards over the weekend.

haha.

last weekend was a blast.

manchester united won the cup!

but

me n bf lost $2.70 to shiela and fadli.

at least zee and eddy got some too!

so tis weekend is revenge!

AYANG we must get back our money!

alright.

i wan to give a special special SPECIAL tanks to
SITI RUZAIMAN HARON

for willing to help me and didie out with the gifts.

i will advertise ur work once u done with them okay!

hehe promote!

kk.

patient nak ventolin.

and henna chi keep coughing in my face.

grrr.

haha.

nyte people!

2009-05-19T18:15:00.002+08:00

someone said to me : "you are just a low grade nurse and a slave!"

seriously.

i just said to him : "tell me something new ah uncle. i heard this for like 100th time very boring already"

that ticked him off.

well besides having sister cher supporting me ( i tink she have a crush on me)

lols..

she basically waved him off when he complained about my rudeness.

SELAMAT BEB!

dah tak bleh angz sia!

then pitifully at 730am i told Irene bout tis too.

hehe.

so im covered.

to that patient...

LEK SUAAAA...

yesterday work was hell.

damn those BMS system.

damn that stupid apek.

admissions back 2 back.

argh.

pls make my night go a lil bit faster.

so many greater things to look forward over the weekend.

pffft.

and of course the much needed rest.

2009-05-05T15:17:00.002+08:00

what's new besides the FLU BABI.

practically everyone's into that now.

oh... how i hate those N95's.

i find it IMPOSSIBLE to talk to P.Tan.

(besides many other things i find IMPOSSIBLE in her)

i went in.

in 10 seconds im out again.

and i din even noe what i asked.

i din even make myself clear

and she went nodding her head and OKAY for 10 seconds

macam mana nie!

maybe she just have some disorder.

i guess.

pfft. *roll eyes*

since she said ok. i guess its ok rite?

lols.

well 2 more months till im out of night.

back to shifts. no more weekend off.

alahhhh.

why does everything DD says will make people laugh?

i wonder.

we are the total opposites.

yea yea im the boring lame shit person.

but he really surprise me.

the other day .. he made zee shiela laughed the whole 5 hours.

the other day.. shiela said they sat with him for just 10 mins and hes cracking them up.

we watched soccer and no one even paid attention. it was all jokes and laughter.

hmm.

aku rasa dia gila ah.

mebe ah.

tak betol ah nie sumer.

is spitting in MILO wrong?

lols.

why do patients love MILO at 6am!

2009-04-24T17:35:00.002+08:00

i cleaned my room.

found a book.

it was dated 2006.

in it was 267 wish list i had.

flip thru and memories rush thru.

got to page 6 and i cried.

on it:

dated: 2009

1) i wish you have achieve half of your wish list.

2) i wish you know your parents love you.

3) i wish you know you ARE a good daughter.

4) i wish you have a lovely future cause i know i wont be long here for you.

5) i wish i could be here and protect you forever.

6) i wish you know i really love you.

7) i wish i was 20 years old again to have you & your sister.

she read.

i love you mak.

i really do.

i thank god for you.

2009-04-18T04:04:00.001+08:00

bf, im sorry i acted weird.

i cudnt take the LOUD voices of ur mom and auntie.

lols.

i was prolly stoning away.

its been 2 months since ive met them.

the sounds were BAD!

but

u noe i love u ryte....

hang in there buddy~

im always here bf.

2009-04-16T10:34:00.005+08:00

gosh.

1130 have never felt so long.

facebook.tagged.blog.yahoo news.

all surf-ed!

feek.

yea.

pics

soon~~

rite.. i shall go on my date now.

2009-04-11T09:14:00.002+08:00

my (R) ear is hurting like SHIT.

suppose to go book-hunting with bf & feek.

but NONE of them are awake.

mcm ye-ye je nak bangun pagi.

well. other than that.

hmmmm.

eh girls : botanic garden?

and ifah. no jogging. pls.

selamat pagi.

2009-04-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

this week of night went with the wind.

i think its me.

i got used to it.

just that.

i bought a book.

NEW MOON.

5 days ago.

& im done with it now.

so back to boredom.

& bf noted that i need.not want. NEED book #3.

hehe.

it doesnt help a bit that HASFURAH got all 4 book.

cause she wont lend it to me.

simply cause they are not out of the wrappers yet.

lols.

i miss the twins.

very much.

hopefully bf wont be too busy.

he have to bring me over to them soon.

i prolly die of severe obsession soon.

orite.

i guess i just do something online.

since i got no book to read.

& i just have no craving to start on the STEPHEN KING's yet.

mebe soon.

and people..

kind hearted ones..

get me this book : YAKUZA MOON.

hee.

i was craving for pasar malam's TAKOPACHI.

how estatic i was wen mom and dad's going to pasar malam.

so i msged mom.

that's when i heard it....

SHE DIN BRING HER HP!!!!!!

argh.

if onie i can telephatically send message to her.

dumb.

k i shall go find sumtin to fill my nite.

2009-04-07T17:34:00.002+08:00

oi!

bf.

HAPPY 3yrs 10months ke pe!

thanks hor.

hehe.

c u sat

2009-04-05T18:05:00.003+08:00

dear stranger..

sorry about yesterday.

but its not nice to stare a person like that.

and u triggered bf's plug.

my bf is not a gangster.

he's just crazy.

so please...

dun stare at people unless u have a reason to.

tq.

no hard feelings to whoever u are.

till we meet again.

at shop n save.

2009-04-04T13:41:00.002+08:00

fast and furious 4 was superb.

despite bf made us wait 4 hours for the show.

he does most of the talking.

i was sleepy.

and sitting in the wrong seat.

lucky the couple were so great.

lols.

see how bf distract me.

and he said

"even u make mistake. *he giggled*"

*roll eyes*

eh bf.

1) Fast and Furious.

2) Too fast and furious.

3) Fast and Furious - Tokyo Drift

4) Fast and Furious 4

guess we watched all 4 already after all

haa.

fuck popular. now i have to go and collect my book there.

family dinner today

mom's cooking ikan bakar yum!

bf bringing BBQ chix. DOUBLE yum!

woooohooo

to gf:

i love u.

u noe i do.

2009-03-28T03:06:00.002+08:00

watched movie with bf.

dragonball.

goku so handsome.

seriously.

then MAMA bdae surprise.

we did good.

hehe.

then pool/bowling with shiela imah zee fadli.

tiring.

but i won over the bf by 1 point

as always..

sore loser.

lols.

gd nite people.

today was a HUGE BLAST.

2009-03-27T11:05:00.003+08:00

super tetek day out.

love u guys.

aidil "terperanjat" face sealed the day

k got date with bf.

gosh i had 2 hour convo with bf bout dulang.

all i can tink was..

BED.

sleepy.

gotta blast.

2009-03-24T16:53:00.000+08:00

kak nafisah

can really really REALLY laugh.

gosh.

2009-03-23T03:26:00.003+08:00

man u lost to fullham.

who cares.

2 red card..

who cares.

all i care is the match with PORTO.

and go to the finals.

in all that i hope they do see Liverpool.

hehe. or chelsea..

if chelsea kick LP in the butt at the semis.

on that note

kalau sesiapa yang terLAMPAU banyak duit.

tolonglah t/f sini sikit.

in need for cash..

to get rid of my depression.

hehe.

2009-03-20T19:39:00.004+08:00

hey ifah.

cheer up kay.

i love u.

everythin's gonna be alrite.

*hugs*

2009-03-19T18:10:00.004+08:00

"YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE A NURSE"

that's wad a patient told me 3 nights straight.

NURSE:
a person formally educated and trained in the care of the sick or infirm.

to look after carefully so as to promote growth, development, etc.; foster; cherish:

where does it says above..cater to ur needs every hour. even the word EDUCATED and TRAINED don't matter to SG'ians. all they care is..the moment they press for assistance..the nurse gotta appear. the moment they need something..we have to cater. well.. all i gotta say is.. i dont cater to ONE person. even if i have to wipe ass. even if i have to appear in front of u the moment u call.. jus remember.. ure not the ONLY ONE..in ur words : U ARE NOT THE ONLY PAYING. so bug off. what right have u to say I DUN FIT TO BE A NURSE..

pffts.

even the Renal C girls have a arguement with him.

lols.

so to distract me away from *him*..

i read my book.

yes.

and Oh. yes i have a pencil case btw. lols.
anyway.

meeting Ifah later. gotta catch up tings.tings are a bit ruff for her.

so yeah.i shall leave u a picture.

NOT VERY SATISFIED MAN-U FAN.

hee.

2009-03-16T19:27:00.002+08:00

stupid manchester united.

stupid vidic.

stupid ferdinand.

stupid evra for the penalty.

stupid van de sar.

stupid stupid stupid.

but then again.

they are still first in the table.

oh well.

will update soon.

gotta go wipe some ASSSSS!

2009-03-13T15:22:00.003+08:00

@ 1523pm

i tried my luck to enter a contest.
the

MANCHESTER UNITED vs LIVERPOOL

game.

winners: get to catch the match live via the BIG SCREEN .

@ mega courts super store.

10 winners.

since its bf birthday AND he's a huge fan of MAN U.

i entered.

AND

i got the no 7.

haha.

its funny.

so tomoro BF.. ditch the lau pa sat.

im bringing u to catch ur fave team live on BIGGER SCREEN.

bf reactions?

he screamed.

yes.

he screamed

as if he won tixs to old trafford.
lols

2009-03-13T13:23:00.004+08:00

oi.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND.

my bestfriend.

my superhero.

my crime partner.

dah tua dah.

its only 30

wtf rite.

2009-03-08T00:09:00.006+08:00

my 11 year old kuz has a blog.

wen i was 11 i din even own a pc..

my first virgin blog - 21yrs old.

see..

how tech savvy kids nowadays are.

tsk tsk.

talking bout kids.

i was at the mrt today.

waiting for feek.(thanks for being a bitch for coming late)

i saw a lot.zillions.gazillions young pepsters walking around.

those who make full use of saturdays to hang out with friends.

dressing up and all even tho they are just going

2 bus stop away from home.

make up and all.

lanky sexy girls leaning against the shop glass wall.

checking guys out.

guys pacing up and down the same walkway.

(it scares me that they can walk the same place SO MANY TIMES)

wanting the girls to check them out.

me?

i was screaming shits in my hp to feek.

to me its cute.

its fun.

until u get ur very first bf.

serious bf i mean.

those nak bawak mati nyer kan.

eh salah..bawak kawin.

but seriously girls..

dun giggles in group.

its cute wen ure on ur own.

in large groups..

it sounds like a hungry bunch of flirtish hyenas.

scary.

on that.

i shall say that my brain has officially stopped accepting

SCIENCE.

i cudnt help sheila in anyway.

it took some time for me to even remember the function of BUNSEN BURNER.

MATHS?- i got that part of my brain removed after the "O"s.

gd night people.

thats feek the bitch who came late btw.

(http://theuberduo-babat-ians.blogspot.com)

with.

scary bob.

whats so cute bout tat animal?

huh.

2009-03-06T15:59:00.002+08:00

so its final.

after hours and days pondering on what to do for bf birthday.

its solved.

there's gonna be drunkards around us.

both true drinkers and wannabes.

gonna be a whole lot of noise.

and a mix of races and sexes.

no.

its not a club.

*roll eyes*

u gotta be kidding me. clubbing at my age?!

well.

we gonna have a date at Lau Pa Sat.

a treat from the bf.

and watch

Man United vs Liverpool.

with other fans.

well it might not be a romantic smooth date.

but..

it's sure gonna be a rocking night.

besides i get to see Ferdinand.

*grinz*

sadly today im suppose to go catch my fave taiwan star.

Xiao Zhu. Alan Luo. Luo Shi Xiang. SHOW LOU.

but..

i woke up late.

a classic convo with the bf to end this post.

me: u follow me to eastpoint on friday leh? see Xiao Zhu.

bf: ok.anything. it has nothing to do with me also.i ikut je.

me: NO! no no. u must stand beside me. and both of us angkat tangan sambil pekik

"XIAO ZHUUU...XIAO ZHUUUU.."

bf: HUH? saper lak xiao zhu? bukan kedai ke tu!?

translate-(huh?Who is xiao zhu? not a shop issit!?

bf: pelik pelik ah benda benda u suka. seram kadang kadang.

translate-(funny and weird ah the things u love to do..sometimes its scary)

me: diam ah. -hung up fone-

and he says he loves me.

*roll eyes*

2009-02-27T09:07:00.002+08:00

i have someone who actually liked me.

he confessed it via msn.

its scary. very scary.

FIRSTLY.. its via msn.

the last time i did a three-hour-web-love confession was way back in 1998.

it was a disaster.

it was all i love you. i love you too online.

only to break up after a major arguement for chatting with another MALE chatter.

SECONDLY.. he's born in 1993.

if i did my calculation correctly

he should be 16 this year?

gosh.

im dealing with an UNDERAGE.

gosh.gosh.

and he said i was his FIRST LOVE.

gosh gosh gosh!!!!

and yesterday..

i broke a 16's virgin(hopefully he is still since im his "first love") heart.

how did he take it?

like this:

"tak sangka awak pandang pada number rather than hati"

PLUS

he get his group of YOUNG VIRGINS

to express his love for him.

trying to convince me his good qualities.

6 of them.

huh?

wtf.

where is the hati to even begin with??!!

well "Irfan" (no actual name being used to protect his virgin heart)

i hope that you find another older(hopefully not fatter) person soon?

i din even noe wad to say to him.

lols.

anyway he blocked me after a few of HATE msgs.

lols.

god do fat girls attract young boys je!?

so unfair.

at least gimme a cute rich TAIWAN guy can la.

well that is over now.

i officially broke a 16 year old heart.

being his first love and all.

crap.

lols.

now i shall look forward for my date.

with that OLD bf of mine.

at least he doesnt even now what is MSN.

2009-02-25T19:38:00.002+08:00

perangai jangan macam monyet jantan.

jgn suka jaga tepi kain org.

cibai.

2009-02-20T10:15:00.004+08:00

once upon a time...
a tired me took a train home.

gedebak gedebuk..

it was at Bukit Batok that i saw this chinese guy came in.

with his PSP and all.

so he sat beside me..
i really dunno what happened next,

i opened my eyes.

people in front of me was senget.

then i realised..

I WAS SLEEPING ON HIS SHOULDER.

yes. i unfortunately unintentionally might have dislocated his shoulder.

with this heavy head of me.

gosh *smacks forehead*

then i sat up. surprisingly my reaction was fast.

lols.

i licked my lips.
THANK GOD there's no saliva!

so it was at kranji and i stood very still.

and HE?

still playing away on his psp.

and i turned to him and bow my head and said SORRY.

he said

"*chuckled* u must be very tired..its okay"

i swear i cud just take a picture of that smile he gave me.

stupid stupid nura.

after that i din take the train for weeks.

so yesterday since its my last nite..

i decided to take the train.

NO IT DIN HAPPEN AGAIN

with some random guy.

i din sit. so many empty seats but i stood up.

and i saw him.

with his psp.headphones @ bukit batok.

so i stand in clear view which i din noe for wad since im BIG enuff to be seen.

*roll eyes*

he entered and din even look up.

sedih SEY.

he stood sumwhere at the back.

i wanted to turn. u noe pretend to see stuffs at the back but it will be so obvious.

cause due to the rush and embarassing moment tat time i din even have a good look.

at the guy i unintentionally might dislocate his shoulder if i slept longer.

gosh.

and 15 mins passed then suddenly he stood beside me and while playing his psp still.

he said

"hi nurse..have a good day"

and i turned just in time to see his one last smile.

he alighted at cck.

that made my day.

on another note

mebe he realised my desperate attempt(s) to c him.

lols.

so if anione sees him pls tell him ..
GUA PEH HATI CAIR AH SAMA LU PEH SENYUM BEB!

lols.

i miss the girls. like always.
=)

we are still doing well.

*grinz*

2009-02-14T23:52:00.003+08:00

its v dae already?

i only realise it an hour ago.

wtf.

bf is busy.

zie: ameng is NOT a therapist assistant.

and
i wont tell who the "therapist assistant" is.

hehe.

lela..

tak nak jadi power ranger lagi ke?

i miss ifah. zila. lela.

i miss the time when we worked together.

gosh.

tis is cute in a scary way.

courtesy of FIQ hu tinks tis is VERY cute.

2009-02-13T01:59:00.002+08:00

k.
like zie.. i just watched twilight.

gosh.

never seen a vampire so gorgeous before.

i watched it 3 times today.

1st over Oreo Bubble tea.

2nd with sister.

3rd online cause the quality of the DVD bf bought is horrible.

so yeah.

i got so much to update but i shall satisfy my crave for annual dosage of HOT MEN first.

well he dont look hot here.

he looks scary.

wth.

2009-01-27T01:22:00.004+08:00

eh DDIE lu peh mak seram beb.

SERIOUS.

2009-01-21T10:39:00.004+08:00

doing permanent night have finally taken its effect on me.
no i din forget how to serve diet.
no i din forget how to transfer patient. (we did tat during NIGHT also ok!)
all those toilet fans.
i actually forgot how to on the bloody shower tap.
i totally forgot which side is hot or cold.
yes.
and it took 35 seconds for me to pause and ponder.
and encouragement from Mr Mokhtar to try both sides.
lols.

its true sadly.

missyzai is getting her tummy checked today.
pls allah bless her with a cute lil shining baby.
babbbyyyy~~~

my 4 cycle of night so far were awesome.

i have a kick ass perm nite partner.

the uber cool Su AnQi.

very the bising.

she likes to talk about sex.

and leaving patients awake listening to them.

-_-''

today as i wiped an apek ass.
i wonder.
wtf am i doing this?!

ok. got a date with SJ.

driving to Pasir Ris.

like wtf kan.

PASIR RIS?!

cause tat's the only route we both are so ever confident.

hehe.

she is an ass at road.

seriously.

i dun even noe why is she driving.

lols.

seoul garden was a blast.

thanks.

c u tis fridae.

i got a KL trip.(OH! enuff already!)

if it wasnt for my mom, i wud have ditched that plan.

going with shiela and fadli and didie and mak.

ziezie engagement to look forward to.

hee.

^_^

i shall go meet bf and the kids.

bf have black nipples. lols.

looking at semi naked dudes have never been so satisfying

lols

\m/

rawk

2009-01-17T04:55:00.002+08:00

today,

everything's so wrong

really wrong.

pfft.

2009-01-09T10:06:00.002+08:00

got a call from bf at 0845am.

yey.

got myself a date.

hehe.

finally im not gonna crap myself at home during my off.

like last week.

pfft.

got a msg from SJ.

wants to date me to a trip in march.

lols.

desperately needs a malay kaki.

so whoever feels pity for SJ pls call me.

u can date SJ.

lols

till then,

im off to meet the bf

and

the boys.

2009-01-08T21:14:00.003+08:00

wahliao wei..

i slept for 10 solid hours.

in between i heard my mom youtubing

on the latest indonesian drama people are so crazing about.

SUCI.

people i know are all into this show.

i only liked the theme song.

my sister snoring and calling her ward to take mc.

i had a very blasting night.

with Kuljeet and AnQi.

like my previous round of night with suriah,

we ate a LOT.

the only difference is that this 2 girls are so hungry by 730am.

so we had b/f everyday!

gosh.

we talked practically over everything.

AnQi cud really talk and EAT.

looking at her size i must say she impress me.

lolx.

thanks girls.

i've yet to meet the bf.

so hopefully sat he wont have to go back work.

*finger cross*

i had a very young patient in the ward.

17 in fact.

looking at her i wondered

how does she feels?

does she knows her condition?

i felt pity at her at the same time im so impressed by her positiveness.

eventhough she does requires a lot of attention

but looking at her , that is only what we can afford to give her.

care and making her comfortable.

i hope she does get well one day and live her teens life like normal.

oryte then.

i miss the two + zizie very badly.

and

ZIZIE's getting engaged man.

yey!

2009-01-02T20:08:00.003+08:00

wow, been days since i came to read my blog

and update them.

well lemme see what can i recall.

I went on a trip to KL with bf.

Mommy's 41st birthday surprise/celebration.

Auntie Dina 4 Day Visit from UK.

Carousel Lunch with the family.

im on permanent Night Duty for the next 3 months.

finally im away from all those liftings and showers.

i shal recuperate for the next 3 months.

New Year eve like always was spent at work. my last night have to fall on new year eve.

on top of that BF actually was free to go for celebration.

but i had to forego all that DEMI kerja. lolx.

so bf slept and met me on the 1st instead.

but i have to thank SURIAH for being my 4 night partner

she was superbly great.

she can really TALK. we talked for whole for night.

all the way till morning.

we talked practically about EVERYTHING.

so really made my night seems like nothing.

THANKS KAK SU.

so thats about it.

for pictures of all the events above PLS visit my multiply.

thanks.

2008-12-17T20:51:00.001+08:00

yey yey

DAH BONUS!!!!!!!!

woooo.

3 more days to KL date with bf.

woooo.

hee. enjoi skarang.

pikir kawin kemudian.

hee.

rehab and ward xmas party to look forward too!!!

2008-12-07T04:29:00.003+08:00

i hate ARTHUM THUM.

no im not gonna be discreet about his name.

i hate him cause he is :

irresponsible

ungentleman

rude

rough

crude

messy

shabby

smelly

impatient

selfish

UNPROFESSIONAL

nurse ive' ever seen.

i wish i cud kick my nc's head.

wad were they thinking making our life so miserable.

ARGH.

2008-12-04T11:22:00.002+08:00

dear bf,

do u even haf time now?

pfft.

wad a shitty thursday morning.

initially it was suppose to be a date with bf.

but in between my sleep he msged me to cancel it.

due to work.

as if the previous 26 days of not being able to meet wasnt enuff.

im not being pathetic or whiny.

its just that..

haiya nvm la.

i noe u asked me to understand.

I DID.

for the last 6 cancellation,i did.

i like u being a normal guy at work.

rather than sumone who's in charge.

at least u got time to for me.

and tink bout' me.

pfft.

2008-11-29T15:53:00.002+08:00

yes,

ive met bf.

best tau!

swimming with family.

hee.

aniwae i got nothing else to update

cept' i hate ARTHUR THUM.

and erm starting permanent nite soon.

hee.

tc.

pls pls let KL trip be a whole lot faster.

oooh and i miss the girls. boo.

they went out w/o me cause of tat stupid BOZO i cant change shift.

fuck.

im stuck with Britney's WOMANIZER.

lols.

2008-11-22T00:37:00.001+08:00

i miss the bf.

last seen : 5th december.

next date 26th december.

i hate working life.

boo.

gudnite.

2008-11-18T09:16:00.002+08:00

i went for the jog in the park again!

but today is exceptionally different.

i woke up extra early (7am) cause i need to work later.

on our usual route to the park.

suddenly daddy bent down to pick something up.

and it was a bag.

in the bag it contains this:

SAMSUNG K5 Mp3 player.

so gedebak gedebuk

the spouse starts to bicker on wether to give back.

dad:"kalau kasi balik pon security guard nak kasi saper lau no one claims?"

so in the end dad decide to keep it.

and thank it on REZEKI.

cute la.

so yeah he ran extra happy now.

cause now otw to work he can plug in his new "found" love.

*yes my dad no longer drives*

boo.

so i shall have a lil nap.

and go to work.

2008-11-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

so i din reject mom date after all.

i went for the jog.

i ran and pant like a pig.

sweat like a hippo.

we saw cute baby MACAQUES.

(its our local species type of monkey fyi.)

mom said

I LOVE U & Thank You.

so it was all worth it.

2008-11-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

my mom asked me for a date tomoro.

a jog in the park.

im still pending.

i miss the bf.

those cheeks.

grr.

9 more days to go.

k its set.

december will be a holiday for the bf n me.

to KL. again.

and we both agreed on our main destination focus.

ZOO NEGARA.

and i noe how to go there! yap!

so smart.

all via LRT.

*hmmph*

tanks to WCK for the guidance and the internet of cos.

so excited.

and pls the white tigers are innocent.

and mom.

im 'fraid i have to reject u.

my heart say YES

but

my fats say NO.

mebe soon.

goodnyte people!

2008-11-15T05:56:00.002+08:00

i shit a whopping total of 8 times in half an hour.

ARGH.

and i have to attend the COMMUNITY DAY today.

dear allah,

let's hope my ass be kind to me today.

if can please let me go thru today with a bliss.

stupid imeem.

ooh yesternite i did a record breaking.

i talked with bf for 3 hours.

(most of it hearing him curse and swear finding for the OKTO channel on his tv)

ily bf.

2008-11-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

shaella i want a treat at SPINELLI.

cookie-"SHPLINT" pls. hehe.

glad u love ur job~!

i miss bf.

10 days tak jumpa tau.

he's too busy. with work.

boo.

mcm dia sorang dalam dunia keje.

*sabar nura*

hee.

ok.

i miss ifah.zizie.lela.

seriously.

nyte.

2008-11-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

i tink i seriously need to do something with my PC.

slow macam babi.

babi pon tak seslow.

im on MC. cause i developed SUPER HIGH FEVER

at work.

just tot of updating someting.

cause the LAST POST date bothers me.

goodnyte people.

2008-10-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

someone asked me todae what do i do when im bored.

I READ.

yes.

i read when im bored.

i read to bore myself.

i read myself to sleep.

the person laughed.

=_=''

wtf.

but it's true.

i love to read.

20th October 2008.

took a detour at Admiralty Park & Republic Poly.

with family.

besides being chased away by security guard..

we took lots of pictures.

LoLx.

it's funny how he is talking to FADLI with no reaction given back.

hee.

(paham paham je la)

goodnyte.

cannot wait for the KL trip with the others.

2008-10-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

a conversation at work.

with a 4 year old kid.

me: awak ader brape adek bradek?

me: how many siblings u have?

girl: 7 AHHHHHH.

me: yang paling tua siapa?

me: hu is the eldest?

girl: mak kita lah.

girl: my mother.

enjoy ur day people.

2008-10-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

just another

ORDINARY DAY.

Reader Digest rock.

2008-10-17T03:51:00.002+08:00

suddenly i missed her.

hope ure doing well dear.

2008-10-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

im supposed to happily update my blog.

but
PHOTOBUCKET macam pantat.

not wanting to load my pix.

and cause of that.

i lost my mood to blog.

so goodbye and will update when photobucket stop being an ass.

tc.

2008-10-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

i spend the last 20 mins looking at Zai's blog.

at the video made for her specially.

and i cried.

yes.

esp her mom and friend's part.

lovely.

Thanks to all who msged me via mobile and tag here.

on Hari Raya.

thanks.

EID ROCK MY SOCK.

2008-09-29T20:14:00.002+08:00

mak want to go geylang again tonight.

OH NO.

i hate it.

bleurgh.

anyway.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

from

nuramilia & rasidy

to all our beloved friends.family.

people who knows us.

and people we know.

harap maaf kan segala kesalahan dan dihalalkan makan minom.

hee.

2008-09-28T13:45:00.003+08:00

26.09.2008

spent 3/4 of the day at the salon.

watching auntie get her hair done

ddie getting his hair cut.

then bought food from pasar malam.

hang out with with zee shiela eddy fadli feek n bf.

till late.

27.09.2008

thanks for the dinner with the family DADDY.

thanks for the HP -bf. i luv it!

thanks for the bag - ibu.

thanks for the diary -atiQah.

thanks for adidas limited edition perfume - feek.

huge thanks to Mummy n Mak for the gold chain with my name "amilia".

its pretty.

i ABSOLUTELY love my 24th birthday.

hee.

we had a HUGE family feast yesternite. bf choked on a fish bone.

for a while. i tot i needed to do those manuveur i learned.

but thank god makcik makan got a better and faster traditional way.

TELAN NASI KEMPAL.

kempal. sounds vulgar.

but it helps.

and bf did not die.

so i salute the KEMPALAN OF NASI METHOD.

kempal.kempalan.

kempalan sia.

k tats a new word.

lol.

then we went to Geylang.

intially i wanted to get sumtin but din.

we ended up getting lost.

me n bf always end up at different end from my family.

but we had fun.

ate sahur.

daddy send bf first.

then we went home at 5am.

sampai rumah check time dah subuh ke lom then BELOM!

lekas lekas minom air babe!.

hee.

today so many cleaning need to do.

hee.

dear allah,

thanks for blessing me with a pair of COOL parents.

for giving me a wonderful family and their endless love n support.

for getting me where i am today.

for blessing me with wonderful FRIENDS (yayangs!)

and a very temperamental,anger problem,but still-loveable BF.

i cudnt and wudnt ask for more.

thank u.

initially wanted to get zie.ifah.lela kad raya.

then bf said..antar je ah kat friendster.

lolx.

yey.

nak raya.

bf kept buying those irritating party poppers and popping it under the VD.

irritating sial.

hee.

2008-09-22T17:22:00.002+08:00

20.09.2008

bf fetch'd me from work.
got dinner at pasar malam then proceed to my home.
to buka.
and
to paint my sister bedroom.
hee.
so dad showed bf how to mix paint.
consistency.
all kind of craps.
initially i wanted to SLEEP while he paint.
but due to his constant whining and nagging for me to help.
i ended up PAINTING with him.
later on in the evening, fadli (sis fiance) came to help.
3 to paint a room.
LoLx.
dad kept on laughing. nervous laugh.
mak was speechless.
watched VCD with mak and them.
it was fun.
pictures!

the beginning. (mak n bf)

BOB the painter

my ART piece.

the dudes.(they kept on smoking in the air-conned room)

its PINK like PIG.

urgh. i hate it.

22.09.2008

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO ME!
oooohhh.
hee.

thanks for all the wishes via sms-es.
BF for being the first to wish me and the longest msg ever!
followed by my lovely MAK.
and YAYANG!
hee.
thanks to all the others too.
AT WORK:
thanks for all the gifts and wishes.
hee.
i luv my rehab people!
pictures!

the GIFTS.
POLAR CAKE: Patient n family.
CAREBEAR n MUFFINS(Prima Deli): SSN YEO n REHAB.
FERRERO ROCHER: Patient n family.
BLUE D.I.Y CARD n SECRET RECIPE CAKE: my YAYANGS.(zie.ifah.lela)
YELLOW D.I.Y CARD n MINI SMILEY FRAME: NYP YEAR 1 STUDENT SERLING.
hee.
thank you.

the entire gift(s).

from the lovely people.

from YAYANGS.

so excited.
i've yet to have a proper celebration with bf.family n sis.
so cant wait for 27th.
hee.

ifah.zie.lela:
hopefully we can meet on sunday since zie is the only one having probs with shift.

2008-09-17T12:49:00.004+08:00

ooh. i love u kids.

thank you JOAN HENDRIKS for the photo edit website.
im such a sucker when it comes to editing of photos.
tanks JAGGI for the old website.
i love it.

gosh.

chatted with Lela.

from blogging.

from sleeping to carpets to angmoh's carpetted toilet.

from being airpork boss to how much she wish she was a boss.

no point kind of chat.

it was endless till she have to go and berak.

>.<

lol.

u never fail to amuse me la babe.

initially we (yayang me n zizie) wanted to break fast at LELA's house.

and we were so x-cited to cook and stuff till we realise.

JAMIL's OFF DAY.

bleurgh.

tak best.

lolx.

oh i miss aidil and aniQ anyway.

aidil dah macam baby michael jackson

susah nak kasi kita tengok sia.

my bdae coming.

yeap.

a year older and not a bit wiser.

but im more helpful and totful.

tat's enuff.

^_^

mom planned my post birthday dinner since im working on my birthday.

YES.

ward 64 dun give a damn if its YOUR BIRTHDAY.

lol.

so yeah.. lap pantat pon lap pantat laaa..

the end.

2008-09-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

27 more days.
my YAYANG leaving.

to advance dip.
bleurgh.

today someone @ work ask me
"what you want to achieve being in this ward?"
i said : A GREEN BADGE.
lol.
stupid.
macam betul.

today i wrote this phrase :
FRIENDS wont bring me anywhere.
someone replied:
MADNURSE:
BUT THIS FREN WILL BRING YOU SOMEWHERE.
hee.
n i agree.
i love u girls.
real bad.

the end.

2008-09-15T23:39:00.002+08:00

i miss out Nad's bdae bash.

sorry Naddy.

sorry to many people.

-_-''

i cut a patient's hair.

i gave him a wallet.

im a satisfied nurse today.

looking forward for my birthday.

yey.

and oh yeah

im so thrilled that i do not need to go A SIDE.

*shriek*

cause i love Rehab.

awwww.

2008-09-12T02:34:00.003+08:00

0230am.

ive decided to dedicate this entry to..

the BEST person i've met for a short time.

** Nur Zarifah Mustapha **

dear yayang.

(remember how we came up with this name? mamang. and yayang from anak melayu. LOL)

how we scare ourself with YAYANG pix.

anyway.

that day when you were so anxious about ur Ad.Dip results.

i was there to see your excited anxious face.

how we planned so many ways to find out bout your results.

to no avail.

how you acted so cool but deep down i know you were excited like FUCK.

lol.

when i reached home..i remembered how anxious i was for you.

i msged you in the middle of the night that i prayed for you.

and i told you..you will get it no matter what.

and i did. i prayed. i prayed so hard. harder than i've ever prayed.

the next day i never got to see you.

when i saw you stand in front of me with your SMILING face.. looking at me..

i knew it. i knew you got it.

you teared. i joked about it.

but.. i so wanna yell out!!. lolx.

i got home. i suddenly thought of so many things.

im sad that you got it BUT i wasnt so selfish.

i was proud of you. that you din give up trying.

and im happy for you yayang.

-first zizie. now my bestfriend leaving the ward.

-how lonely riding home after pm shift gonna be.

-no more endless 911 rides.

-how lame not seeing your foolish character at work.

-no one to talk about how dumb bf's are.

-no super pack showering staff.

but i want to thank you for your best friendship all this while.

for worrying everytime we never talk.

for worrying everytime i was down.

for making my days in rehab livelier than it ever was.

for your pure and sincere FRIENDSHIP.

eventhough we might not be in the same ward. i hope we still be as close as we use too. like how you said just now.. you will make it a point to go home with me everytime we are on the same shift. hee.

i hope you excel in your advance dip. and like you say .. achieve a merit.

oright?

like i will say to you..if you need me..im just a block, a level, a ward away.

^_^

good luck my bestest best friend.

im blessed to have you as a friend.

eventhough its a short time.

love.

im blessed to have zizie.lela too. hee.

nad and nana.

n of cos.

bf.

nad's birthday is coming.

saturday is a date.

mine's too.

bf..happy working while i sleep.

take care people.

2008-09-07T23:58:00.004+08:00

i haf a crazy bf.

a crazy bunch of FRIENDS.

argh.

thanks for the karaoke session. and the nex time we can jus put the mic away.

since everyone is singing EVERYTHING together.

and

bf. Amy. Fida. Nana.

for jumping and ruining the sofas.

bf n friends.

for spilling water all over the place.

for being the noisest crowd in the whole place.

hee.

special tanks to NANA : for the endless ride home for the past one week. WOO.

so no more ESSO.

cause i tink the ESSO mat oso scared of us.

THANKS TO NAD.NANA.AMY.FIDA.ZAI.ANI and mastermind BF :

for giving me 48 hours of MIGRAINE!

n lastly..

i wont sell away my bf like i said before.

he's too cool to be sold off.

\o/

oo my bf perfect morning wake up call oo

------------------------------------------------------------------------

me: helo? *jus woke up from sleep*

bf: eh LU tau kenapa wa sayang lu tak beb?

me: ah?

bf: pasal wa punya hati lu sudah letak LOCK ah beb!

me: ah?

bf: k bye baby.. sahur la..

-end-

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

din i say he was cool. -_-'

2008-09-04T05:21:00.002+08:00

jus came back.

went rounding with Nana n Nad n Bf.

nad,

as i was sitting at the back.

i realise how it reminds me of US seeing u n nana.

it saddens me that we were so stupid to end our years of friendships.

over some stuff that have no meaning in the end.

i miss the ol' times.

the times we spend endless nites.

degil sesama. nangis sesama. ketawa sesama. lepak sesama.

ur home. my home.

i wish we were best of friends again.

but im okay with things now.

really.

just hope this time. me u n nana can be friends many years to come.

insyallah.

many more days to my Birthday.

a year older means nothing.

suddenly i miss a lot of people.

my shining stars.

how come we are so far apart despite being in the same ward.

how come i cant get daily dosage of nonsense from u guys nowadays.

damn those rosters.

i miss u babes. ifah lela n zie.

^_^

BF,

thanks for being the most encouraging supportive person.

thanks for having my back all this while.

thanks for saying that you are blessed to have me.

i shall sleep now.

ps: nana hope u had enough dose of the ESSO GUY today. hee.

tc lovely people

2008-09-02T17:49:00.003+08:00

MISS

SHINING STARS

Nurzarifah Mustapha.

Nurlela Ahmad.

Noorshazila Halifi.

seriously.

hang out soon? date me to BUKA hor.

2008-09-01T16:14:00.004+08:00

K.A.R.A.O.K.E

is my least favourite hobby.

if it was ranging from my 1 - 10 favourites..

i wud rate it as 11.

yes. TAT BAD.

cause i can't sing.

even if i can im too shy to. =^_^=

shy hor.

so went anyway

Me n DD.

Nad n boy friend, Fir. (giggles)

Diyana.

Hailmy n Fidah.

i shall not get into detail. at the end of the day i was so MIGRAIN-ED.

haa.

superly funny.

with amy cudnt stop "para penonton".

but. it was fun.

next outing NAD?

mom asked me to go to the ZOO on PUASA day as she got free tix.

"takpe la korang puasa..aku dah tua..lepas tu kita buka kat sana..kan ader fastfood eh?"

bagus. *claps hand* mak yang paling HOT.

i MISS MISS MANY MANY my sweet ladies. Ifah. Zie n Lela.

selamat berpuasa sumer!

its september n my birthday's coming..woo! oh n nad's too.

2008-08-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

erm..

a friend kept telling me that i shud randomly blog.
even when i got noting to blog.

why wud i blog about my day since i wake till the time i sleep.
if i really do it may go someting like tis:

430am-wake up. baca doa.(nie part BETOL LA K). sit at the edge of bed. lie down again. sit at edge of bed. reset alarm five mins later....so on.

5am- showered. wear uniform. salam mak(ALSO BETOL K). baca doa. walk to busstop.

545am- take train. sleep in train.

7am- start work. WIPE ASS WIPE ASS WIPE ASS.

OH MY. no way. its onli 7am and im halfway thru the page.fcuk.

a summarize version wud be:
wake up to go work.
WIPE ASS WIPE ASS WIPE ASS.
go home.
eat.
sleep.

so instead of me blogging about what I do daily. today my random blogging wud be:

I MISS PAU AYAM.
i wanna eat pau.
seriously.
PAU PAU PAU.
all i can tink is PAU.
eat pau. sleep pau. shit pau.
*yum*
and before half of u even think.. im gonna say it.
"TU PASAL BADAN DIA MACAM PAU"
make it pau sambal~

k bye.

to EVAN:

ur dad gonna go home on MON.

thanks for all the sweets and drinks when i was sick.

u're a really good friend.

gonna miss ur nonsense around.

take care dude!

i got a date with bf today *giggling*
together with the girls.

i really love my mom.

she is so supportive nowadays.

it feels so different.

not only to us but to both of our BF's too.

thanks mak for cooking tat wantan for didie eventhough u have to make it again.

im so blessed.

2008-08-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

today i took a taxi with a very bad driver.
but!
im gonna stop my never ending issue with taxi and their damn cabbies

you see people..
i never had an issue with this new trend called SHUFFLING?
SHUFFLE?
i din even know what is that supposed to be.
BUT im having kids shuffling my void deck cement away.
nvm bout that poor cement which was made by tiring banglas for
months and hours..
but bare foot? and those with shoes on make irritating screeching sounds.
those type u get when u buy a pair of US MASTERS for school.
THAT IRRITATING SCREECH!
god damn it.
and to look at those girls..YES girls~ with school uniform dancing which looks
like they have balls in between their thigh.
or
either they are having Knee Joint problem..
it saddens me how bad they made SHUFFLY looked.
so kids.. STOP IT.
go home . study. make ur parents proud. sejukkan perot mak.
or if u cant understand in the above language..
STOP IT SIAK! -hope u understand by this.

a random convo:

me: BINGIT! dorang berjoget lagik arh si monyet2 betina kat bawah. kol spca!
bell: SPCA dah full lah! kau jealous la pasal kau tak leh shuffle!
me: saper kata orang gemok tak leh shuffle! aku kalau shuffle bukan kaki je tau! badan sumer shuffle! tu baru kau panggil SHUFFLING!
bell: tu bukan shuffling sial. tu dah BOUNCING!
me: shuffle muffle. merepek and irritating sial.
bell: kk aku kol spca skarang.

so ive decided to look at HOW shuffling looks like.
and tis is the best ive seen so far out of 10 vids or merepekness.
UNLESS u can do this:

pls STOP IT. dun damage my cement any further~..

k. on a happier note.

i rather have this dude do the shuffle for me.

goodnight people.

2008-08-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

i spent 2 hours watching MC videos.

but now..

i shall go on my date.

2008-08-22T01:45:00.002+08:00

if i hear another PCD song.

im gonna blow your brain.

fuck.

** Life Unfold **

SUPER JUNIOR - my boys comeback with a new album.

Life Unfold