tinking: My Bestfriend

...life is really unfair. been unfair to me these days. argh im so lost. so confused.

went to catch movie with my onli bestfriend .. baby gyaL Nadz. she is my sweet heart. we went to eat at my home. and then went to catch a movie.. EXORCIST. lame but true. haha. well we were so noisy. got ourselves a couple seat. Oh god i feel so lesbian. LoLx. watch the movie thru. had fun. woohoo bought ourselves self made whip potato oso! yey! tanks Nadz for treating me!

sumtin happened yesterdae. ive been gettin involve in a three way love. haiz. and tis time its with my own bestfriend. i realli was shock but in me the ting tat matters to me is YOU okie. i wont jus cause of some guy i wud hold that grudge against u. You stood by me.. you lend me a shoulder to cry *remember east coast* and you shared everythin with me. we are like sisters now then ever. and i cant possible throw that memories away jus cause of a guy. it so immature. and yeah i love you very much till it hurts for me to see u so sad and guilty of wad uve done. i told u and i will tell u again sweet.. it will make me happy to see u happy.. cmmon he's available now.. dun miss ur chance sweetie.. i will take a step back but still be there to catch you wen u fall.. You noe hu u are k. *smile* i luv u..~

going out with Nadz. kirin and shiela todae to catch another movie.. Oujia Board. yey. Nadz catch it oweadi but wad da heck she still haffta folow. haha~ yiiipeee got couple seats again! Nadz u watch out! hahaha.. *ahhh* i love all my friends.

I tink ive fallen for someone.. starting. No ah cannot be. all of us KUTUK him and now dun tell me he is the ONE. well besides he stood by me. but no more LOVE for me.. not for now..

i love my friends. i really do...

Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L

Y 10/26/2004 01:33:00 PM