tinking: *someone*

changed my lay out to sumtin different. i tink my eyes grew sick of the tri band colours. damn. LoL. aint suppose to be tis way but then again TODAE i surf around 5 blogs that have EVERYTHING to do with reggae. so yeah changed mine.

been dosing myself fairly with a collabo of Marilyn Manson and Evanescance. i feel so suicidal. damn. with Manson blabers about Disposable Teens. LoLx. i wonder how it feels to be disposable. damn again. its a fair dose.

*dum dee dum* woke up tis morning and the first word i said was "OW". my body was damn aching. my shoulders down to my body. wad da hell. guess i slept in a wrong position. got up cleaned da house. and then log into the net. nice~

*he* havent call me yet. well.. we tok jus yesterdae. we tok before BUKA. after buka.. and then all thru the nite till 2.45am till his batt went flat. promised to call me todae. we will see. hmm tok to him about all the same shit tat fell on me. he agreed. why din i seem to click with him. haiz.

halloween nite. celebrate? nope. sis working. i miss the old bunchas.. the Ladies. i miss them so bad. sometimes i wish tings were the same. but it aint. *aww* but i noe one day we will still meet in.. in cheeky monkey mebe? hehe!

im in between of loving my life and hating it. but im stuck and lost. please shine a lite?

Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L

Y 10/28/2004 02:45:00 PM