tinking: tomoro..da day after..

if..sumone wud jus touch my heart and feel my pain.
if..sumone wud jus wipe my tears.
if..sumone wud jus shine a light for me.
if..sumone cud jus grab my hand and lead me through.
if..sumone wud jus understand the pain.
if..sumone wud jus erase my frowns and draw a smile.
if..sumone wud jus reach out.
if..sumone wud jus understand me.
if..sumone wud jus reach out and be there for me.
if..sumone wud jus stood by me.
if..sumone wud my life happier.
if..sumone make it shiny once again.
..its only IF

din get enuff sleep yesternite. was so tossing and turning tat finally gotta give up and log on the net.

abang imran was pretty shocked and sad of wad happen. i disappoint him again. promised him i take good care of myself but i din. i got hurt again. i noe he wanted so much to take care and look out for me.. but yet its too far. be waiting for ur return abang im.. 26th aite.. and pleash PIZZA k.. *huggies* tanks for being there. for all my ups and downs. never forget u said "setinggi mana tupai melompat akhirnya CRAMP juga" haha~

decide to change the blog song to sumtin Kimmy sang. he passed me tis a few months back. and i start to appreciate it todae. haha. so yeah he sounds so smooth. *tanks* kim for making me ease up my mind. *huggies*

todae is my family feast day. relatives coming soon. sux. of all day todae. wen i feel 0% happy and 101% useless.

kirin mite be going to Tamp with me tomoro to get my new sim card. damn. and then mite sleep over to me crib. yeah. so need to call her sumhow later.

i hate blogging.

Special Tanks To midnite-Comfort-Clan:

Abang Imran *mwaks*
Zarian Luffing Monster
Lynn Minah
Lynn Koridorz
chunky butt bob
hafiz bob
C DeeQ
Tash

..tanks for being there once again~

Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L

Y 10/30/2004 03:33:00 PM