tinking: a faithful friend.

i need to say sumtin to someone: Abang Imran

We known each other since the first time #rasta was build. and the first time u were dissing captain holiday and supporting canobees. till the day u heard i fell in love and then outta love. and it never stopped there. u reached out and landed a pat on my shoulder and held my chin up high. din noe sumone so normal and hilarious can make me feel so glad. u were there to wipe my tears and stopping it from staining my cheeks. u seen me grew from a normal lil kid who got hurt every now and then to a lil lady who still get hurt. maybe i took your care for granted. din learn my lesson still knowing i can always turn to you. by the time i realise how disappointed you are with me each time you were still reaching out the same way u did the first time. counting its been 2 years and our friendship and the bond we had were like so new.
never fails to fill me in with life and its unfairness. never fails to make sure i understood wad im here for. never fail to gimme advice and prevent me from getting hurt in life. never fails to make sumone so prone to being hurt felt so special. never fails to make sumone hu gave up on life live on and never fails to make sumone appreciates life.
yesterday Nura made a prayer.A pray to God to send sumone hu wud love me and care for me. and then it hit me. its you. your love as sisters and brothers were there to keep me going. and your care... it kept me a step further from hurting myself day by day. i will never tank you enuff.
"gave up on love?" tis are the words u said to me tonite. Your time will come down on you. tis is wad u advice. *huggies*
with you guiding me thru 2 years of my life. u were part of my complains. my whining. the person i told u good and bad news too. u were so close but yet so far. but i noe u will always look out for me like a big brudder do. the first ting u come to Singapore later i wanna thank you. from my heart to yours. how grateful i am of you.
still remember how u tease me wen i was craving for pizza. and how i tease u wen u crave for home cooked food. haha!
A thank you is never enuff i noe. but me tanking u is never gonna compare the care u had towards me. the smile u first carved on my lips will always be there wenever u said Hi.. so please dun leave Nura alone.. not yet.. not just yet.. im still needing a friend to lean on.. and the day i spread my wing and fly is the day i will remember forever.. tanks to you.
You made me to who i am todae. a more confident and cheerful young lady.
Thank You Imran. Abang Imran. *smiles*

*huggies*

Y 11/05/2004 10:15:00 PM