Happy on da outside..Sad on da inside. Unsure emotions.

*yawn*..dunno why i still feel sleepy besides the cold shower i had todae tis morning. try to act tuff and had a DAMN chilly shower. it strucks me strait to me bones man. me regret. wuahaha. well still had not take me break & lunch. mommy stirring up sumtin in the kitchen. wudnt bother to peek. me will wen its ready *wink wink*

The Day Before Today..yesterday lar tu:

met nadz and shiela to go to the library. i love library. cause they have cute guys hiding in everycorner.. whispering to their friends.. cute guys indulging their daily dosage of reading books... and even cute guys standing next to u surveying books. i love the library. *grinz*
cute guys gala .. woo. i borrowed 6 books

Nura: 21 Years Of Singapore Zoological Gardens (dun ask me why)
The Mystery Of The Bermuda Triangles (scary shit lar)
Thailand and Asia (photography book)
Children Of Wars (havent read)
Shiela: Love Is Blind ( sheeesh lame fawk)
extra: Hiphop-tionary.. damn!!! haha its FOR NAD not me k. i dun go YO YO WADDAP shit. haha. *wink at nad* but i love her tho..!

then after tat met Far.. and then went to see Nadz and Dub MuSiQue haf their session. all were there... then it was ENTERTAINMENT NITE with Far.. hahah crazy lar tat mudathuna... wanting to learn to skank.. hahahha he arh.. very the lepak sia.. see him the first time tot like the quiet quiet lame ol guy.. skali datang gila dia... hahha CLASSIC ARH ur MAT GANJA act! i like arh!! cool cool! haha hope to hear crazy stuff from u man! haha.. and then abang abang ITE CDS datang lar... hahahha all abang abang seh! cool cool.. then went home.. tired but Rizal call so yeah tok to him... about Kutu.. i dunno why but he likes to tok nonsense.

spent the nite away reading my book.. was reading the bermuda triangle shit. scary stuff.... i tot read book can put me to sleep but it keeps me awake .. sucks...
had tis weird conference tinggy with Nad and Shiela and supposingly 3 Unknown Guys.. but in the end... outta 3 ...2 of the guys we noe... hahhaaha stoopid lar.. its mamat..shiela ex flame and roi skinhead lar.. da bois guitarist.. damn~ wad a small world after all~
tok till quite late and then went back to reading ma book.. hehe cool shit lar im reading. ! woo.

mebe todae not gonna go down to dome. stay home. rizal chef asked me out jus now accompany him go library to check stuff out for his upcoming Menu. but i lazy i just went so mebe nex time. and i wudnt wanna sit there and watch him browse thru recipes and copy down 35 menu(s) .. LAZY LAR BOY! hahahhah kwang kwang kwang.. nex time k darl... he sweet lar.. always playin around with my dad name! woo... cook me up a brownie boy! hehe

still tinking of him. seriously never a day passed without me missing him wishing him to be part of me.. but now.. heheh but i hope he noes im not a bit happy without him.. but like him.. move on.. but in my heart there is always a scar... his name...~ mishing u deep deep.. heheheh dah lar nura stop it siak~

woot woot ... Wot Wot Wot? say WOT? hehe

xx[ crucify my heart ]xx

Y 1/12/2005 02:37:00 PM