...suddenli i felt like going back to the old blog. the old blog her and him use to share. and wen i got there... the date shows : 13th January. exact one month since i last check or update the blog. one month exactly since i last talk or even see him. one month since we both cried to each other. one month since we said our last uber goodbyes. and one month since we last sing our song together.
few days back i listened to Boys 2 Men - On bended knees.. and i shed tears in the bus.. cause the part tat he use to sing to me.. his voice.. haiz. i miss him so much. i still do after so long.
his voice.. his touch.. his words.. his love i wish to have.. but then i gotta be strong.. *smiles* i lost sometin and i gotta move on..jus wanna say tat after one month i accidentally came back to a blog which brings so much memories....beautiful memories.....

a poem i wrote for him (back then) :

u are a special guy with special love
u shine my life oh so bright
our love is free just like a dove
against all odds we will fight

as one we move towards life
as one we fight every right
as one we promise to always strive
as one we hold together the light

promised to love each other forever
promised to be there for each other too
as man and his lady loving each other
man:"i love u" lady:"I love u too".

in loving memories. missing those times~

Y 2/13/2005 04:44:00 PM