fuck friends.

shits happens. all i noe is FUCK. haiz. to be sad or to be dissapointed? i oso dunno. u noe wen u put ur trust and tink tat you have all ur friends behind ur back.. suddenli u realise tat they are the one who will create shit for u. but as i said.. im tired and sick.. eh salah lar.. im sick and tired of all the shits tat happens. im old enuff to tink for myself. fuck it if im a working class person can fucking take time to spend time with my friends.. why cant u.

to you:
if i were to backstab u i wud fucking do it a long time ago since i noe i can get back up against u so easily. why waste my fucking time standing up for u.. protecting u.. sharing things with u.. shed tears with u.. in the end u fucking turning this friendship to a shitless end. wadda fuck makes u tink i wanna even lie to u about Tsunami? if i wan i wudnt tell u the truth about the tag board. i wunt even tell u wad he said so tat u can noe wad he felt. i wudnt even fuck care less about u. but u jus said i back stab u and ure hurt. if u tink tat im a fucking bad person then fuck tis friendship k. dun blame shida for not spending time with us.. jus put a mirror in front of u and look at all ur mistakes.
jus dun treat us..dun treat me like shit lar at least.. wen u got friends u put me aside.. fuck it.. i never fail to include u with everytin im doin.. argh fuck it lar.. i had enuff of u and wadever shits u told Ati.. or Nisak... or Farz or.. Huda.. or whoever lar about me.. all i noe tat u shud wake up and realise wad ure doing .. and fuck serangkai.. tanks for everythin! as u say if u dun like wad we do FUCKING TELL US UP FRONT.. dun go and pass pass the story around. they donnoe shits.. so dun let people assume...

aniwae went to town.. and then met Izza and Huda. but din chill with them.. but nice to see u girls.. and then met Bella and Jenny and her friend. then went to Peninsula.. tanks Jen for the SHILLINGS. hehe and then go to kedai kakak. i wan to buy a brown tee sia. nice sia. see how la. then went to esplanade.. and then wahh got reggae gig.. then Still Rivers la.. azmi. wuahha mish him sia.. and then they are okie lar not tat bad. lotsa mat mat botak and all those rudes. haha then skanky good time. then met Aidil and Nini. hehe. then FishTank oso have. i miss wen i was in the band seeing them play their instruments. haiz. heheh then went home.. then got skater boy say my specs nice. wuahahha. then mebe going again with Khai arh tomoro. he wans to see Fish Tank. weee.. *skank skank*

i din eat since morning. woke up late and rush to town. so never eat until now. the onli thang i ate was peach preserved fruits. wuahah. nvm lar.. i had enuff for todae.. all i noe i wanna meet my bestfriend tomoro and then i wanna go to see azmi band and skank the nite away... gonna meet J yey....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! k arh i wanna eat up and then sleep. tanks Izza for those tings u said to make me feel better. Tanks Onie too..

xx[ friends are meant to fuck up ur life ]xx

Y 3/18/2005 11:38:00 PM