...one minute ure luffing and the nex minute ure so down..wishing the world wud jus open up and swallow ur life away. at least tats wad i felt.. tonite.. sigh.

went out with the gerls + guy todae.. nad,farz,shiela and ejat. went down town to have the day out together. had lotsa fun. went to eat and then went to hang around esplanade. suppose to meet Is & fren but he was caught up with stuff at work so yeah chilled and then proceed to woodlands where we chilled till late before heading home.. tanks for spending time on my day off with me guys. *huggies*

i got my frens around me once again. tinks are cool now. i guess we need to settle it rather than ignoring everyting. who wud i turn to if not for them. who wud i share tings with if not for them.. so we did it once again. serangkai? not sure but we are still frens alrite. *smiles*

someone made me shed tears. wad did i do? was it even my fault? i dunno wad to expect outta tis outcome? am i to blame or issit tat some changed? tings have not been good and i noe its not me who make it tat way.. wasted my energy.. all gone to waste. again i learn tings the hard way.. i had enuff.. why cant gimme a smile tat will stick on me for like many years to come.. why life gotta make me smile with happiness onli to make me sulk again.. it hurts. now it really does. *sigh*

i hate him but yet i tink of him.
i hate him but yet i miss him.
i hate him but yet i wish...
i hate him.

so much for my happy ending.

xx[ everythin's fading ]xx

Y 4/03/2005 01:52:00 AM