i saw a cute malay doctor....finally!

work was okie.

went to see monsta wen work ends. he had a terrible time laffing at my jokes. he never find them funny. none of my jokes were funny. *sulks* hee. so yeah i sucks at jokes but he is MY BF so he must luff. i have a dumb boyfriend. boo! hee.

went home. now @ home lar.

to Farz Kentot :
yeah .. i noe ure rite. ure such a dear. never fail to keep assuring me. hee. hope everything's well after months of ups and downs~ tankew. *smiles*

to Nadz and Dada:
i *heart* u many many.

to Niz:
hey dun keep on stressing yourself. ure not like tat k. cmmon smile. people do change especially towards love.. but we are still here for u k. ure still our lovely friend. i *heart* u as much~

to Monsta:
i miss wen u were well. i miss ur hugs. i miss ur embrace. i miss ur kisses. i miss lying next to u toking shits. i miss making weird jokes with you. i miss you saying that you dun wanna marry me. i miss making you angry. i miss walking away from you wen u bully me. i miss you stroking my hair..my face...wen u says u love me. i miss you putting me to sleep. i miss smoking endlessly with you. .. i jus miss you. tings will change.. and it keeps me smiling that everyting is in place. we held on and we made thru the battles. i love you. and i noe u do too.. it will end nicely i make sure of that. just like the fairy tale we both wished for.. happily ever after. *smiles*

so i and monsta laff at an OT SURGEON (all dressed up from head to toe). he keeps on laffing. hee. so bad seh.

hari raya coming and i dun feel like celebrating. i dunno why. entah eh.

im sleepy and im gonna sleep.

i miss my girls. i miss Farz beloness. i miss Nadz barney teeth. i miss Shidada blur-gullible self. i miss Nisak irritatin voice and blue hair. hee. i love u girls. lots.

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Y 10/31/2005 10:41:00 AM