back to square one.

yeah i do miss u so bad now. i jus hope those tings dun happen. yes i wish u were still with me but then again.. all those sad tots.. the times u keep on hurting me. despite all ur promises. the times u really bring me down so low. those tears i shed for u meant noting. those strength i had in u means noting. those sacrifices i made for u it meant noting. all those days we spent together.. means shitless. all i wanna do is make tings better.. it got wrong but why do u have to hurt me like tat. i felt so scared around u. and im suppose to be loving u. haiz.

i will try to move on. with all the aches.. with all the scars.. with all the bruises.. everytin.
i will try.. despite having to tink of u.. i so love u seh. why seh? all ur promises.

every tears i shed yesterdae was tears of regrets.. sadness.. and guilt but.. why must hurt me yesterdae. for 5 months i let u beat the hell outta me. i let u bring me down. yet i brought u food. i gave u my love. i stood by u wen u were alone. i sacrifice my time. i accompanied u in the hospital.. and tis is wad happens of all the 4 months shits i given. its worthless.

nvm.i learned. i got stronger. if i can be so strong to be with u i can be strong with anitin.
i love u still but im sorry tings turn out the way both of us never tot of.
sorry to tok about marriage with u. to tok about future plans with you. now we gotta slowly erase tat. it hurts. haiz. i *heart* u stil ..

tanks to people who listened.

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Y 11/05/2005 01:28:00 PM