maybe pharz was rite. maybe we shudnt be so judgemental on sumone's else love life.
but certain tings she is wrong. well i tink so.. aniwae we got our own say..

lets take dada love life. she is utterly confuse. *sorry dada* i as a bestfriend, it hurts to see she coming up to me telling me why tis why tat why tings happen like tis. etc etc. and being a bestfriend i wudnt jus wanna say "never mind la never mind la" of course i wudnt wanna budge into her relationship. i wudnt care less since i got my own probs with my own soon to be wife beater if he dun change! haa. but wen u get sumbodi hu is confuse and smoke endlessly now and seem so lost wads the worst u can do. u can pat her back u can encourage her but she will still be confuse.
after the tok i had with her.. i knew she woke up. i knew she finally realise she was loving razil in a lie. she never loved razil. she said she does in hoping that her feelings developed twice as fast. razil is a rebounder. a get away from zul. sometin she cling on so that she wont fall flat wen she broke up. we were there to catch her but she fell half way. she knows deep down it was zul that made her happy. it sumhow make her wake up and allow her to make her choice. she wudnt be tinking of zul if she loves razil rite? girls and ex's true they tend to remember the memories but if razil wud have shower her twice as much love.. wudnt shida be happy? why is she smoking so endlessly with us and do notin but whine?
wadever it is she's making her choice. i hope she made the rite one. both are equally good to me tho~


bout Mamat and Nad. its not about being a fortune teller. its not about being nosy about their relationship. its already clear cut that Mamat was using her. i bet Nad wud say the same now since she moved on. loving her too much was wad make me wanna protect her but sumhow love can make two friends becames enemy and shits happen and i backed off. and now wad happen? it hurts to see wen ur own bestfren gets notin in the end and get left behind. its all about prevention and trying ur luck he or she listens.
sometimes as a friend u gotta prevent or jus look on for certain relationship.

but fuck wadever it is.. we will still be there for one another. jus like u guys were there wen i was hurt by dd. everytin happens for a reason.. yeah i was stupid to go back to him despite of all the warnings and everyone asking me to leave him.. but in the end it comes to only one.. we gotta make our decision. jus like others.. we can tell dada who is the rite guy bla bla bla in the end its her choice we dun make her choice of love.. same goes to nad or farz or niz or even izza or the rest. or even me.

wadever it is.. love is not sumtin u rush into. dun get hurt in love but get love and its whole package. *smiles*

fuck im working tonite.

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Y 11/12/2005 02:01:00 PM