cherished

ive not been blogging. argh. why? lazy. *nods head*

so another endless of nite shift gone by.. yipee. suppose to sleep now but then again.. i cant sleep. so jus feel like blogging. *smiles*

jus turn 6 a few days back for me and monster. hee. and still going on strong.

took the train to work with monster the other day. was toking with him wen suddenli sometin distracted me away from him. there he was sitting rite across the cabin. staring back at me. shock? surprised? i coudnt explain how i felt. it feels so long ago. ol' memories keeps flashing back at me. those lies. those moments. i saw Lan. after so long. i saw him again. .. with his kid. *sigh* .. why mus he lie to me.. jus as i was about to sigh and ponder.. i fell back to reality. wrapping his arm me.. monster was there.. i jus look away and lay my head down on monster. shut my eyes close not wanting to see him again. jus hope he be okie. *smiles*

read my old history. my old entries. i sure sucks at love eh? haa. glad i found the one person that can make me cry and then luff at the nex minute. a person who wonders how my behaviour will be wen im pregnant. a person who already plans for marriage. a person who sacrifice time for me. i *heart* u monster. hee. no more sucky love. no more looking back to old entries. hee.

got party on friday. dun feel like going sia. haiz.

i miss monster. meeting him later on. weee.

i miss my gf's. i miss nadz barney eyes. i miss farz irritatin blurness. i miss niz!
eh farz ur entry sucks sia. wad big butt~ siaoness. wuaha. i heart u.

so that's about it for my entry. the end.

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Y 12/08/2005 10:02:00 AM