everyday is a holiday for me.

Tuesday

met mr ddie. at expo. fuck. worst experience ever.
they (he..akmal..afiq) left me waiting for so many hours.. ALONE.
but in the end AfiQ fetched me at the mrt station then wait for them.
then went to eat supper with DDie. hung out with him.

Wednesday

we went to watch movie.
Date Movie. so funny but stoopid.
Ayang laff so loud. paiseh sial.
then we eat hotdogs! haa.
then we went to dome.
dome have never been suckier.
we just dun feel belong there anymore.
lazy to get any deeper.
but all i can say i hate the new dome.
sucky.
the end.

so we went off to sit somewhere to tok.
then we tok and tok and DDie emo.
he tot the kids were his friends.
but they go out din even bother asking him
stakat kerja je.
so yeah. we tok.
then meet shiela then i go home.
ayang go with his boss to work.

i *love* u.
dun emo la. so sad see u like tat.

to 2nd bf : nadia
yes i was wrong to be angry at u. i was wrong to judge ur relationship. guess i was afraid.
afraid i will lose a friend tat i share lotsa tings with like last time.
i can never tok to the girls like how i share stoopid stuff with u. it hurts.
then suddenly i realise. i tot about u and mamat. u reminded so much about me and ddie.
how people dun accept us the first time. all the hardship we went thru to prove to the others. we are like in the same boat different location.
i came to understand u. *smiles*
i noe ure happy. and i will feel happy for u too..
so if u need me and ddie we will always be around.
be around for u and mamat.
*smiles* heart u.


mr ddie meeting me later to give me some cash. haa. im bad.
then going to work.
ARGH.
fuck.

i need to go on a holiday. badly.

-end-

Y 3/09/2006 03:22:00 PM