i wanna hug my bf and never let go.
so tite that he will struggle to be free.
sigh.
its so hard to keep up with US.
i miss him so much. we just met aniwae but..
todae i finally realised..

1) he followed wadever i say.
2) i was the one making the ALL the decisions.
3) he worked like HELL just to take me out everyweek.
4) he sacrificed his money just to get me the HP i want.
5) he tried so hard to stay awake eventhough he's sleepy to meet me.

ahh how can i be so selfish. hee. but he forgiven me. but he said he's not gonna say a word..
cause he love me.
how sweet can a bf be.
ahh. bliss.

first the HP then now the chocolates. ahh.
so went to Paya Lebar after work to surprise Ayang. cause he's there for an interview.
then he tot i went home. and decided to meet up at Dikir.
but i was on the way to meet him.
he's been craving for Murtabak so otw i got him his fave.
then he was sitting there sms-ing me saying he wish i was there.
then *POP* i was there.
i wish i cud take a pic of his smile. the biggest smile ever.
gave him the murtabak.
and i will always remember his words:
"you will be the one and only thing i ever wanted to make me complete"
in malay la.
eh boy i lop lu la!

okie enuff of him.
Dikir SUCKS ok. Harapan and Keris started song and ragam.
WE? zero. no songs yet.
how la. how la. how la.?! stress seh.
tomoro till comp day will be everyday training.
i changed my schedule oreadi. so okie la.

i wanna go sentosa. but ayang say waste time and money.
there too expensive with little tings to do.

yey ayang getting me the Mega Perdana Saringan VCD.
he be collecting it on 14/5.
cant wait to watch.

Saturdae family picnic at ECP.
everybody will be there.
Ayang. family. Fadli. everyone.
prays it goes well.

ok i need sleep ah.

Ya allah ya tuhanku..
Jauhilah segala masalah...segala bencana... segala kesusahan daripada ibuku. ayahku. adik ku. sedara-mara ku. kawan-kawanku. dan juga rasidy.
lindungi la mereka.
Amin.

numero uno & ddie m.p

Y 5/10/2006 12:38:00 AM