sometimes things dont turn out like you wish it would.

like how much you wish you passed your exams.. but you dont.

how much you hope to get that iphone...but you dont.

wouldnt it be easy just being able to want something without obstacles.

i believe i have given so much than what i get in return.

unfair treatment.

unreasonable selfish behaviour.

i don't need all that.

why ask for something complicated when you cant even give me SIMPLE?

sometimes its worth pondering on things.

its worth thinking twice.

its worth changing minds.

sometimes i wish i have something or someone that can listen to me shout and scream.

but friends was always an issue.

im not the friend keeper type.

everyone just slip away as time goes.

telling a family will be different.

not the same.

well i guess i just gotta sleep those thoughts off.

if i do cry in my sleep..

dear "PENUNGGU" ambik tissue lembut lap kan eh?

hehehe.

goodnight.