Tuesday, December 01, 2009
29th november.
family picnic at ecp.
insect feast on my leg night.
wtf.
today i had calamine lotion all over my body.
fiz texted me back.
reunion mebe?
so excited.
going to JE today.
eventhough DD do not want to watch New Moon..
how can i pass such a HOT opportunity.
no way!
Y 12/01/2009 11:17:00 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
and OH YEAH.
good luck ATIKAH for ur results later.
ciaoz.
Y 11/26/2009 02:32:00 AM
ive been accused of being the GUILTY one to start the unwanted spam.
how did i get myself involved with this bunch of kids.
*smack forehead*
anyway. pls do not include me in ur future dispute.
u guys shud make up and be friends.
kids like ur age shud be discussing over erm..boybands? or bands?
not spitting stupid remarks to each other.
alright.. over with the boring topic.
now.
I CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND..1) how could someone be so heartless to kill a kid.
2) kill a kid and not feel guilty.
3) there is such idiots in this world.
how could you even have the heart to kill them.
those innocent kids.
those innocent look. eyes. cries.
only god knows what is going through their mind and their feelings ..
those moments when they have any clue they were about to die..
in a horrific cold way.
i love kids.
and i dun understand why.
why you cud be so heartless.
i thank for once the singapore government for imposing the DEATH PENALTY.
but at the end of the day..
even u hang that person. even u shoot him dead. even u electrocuted them like hell..
can u ever bring the innocent kid back?
what have the world turned into.
my prayers to Rashidy, 6 years old.
al-fatehah.
Y 11/26/2009 02:02:00 AM
Monday, November 16, 2009
its been sometime eh?
blogging aint fun anymore. lols.
more other things in mind.
first up NAZURAH zee got married last week to Eddy.
like finally.
so 1 down. 2 more to go.
it was a very tiring but wonderful experience.
helping baby sis with all her wedding affair next year.
just got her bridal outfit.
now left with...MANY MORE. gosh.
but hopefully things go smoothly.
my kuzzie mom and bro have been telling me about ATIKAH.
how her friends been calling her BITCH?
do we still use that word now? (well it seems so YESTERDAY that word)
i think ive not used it since ... erm.. 19 years old.
tapi ape leh buat..budak 12 tahun.
well.. anyway..
i wonder.. dont u guys have anything else to do?
like.. erm..tolong mak masak ke? tengok budak budak lelaki ke? LOLS
that part i like la cause nowadays i see those POST PSLE kids at cwp.
u noe..standing..tgok sana..tgok sini..senyum sana..senyum sini..
mcm promoter. very cute!
korang sumer patot buat gitu. dari fikirkan orang lain nyer problem.
ke keluar ke hooray hooray.
since u guys are too young to do major celebration..
korang gi la Macdonalds ke.
ITS VERY FUNNY when i hear all this bitch calling activity.
macam budak kecik. umur dah 12. dah UZUR ke belom nie korang sumer?
susah datang eh.
if it happens to my kid one day.. i will tell him/her ..
"beh kau tak tumbok muka budak tu?"
lols.
aiya girls.. korang tak baik tau buat mcm gini. nie baru primary school.
nanti korang gi secondary school.. jadi sec 1.. tgok la budak upper sec kacau korang.
and then.. you will realise..the word BITCH is just a small peanut.
*smiles*
that's bout it.
and to ATIKAH :
baby girl. u dun have to worry. let them call u bitch. or wadever shit they wanna say. cause they are just a bunch of babies. u will see them only this one week. nanti dey go to seconday school .. let karma take its action. for now.. u got me. abang didie. shiela. abang fadli. ur big bro SID and all his gang. so dun worry. u are well taken care of.
keep smiling baby girl.
Y 11/16/2009 01:38:00 PM
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
raya wasnt so successful this year as the previous year.
i was more dull and lame.
pfft.
guess everyone's not really in the raya mood.
well. the reason ive not been updating is because
i just dun have the time to come in yet.
so all the people out there.
take care.
stay away from drugs and hospitals.
so i dun have more patients to look at.
Y 10/07/2009 10:11:00 PM
Friday, September 18, 2009
daddy cool got his van today.
yey.
its fully air conditioned so we dun have to worry
- being hot.
- powerful wind/air blowing our hair.
- be in the rain or sun.
and still be beautiful on raya day.
hee.
ok.
gotta go get ready to meet DD.
then to Yishun to meet family before going geylang. (bleurgh)
mak: asal dd dah tak slalu datang rumah?
me: nanti kawin mak leh tgok dia harihari.
mak: la mak boring ah takder orang nak bual.korang sumer mcm orang bisu.
*roll eyes* my mom un-officially disowned me today.
Y 9/18/2009 04:46:00 PM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
late night karaoke.
need to get ddie his own mic the next time.
birthday coming.
raya coming.
annual leave coming.
obar dancing.
woo.
gotta go work!
Y 9/05/2009 04:37:00 PM
DD & Yus. (flyback tattoo)
stuffs pretty much the same.
its been sometime since i updated.
i have nothing to update.
hehe.
satisfied with everything now.
will come back soon with more updates.
Y 8/31/2009 06:47:00 PM
Saturday, August 01, 2009
first. there is nothing great bout nurses day.
i dun even feel appreaciative of myself.
second. i have 3 NGTS awaits me today ON NURSES DAY.
third. i am the only junior.
how great can my leaders be welcoming me back after 6 months of night.
on top of that. bf decides to leave me crapping at work while
he and his friends go wash their cars.
at this moment
I so so so want to wash cars.
dammit.
being engaged is nothing
it only means i gotta start losing weight.
bleurgh
Y 8/01/2009 11:20:00 AM
On
25th July 2009
Nura and DDie
got engaged.
*smiles*
Duration Of Engagement : 3 Years or Less.
Year Of Expected Marriage : 2012.
Dowry : 10K.
Special Thanks To:
Siti Ruzaimah (MissyZai) : for the wonderful hantarans.
Alin Ahmad : for being my camerawoman.
Zarifah Mustapha : for the tikar. LOLS.
Yati Noni : For the Make Up n Accessories.
Zee & Russ & Shiela : for the 2 days of help!.
Fadli Suhar : for helping me out with the tikar.
my Family : for entertaining the guests real well.
and others that i missed out im sorry.
it was sure a rocking good time.
hehe.
tanks to those who came.
& of cos
Marine Parade Dudes
for helping DDie out.
cheers.
insyallah sampai ke jinjang pelamin yeee.
heeee~
P.S: More Pix In Facebook.
Y 7/30/2009 12:29:00 PM
my very last round of nyte.
going back to shifting.
so disappointed when i saw my roster.
but nvm.
gonna miss Melody the most.
tarching pe!
hehe.
been busy PLUS lazy to update.
will have a proper update soon.
cheers.
Y 7/21/2009 03:17:00 AM
i was 17 n i bought my first LP album.
i memorize every single song.
finally this year.. they are back.
transformers ost.
and they still sound the same..
AWESOME.
oh n the movie too
(eventhough it was long and my butt got ached)
Y 7/04/2009 12:27:00 PM
5 minutes ago..
the ECG nurse said i looked 21.
21! that made my day. k now u can leave ur patient in the toilet i will gladly fetch them for you.
BAIK PE 21!
Y 6/17/2009 03:18:00 AM
nobody bloody attend that toilet call since 5 minutes ago.
so to de-pissed myself and pretend to look busy..
i blog.
why do people push patients to toilet and totally leave them there.
dun they noe when u shit or piss they is sure to be an end to it.
u dun expect the patient to POO the hell out of himself for the next 5 hours.
and even if you leave.. look out for that damn call!
grr.
the downside of doing my permanent nyte is that
i keep looking forward for my off days.
and its only the 3rd nite.
pffft.
shiela's birthday today.
she turned erm.. 23? wah da besar anak mak.
dah nak jadi isteri orang. satu haprak pon tak tau!
haa.
no celebration cause i emptied my wallet and bank 15 hours ago.
and ive got like 8 more days to go?
till BOOOONUUUUSSSS.
hehe.
anyone wanna transfer some money to me? i wont object.
on saturday..
i'll be extremely shiok-cited.
till then.. DD gua rindu lu la beb~ dah dua minggu.
Y 6/17/2009 03:05:00 AM
thursday is swimming day.
ahmad family.
Lets soak our damn body
like a bunch of damn badak sumbu.
we are not civil servant?
Ohhh.
but we can pass off as certified servant though.
cheers.
Y 6/11/2009 05:22:00 PM
Happy 4th Year Mr Bob!
Thanks for the midnight wish.
& being so "semangat" expressing ur feelings..
hope u have fun with the "lil wayne rooney"
lols.
ps: deep thoughts and prays for Fadli & Shiela
2 friends and their families.
who met an accident at m'sia.
Y 6/06/2009 10:24:00 AM
mom's date to sakura later at 12 with aunties.
zee's and shiela's snore woke me up
PLUS
bf's morning call : NO BONUS for civil servants.
grr.
woke up went toilet..
daddy cool shoved the whole newspaper in my face..
"NO BONUS FOR CIVIL SERVANT... aiyooo KAU NO BONUS"
pfffft.
and its only 0930 at that time.
that made my day
do u noe how important it is to us?
oh well.
Y 6/05/2009 10:06:00 AM
had family chalet.
had many more 20 cents gamblings.
endless nights.
manchester united lost the champions league.
so finally ive decided to update.
do u actually realise how cruel aunties really are to kids?
those between 3-5 years old.
cause 7 years or older would have kicked their butt.
when they like to go "ahhh kk..ikot cik alik eh..cik bawak alik eeehhh..aiyoo..kk BYE MAKK..."
and then the kids muka will start to be so ronyok. and when they start wailing to other people irritant..it was sound of pleasure to that auntie..
and i realise..only the malay makciks like to do tis..
i saw this event in the bus..where this makcik was practically pulling the kid away from the mom (apparently tat MOM was her daughter) so i guess it was bad growing up cause even the kid is afraid of the grandma. anyways... so she was like in this "AH AH..nenek bawak alik ehh.. aiyoo nanti mak tinggalkan ehhh" and the kid jus start crying. and after that?... what? dah bis. tu je. the mother will go hushing that damn kid. and its all over.
MEREPEK KAN.
kasi satu chap "L" ah kat dahi makcik.
it happened to me. to a wedding. apparently OF ALL people.. i have to be the one carrying the dulang with the (R) shoe. i din noe why until tis day. and where is the (L) one? k anyway.. somehow in the mid of KANCHONGness i got separated from my mom. and ended up in a minivan with LOTS of cruel auntie. i was sitting so innocently practically tinking to myself where the HELL is mak.. and tis auntie telephatically managed to get thru wad i was tinking. may be it showed in my face la. BUT WHAT THE HECK. haa. and they start la. what else
"aiyooo kan mak dah alik tinggalkan" and how cud they make me hate my mom at that mere 10 mins. CHISH, well all i could do was stare at the shoe. i din cry cause the moment i felt like crying we arrived and i saw my beautiful mom waiting. haha. bloody aunties.
so future aunties to be.. u guys..dun play tis kind of trick to kids ah.. very bad. hehe.
well..
4 years is coming by..
bf is forever busy with work.
but i understand.
happy 4th year Rasidy.
&
lu rock ah babe!
Y 6/04/2009 06:53:00 PM
my last night...
3 more draggy hours to go.
can't wait.
family chalet over the weekend.
need to get stuff for july over the weekend.
catch sufficient sleep over the weekend.
play poker cards over the weekend.
haha.
last weekend was a blast.
manchester united won the cup!
but
me n bf lost $2.70 to shiela and fadli.
at least zee and eddy got some too!
so tis weekend is revenge!
AYANG we must get back our money!
alright.
i wan to give a special special SPECIAL tanks to
SITI RUZAIMAN HARON
for willing to help me and didie out with the gifts.
i will advertise ur work once u done with them okay!
hehe promote!
kk.
patient nak ventolin.
and henna chi keep coughing in my face.
grrr.
haha.
nyte people!
Y 5/21/2009 03:01:00 AM
someone said to me : "you are just a low grade nurse and a slave!"
seriously.
i just said to him : "tell me something new ah uncle. i heard this for like 100th time very boring already"
that ticked him off.
well besides having sister cher supporting me ( i tink she have a crush on me)
lols..
she basically waved him off when he complained about my rudeness.
SELAMAT BEB!
dah tak bleh angz sia!
then pitifully at 730am i told Irene bout tis too.
hehe.
so im covered.
to that patient...
LEK SUAAAA...
yesterday work was hell.
damn those BMS system.
damn that stupid apek.
admissions back 2 back.
argh.
pls make my night go a lil bit faster.
so many greater things to look forward over the weekend.
pffft.
and of course the much needed rest.
Y 5/19/2009 06:15:00 PM
what's new besides the FLU BABI.
practically everyone's into that now.
oh... how i hate those N95's.
i find it IMPOSSIBLE to talk to P.Tan.
(besides many other things i find IMPOSSIBLE in her)
i went in.
in 10 seconds im out again.
and i din even noe what i asked.
i din even make myself clear
and she went nodding her head and OKAY for 10 seconds
macam mana nie!
maybe she just have some disorder.
i guess.
pfft. *roll eyes*
since she said ok. i guess its ok rite?
lols.
well 2 more months till im out of night.
back to shifts. no more weekend off.
alahhhh.
why does everything DD says will make people laugh?
i wonder.
we are the total opposites.
yea yea im the boring lame shit person.
but he really surprise me.
the other day .. he made zee shiela laughed the whole 5 hours.
the other day.. shiela said they sat with him for just 10 mins and hes cracking them up.
we watched soccer and no one even paid attention. it was all jokes and laughter.
hmm.
aku rasa dia gila ah.
mebe ah.
tak betol ah nie sumer.
is spitting in MILO wrong?
lols.
why do patients love MILO at 6am!
Y 5/05/2009 03:17:00 PM
i cleaned my room.
found a book.
it was dated 2006.
in it was 267 wish list i had.
flip thru and memories rush thru.
got to page 6 and i cried.
on it:
dated: 2009
1) i wish you have achieve half of your wish list.
2) i wish you know your parents love you.
3) i wish you know you ARE a good daughter.
4) i wish you have a lovely future cause i know i wont be long here for you.
5) i wish i could be here and protect you forever.
6) i wish you know i really love you.
7) i wish i was 20 years old again to have you & your sister.
she read.
i love you mak.
i really do.
i thank god for you.
Y 4/24/2009 05:35:00 PM
bf, im sorry i acted weird.
i cudnt take the LOUD voices of ur mom and auntie.
lols.
i was prolly stoning away.
its been 2 months since ive met them.
&
the sounds were BAD!
but
u noe i love u ryte....
hang in there buddy~
im always here bf.
Y 4/18/2009 04:04:00 AM
gosh.
1130 have never felt so long.
facebook.tagged.blog.yahoo news.
all surf-ed!
feek.
yea.
pics
soon~~
rite.. i shall go on my date now.
Y 4/16/2009 10:34:00 AM
my (R) ear is hurting like SHIT.
suppose to go book-hunting with bf & feek.
but NONE of them are awake.
mcm ye-ye je nak bangun pagi.
well. other than that.
hmmmm.
eh girls : botanic garden?
and ifah. no jogging. pls.
selamat pagi.
Y 4/11/2009 09:14:00 AM
this week of night went with the wind.
i think its me.
i got used to it.
just that.
i bought a book.
NEW MOON.
5 days ago.
& im done with it now.
so back to boredom.
& bf noted that i need.not want. NEED book #3.
hehe.
it doesnt help a bit that HASFURAH got all 4 book.
cause she wont lend it to me.
simply cause they are not out of the wrappers yet.
lols.
i miss the twins.
very much.
hopefully bf wont be too busy.
he have to bring me over to them soon.
i prolly die of severe obsession soon.
orite.
i guess i just do something online.
since i got no book to read.
& i just have no craving to start on the STEPHEN KING's yet.
mebe soon.
and people..
kind hearted ones..
get me this book : YAKUZA MOON.
hee.
i was craving for pasar malam's TAKOPACHI.
how estatic i was wen mom and dad's going to pasar malam.
so i msged mom.
that's when i heard it....
SHE DIN BRING HER HP!!!!!!
argh.
if onie i can telephatically send message to her.
dumb.
k i shall go find sumtin to fill my nite.
Y 4/09/2009 09:48:00 PM
oi!
bf.
HAPPY 3yrs 10months ke pe!
thanks hor.
hehe.
c u sat
Y 4/07/2009 05:34:00 PM
dear stranger..
sorry about yesterday.
but its not nice to stare a person like that.
and u triggered bf's plug.
my bf is not a gangster.
he's just crazy.
so please...
dun stare at people unless u have a reason to.
tq.
no hard feelings to whoever u are.
till we meet again.
at shop n save.
Y 4/05/2009 06:05:00 PM
fast and furious 4 was superb.
despite bf made us wait 4 hours for the show.
he does most of the talking.
i was sleepy.
and sitting in the wrong seat.
lucky the couple were so great.
lols.
see how bf distract me.
and he said
"even u make mistake. *he giggled*"
*roll eyes*
eh bf.
1) Fast and Furious.
2) Too fast and furious.
3) Fast and Furious - Tokyo Drift
4) Fast and Furious 4
guess we watched all 4 already after all
haa.
fuck popular. now i have to go and collect my book there.
family dinner today
mom's cooking ikan bakar yum!
bf bringing BBQ chix. DOUBLE yum!
woooohooo
to gf:
i love u.
u noe i do.
Y 4/04/2009 01:41:00 PM
watched movie with bf.
dragonball.
goku so handsome.
seriously.
then MAMA bdae surprise.
we did good.
hehe.
then pool/bowling with shiela imah zee fadli.
tiring.
but i won over the bf by 1 point
&
as always..
sore loser.
lols.
gd nite people.
today was a HUGE BLAST.
Y 3/28/2009 03:06:00 AM
super tetek day out.
love u guys.
aidil "terperanjat" face sealed the day
k got date with bf.
gosh i had 2 hour convo with bf bout dulang.
&
all i can tink was..
BED.
sleepy.
gotta blast.
Y 3/27/2009 11:05:00 AM
kak nafisah
can really really REALLY laugh.
gosh.
Y 3/24/2009 04:53:00 PM
man u lost to fullham.
who cares.
2 red card..
who cares.
all i care is the match with PORTO.
and go to the finals.
in all that i hope they do see Liverpool.
hehe. or chelsea..
if chelsea kick LP in the butt at the semis.
on that note
kalau sesiapa yang terLAMPAU banyak duit.
tolonglah t/f sini sikit.
in need for cash..
to get rid of my depression.
hehe.
Y 3/23/2009 03:26:00 AM
hey ifah.
cheer up kay.
i love u.
everythin's gonna be alrite.
*hugs*
Y 3/20/2009 07:39:00 PM
"YOU ARE NOT FIT TO BE A NURSE"
that's wad a patient told me 3 nights straight.
NURSE:
a person formally educated and trained in the care of the sick or infirm.
to look after carefully so as to promote growth, development, etc.; foster; cherish:
where does it says above..cater to ur needs every hour. even the word EDUCATED and TRAINED don't matter to SG'ians. all they care is..the moment they press for assistance..the nurse gotta appear. the moment they need something..we have to cater. well.. all i gotta say is.. i dont cater to ONE person. even if i have to wipe ass. even if i have to appear in front of u the moment u call.. jus remember.. ure not the ONLY ONE..in ur words : U ARE NOT THE ONLY PAYING. so bug off. what right have u to say I DUN FIT TO BE A NURSE..
pffts.
even the Renal C girls have a arguement with him.
lols.
so to distract me away from *him*..
i read my book.
yes.
and Oh. yes i have a pencil case btw. lols.
anyway.
meeting Ifah later. gotta catch up tings.tings are a bit ruff for her.
so yeah.i shall leave u a picture.
NOT VERY SATISFIED MAN-U FAN.
hee.
Y 3/19/2009 06:10:00 PM
stupid manchester united.
stupid vidic.
stupid ferdinand.
stupid evra for the penalty.
stupid van de sar.
stupid stupid stupid.
but then again.
they are still first in the table.
oh well.
will update soon.
gotta go wipe some ASSSSS!
Y 3/16/2009 07:27:00 PM
@ 1523pm
i tried my luck to enter a contest.
the
MANCHESTER UNITED vs LIVERPOOL
game.
winners: get to catch the match live via the BIG SCREEN .
@ mega courts super store.
10 winners.
since its bf birthday AND he's a huge fan of MAN U.
i entered.
AND
i got the no 7.
haha.
its funny.
so tomoro BF.. ditch the lau pa sat.
im bringing u to catch ur fave team live on BIGGER SCREEN.
bf reactions?
he screamed.
yes.
he screamed
as if he won tixs to old trafford.
lols
Y 3/13/2009 03:22:00 PM
oi.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND.
my bestfriend.
my superhero.
my crime partner.
dah tua dah.
its only 30
wtf rite.
Y 3/13/2009 01:23:00 PM
my 11 year old kuz has a blog.
wen i was 11 i din even own a pc..
my first virgin blog - 21yrs old.
see..
how tech savvy kids nowadays are.
tsk tsk.
talking bout kids.
i was at the mrt today.
waiting for feek.(thanks for being a bitch for coming late)
i saw a lot.zillions.gazillions young pepsters walking around.
those who make full use of saturdays to hang out with friends.
dressing up and all even tho they are just going
2 bus stop away from home.
make up and all.
lanky sexy girls leaning against the shop glass wall.
checking guys out.
guys pacing up and down the same walkway.
(it scares me that they can walk the same place SO MANY TIMES)
wanting the girls to check them out.
me?
i was screaming shits in my hp to feek.
to me its cute.
its fun.
until u get ur very first bf.
serious bf i mean.
those nak bawak mati nyer kan.
eh salah..bawak kawin.
but seriously girls..
dun giggles in group.
its cute wen ure on ur own.
in large groups..
it sounds like a hungry bunch of flirtish hyenas.
scary.
on that.
i shall say that my brain has officially stopped accepting
SCIENCE.
i cudnt help sheila in anyway.
it took some time for me to even remember the function of BUNSEN BURNER.
MATHS?- i got that part of my brain removed after the "O"s.
gd night people.
thats feek the bitch who came late btw.
with.
scary bob.
whats so cute bout tat animal?
huh.
Y 3/08/2009 12:09:00 AM
so its final.
after hours and days pondering on what to do for bf birthday.
its solved.
there's gonna be drunkards around us.
both true drinkers and wannabes.
gonna be a whole lot of noise.
and a mix of races and sexes.
no.
its not a club.
*roll eyes*
u gotta be kidding me. clubbing at my age?!
well.
we gonna have a date at Lau Pa Sat.
a treat from the bf.
and watch
Man United vs Liverpool.
with other fans.
well it might not be a romantic smooth date.
but..
it's sure gonna be a rocking night.
besides i get to see Ferdinand.
*grinz*
sadly today im suppose to go catch my fave taiwan star.
Xiao Zhu. Alan Luo. Luo Shi Xiang. SHOW LOU.
but..
i woke up late.
a classic convo with the bf
to end this post.
me: u follow me to eastpoint on friday leh? see Xiao Zhu.
bf: ok.anything. it has nothing to do with me also.i ikut je.
me: NO! no no. u must stand beside me. and both of us angkat tangan sambil pekik
"XIAO ZHUUU...XIAO ZHUUUU.."
bf: HUH? saper lak xiao zhu? bukan kedai ke tu!?
translate-(huh?Who is xiao zhu? not a shop issit!?
bf: pelik pelik ah benda benda u suka. seram kadang kadang.
translate-(funny and weird ah the things u love to do..sometimes its scary)
me: diam ah. -hung up fone-
and he says he loves me.
*roll eyes*
Y 3/06/2009 03:59:00 PM
Friday, February 27, 2009
i have someone who actually liked me.
he confessed it via msn.
its scary. very scary.
FIRSTLY.. its via msn.
the last time i did a three-hour-web-love confession was way back in 1998.
it was a disaster.
it was all i love you. i love you too online.
only to break up after a major arguement for chatting with another MALE chatter.
SECONDLY.. he's born in 1993.
if i did my calculation correctly
he should be 16 this year?
gosh.
im dealing with an UNDERAGE.
gosh.gosh.
and he said i was his FIRST LOVE.
gosh gosh gosh!!!!
and yesterday..
i broke a 16's virgin(hopefully he is still since im his "first love") heart.
how did he take it?
like this:
"tak sangka awak pandang pada number rather than hati"
PLUS
he get his group of YOUNG VIRGINS
to express his love for him.
trying to convince me his good qualities.
6 of them.
huh?
wtf.
where is the hati to even begin with??!!
well "Irfan" (no actual name being used to protect his virgin heart)
i hope that you find another older(hopefully not fatter) person soon?
i din even noe wad to say to him.
lols.
anyway he blocked me after a few of HATE msgs.
lols.
god do fat girls attract young boys je!?
so unfair.
at least gimme a cute rich TAIWAN guy can la.
well that is over now.
i officially broke a 16 year old heart.
being his first love and all.
crap.
lols.
now i shall look forward for my date.
with that OLD bf of mine.
at least he doesnt even now what is MSN.
Y 2/27/2009 09:07:00 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
perangai jangan macam monyet jantan.
jgn suka jaga tepi kain org.
cibai.
Y 2/25/2009 07:38:00 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
once upon a time...
a tired me took a train home.
gedebak gedebuk..
it was at Bukit Batok that i saw this chinese guy came in.
with his PSP and all.
so he sat beside me..
i really dunno what happened next,
i opened my eyes.
people in front of me was senget.
then i realised..
I WAS SLEEPING ON HIS SHOULDER.
yes. i unfortunately unintentionally might have dislocated his shoulder.
with this heavy head of me.
gosh *smacks forehead*
then i sat up. surprisingly my reaction was fast.
lols.
i licked my lips.
THANK GOD there's no saliva!
so it was at kranji and i stood very still.
and HE?
still playing away on his psp.
and i turned to him and bow my head and said SORRY.
he said
"*chuckled* u must be very tired..its okay"
i swear i cud just take a picture of that smile he gave me.
stupid stupid nura.
after that i din take the train for weeks.
so yesterday since its my last nite..
i decided to take the train.
NO IT DIN HAPPEN AGAIN
with some random guy.
i din sit. so many empty seats but i stood up.
and i saw him.
with his psp.headphones @ bukit batok.
so i stand in clear view which i din noe for wad since im BIG enuff to be seen.
*roll eyes*
he entered and din even look up.
sedih SEY.
he stood sumwhere at the back.
i wanted to turn. u noe pretend to see stuffs at the back but it will be so obvious.
cause due to the rush and embarassing moment tat time i din even have a good look.
at the guy i unintentionally might dislocate his shoulder if i slept longer.
gosh.
and 15 mins passed then suddenly he stood beside me and while playing his psp still.
he said
"hi nurse..have a good day"
and i turned just in time to see his one last smile.
he alighted at cck.
that made my day.
on another note
mebe he realised my desperate attempt(s) to c him.
lols.
so if anione sees him pls tell him ..
GUA PEH HATI CAIR AH SAMA LU PEH SENYUM BEB!
lols.
i miss the girls. like always.
=)
we are still doing well.
*grinz*
Y 2/20/2009 10:15:00 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
its v dae already?
i only realise it an hour ago.
wtf.
bf is busy.
zie: ameng is NOT a therapist assistant.
and
i wont tell who the "therapist assistant" is.
hehe.
lela..
tak nak jadi power ranger lagi ke?
i miss ifah. zila. lela.
i miss the time when we worked together.
gosh.
tis is cute in a scary way.
courtesy of FIQ hu tinks tis is VERY cute.
Y 2/14/2009 11:52:00 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
k.
like zie.. i just watched twilight.
gosh.
never seen a vampire so gorgeous before.
i watched it 3 times today.
1st over Oreo Bubble tea.
2nd with sister.
3rd online cause the quality of the DVD bf bought is horrible.
so yeah.
i got so much to update but i shall satisfy my crave for annual dosage of HOT MEN first.
well he dont look hot here.
he looks scary.
wth.
Y 2/13/2009 01:59:00 AM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
eh DDIE lu peh mak seram beb.
SERIOUS.
Y 1/27/2009 01:22:00 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
doing permanent night have finally taken its effect on me.
no i din forget how to serve diet.
no i din forget how to transfer patient. (we did tat during NIGHT also ok!)
all those toilet fans.
i actually forgot how to on the bloody shower tap.
i totally forgot which side is hot or cold.
yes.
and it took 35 seconds for me to pause and ponder.
and encouragement from Mr Mokhtar to try both sides.
lols.
its true sadly.
missyzai is getting her tummy checked today.
pls allah bless her with a cute lil shining baby.
babbbyyyy~~~
my 4 cycle of night so far were awesome.
i have a kick ass perm nite partner.
the uber cool Su AnQi.
very the bising.
she likes to talk about sex.
and leaving patients awake listening to them.
-_-''
today as i wiped an apek ass.
i wonder.
wtf am i doing this?!
ok. got a date with SJ.
driving to Pasir Ris.
like wtf kan.
PASIR RIS?!
cause tat's the only route we both are so ever confident.
hehe.
she is an ass at road.
seriously.
i dun even noe why is she driving.
lols.
seoul garden was a blast.
thanks.
c u tis fridae.
i got a KL trip.(OH! enuff already!)
if it wasnt for my mom, i wud have ditched that plan.
going with shiela and fadli and didie and mak.
ziezie engagement to look forward to.
hee.
^_^
i shall go meet bf and the kids.
bf have black nipples. lols.
looking at semi naked dudes have never been so satisfying
lols
\m/
rawk
Y 1/21/2009 10:39:00 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
today,
everything's so wrong
really wrong.
pfft.
Y 1/17/2009 04:55:00 AM
got a call from bf at 0845am.
yey.
got myself a date.
hehe.
finally im not gonna crap myself at home during my off.
like last week.
pfft.
got a msg from SJ.
wants to date me to a trip in march.
lols.
desperately needs a malay kaki.
so whoever feels pity for SJ pls call me.
u can date SJ.
lols
till then,
im off to meet the bf
and
the boys.
Y 1/09/2009 10:06:00 AM
Thursday, January 08, 2009
wahliao wei..
i slept for 10 solid hours.
in between i heard my mom youtubing
on the latest indonesian drama people are so crazing about.
SUCI.
people i know are all into this show.
i only liked the theme song.
my sister snoring and calling her ward to take mc.
i had a very blasting night.
with Kuljeet and AnQi.
like my previous round of night with suriah,
we ate a LOT.
the only difference is that this 2 girls are so hungry by 730am.
so we had b/f everyday!
gosh.
we talked practically over everything.
AnQi cud really talk and EAT.
looking at her size i must say she impress me.
lolx.
thanks girls.
i've yet to meet the bf.
so hopefully sat he wont have to go back work.
=)
*finger cross*
i had a very young patient in the ward.
17 in fact.
looking at her i wondered
how does she feels?
does she knows her condition?
i felt pity at her at the same time im so impressed by her positiveness.
eventhough she does requires a lot of attention
but looking at her , that is only what we can afford to give her.
care and making her comfortable.
i hope she does get well one day and live her teens life like normal.
=)
oryte then.
i miss the two + zizie very badly.
and
ZIZIE's getting engaged man.
yey!
Y 1/08/2009 09:14:00 PM
and OH YEAH.
its been sometime eh?
late night karaoke.
watched movie with bf.
