Tuesday, November 30, 2004
wahey.. im so beat tired first of all so i tink im gonna take like an hour to type this.. taking break in between cause im so tired to do continous typing. *smiles* so spare me aite.
never been updating much cause been much on the outside world rather than staying indoors..
well update pretty much on my days..
Monday:
altho some dispute the nite before.. about the beach shit.. we went ahead with the plan of beaching tho.. hehe. at first it was cancelled so many times in the morning and nad finalise it with a go ahead sign and all of us proceed to east coast...before that stuffing ourselves with the western food at the dome kopitiam.
Me,Nad,Shida,Zul,Farz,Doink.. had fun luffing at coffee bean to the luff till u fall in the bus.. *wink at nad* haha! to the irritating.. DOIIINNNNNKKKKK by nad~ haha~ we had a wonderful day till evening where we proceeded to civics and our home sweet home..DOme~
tanks and huggies to all hu made the beach thing possible. eh satu hari TUNNEL BEDOK arh.. korang tak geyrek arh! hehe.
Today:
woke up at 7am jus to shower and get ready to follow mum to apply my VISA. and then went to yishun finding my pants.. and went to do some fat burning *still got lotsa more man!* with kuzz~ damn tired.
Dropped by Dome jus now.. usual peepos are there. but too tired to stay so went home. prolly not going down there tonite. tomorrow too..stay in watch SG IDOLS FINAL. hehe weee!
psst to that sumone:
eventho u found a new friend i miss those times where i wud meet u up jus to luff and cry together. and tho we have some dispute(s) i never regret having a fren like u. it jus tat we miss you as in Shida Me and Nad miss you..a lot. but i hope ure happy with huever ur new friend is. jus stay SMILEY k.. dun frown cause u look sweet! *smile* if u need us we will always be there.
im so tired. i wanna go catch some sleep sia~ shiela dozing off already. so yeah prolly update sooner or tomoro or later. see how k.
GOOD LUCK to
TAUFIK BATISAH.
ure the
SG IDOL i wanna see!
*plop plop* signing off -
reggaemahcik-
Y 11/30/2004 06:50:00 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2004
im sick. been coufing like days. mus be the cigs fault. hehe put the blame on other tings.
*couf couf*
went to Paragon with CDS and they had their performance. Emcee,breaks and battles. damn the system damn WHACK siak! damn damn whack. and its for donation -_- lame fuck.
but our CDS did their dance really cool and the battle was dope man. flexx move was dope! haha and aidil too! *applause to the kids who battled*
went to Civics to chill with Fir,Zurah,Farouk and Huda.. and later on Shidada came oso. teman me. and then went to eat prata at kopitiam with mom. it was filling. hehe.
wanting to go to the beach but tings aint smooth now. so yeah peeps all pissed and paranoid.. so yeah prolly chill out a while. *huggies to all*
im tired. so i guess i go rest now. lazy to update much these days. so wen i get the mood i'll try to update. tanks to all taggers. peace ya all.
Y 11/28/2004 01:41:00 PM
Friday, November 26, 2004
shud i or shud i not go to Dome todae? haiya felt tired and furthermore zurah and geng coming to my house for raya. but leceh arh. *sigh* i jus feel like going out. will beep Nadz up later.
days and days were spent more with CDS kiddos. out to raya and they having their battles or sessions for performances. latest performance : Saturday Ngee Ann City.. be there aite see our woodlanders at their best. *smiles*
a bit sad and depressed of the sudden change in me and abang. really bad bad bad situation. wanting to sulk but i tried to tink it as another turn in my life. sheesh~ damn.
i gotta go clean up ma room aite.. anitin meet u guys at Dome peepos.
welcome Aidil to CDS fam aite.
Y 11/26/2004 01:14:00 AM
Monday, November 22, 2004
the whole force was out on the street. all 24 of us. haha! all were there... first house we went was up in Jurong. imagine all of us in the train. haffta separate ourselves though. it was fun. *smiles*
din manage to crash at Kiwin's place for her open house cause time were so limited. the last house we went was at 2am in the morning. so yeah imagine how bad our timing were. but it was all fun. fun fun fun. hehe! besides the Fact tat Zilly Z was freaking irritatin and NAD WAS SO FREAKING NOISY in the train and also at Feruz house. haha!
shout OUT to Shida and Feruz .. YOU GUYS HAVE THE MOST SUPERB CHILL HOUSE damn.! never in my life i went to that kinda house except hotel man! damn THEY ARE DOPE MAN~ ouch! lol
he broke his promises again. dings' were heaty among us. me and him were constantly disagreeing. read his thang .. some shits he got there. damn i in between of hating and not forgiving and also afraid of losing my only bestfriend (for a guy).. and yeah i cant deny i miss him a lot but.. *sheesh* if you read tis.. im fucking fucking PISSED and DISAPPOINTED in you. so wake up and slap some shit into urself k!
going out later to meet Miz Nad and Isis Shida. hehe. down at Dome. so yeah prolly gonna get ready later. gonna meet her at 7.45 yeah~ soon~ im tired + sleepy + bored. but never mind going out soon so yeah. got a mesej...people wanna come my house.. STOP IT ALREADY LAR.. haha PUASA TAK LENGKAP nak datang RAYA cukop sebulan. haha I DECLARE my house is OFFICIALLY CLOSE for raya.. so go and do somethin useful! hehe.. kwang kwang kwang.
wanna go get ready..
"the mean girls" haha <3 u all k sweeties.
Y 11/22/2004 03:28:00 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2004
tinking: wads happening...
tears..all tears.. shida..ijat..nad..farz.. wad the hell happening people! Zul.. why are u shedding precious tears! why! gawddamit~! *argh*
everything seem so solemn jus now. no smiles no tok.. jus cries and begs for the truth. im lost myself. see my friends cry makes me feel so sad.. my heart cringe my eyes watered. but all i can do i shud up. wads happening. tat all i can ask. and say.
i broke someone's heart so bad. i din mean too. i din wan too. hurting you is never wad i wanna do. you are still my abang. and i wont let tat go to waste.
wadever its is..you guys are still my sweethearts.. im alway there to luff with all of you.. cry with you..
i love all of u.. lan~
Y 11/20/2004 11:24:00 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004
tinking: my happy song
*sad* the guys are away to their holiday trip.. Joe and Indra. awww no one to chat with now.
Dolis is still there for me tho. Yey. Mr Dolis Mr Dolis. LoLx.
mite be going out to meet kiwin. dunno yet. shiela still zzzz-ing up in front of the living room. haha. so yeah gotta ask her first. yey~.
listening to my happy song.
you hurt me so bad. din expect it from you. i tot we were suppose to be close. sigh. you are jus a another disappointment. *sheesh*
alahai.. bosan nyer.. *jook gyal jook gyal jook gyal*
-peace out-
Y 11/19/2004 06:23:00 PM
tinking: telephone
just got back from hanging out with the kids. zurah fir haki mus aizad shiela and two of her guy friends. nice to noe the both of u wan and ejat. *smiles*
suppose to be zzzzz-ing now. but then cudnt so nvm la. walked home today and met Nadz Farz AfiQ & Typhoon unda ma voidies. so hang out with them for a while.
din call me. empty promises every nite. he changed. i told u i will never see a guy hu is utterly perfect in character. *sigh* never expect it to be him.
jus hung up the phone with birthday boy Mr Dolis. Lolx dolis sak. and then called up Kirin. guys with fuck up attitude sure piss us off. crazy. bah~ sick.
sunday mite be going out with the CDS fam. cant wait. *yey* hehe.
orite i shall hit the bunk now. nites to all owls and nites to all my sweeties. my sweethearts.
Nad
Kirin
Farz
Shida
MadNoor
Emri
Fatah
Azman
Indra
... Lan
<3>
Y 11/19/2004 02:10:00 AM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
went out to get my hair made up. got red streaks here and there. shocked at the colour result. damn red. *cool* haha. spent loads of hours there. and then met kirin.
Special tanks to Shidada and Nadz for accompanying me man! i appreciate every single patience.
the after result were massive. and yes kids i have red hair now. LoLx.
kirin crashed at ma crib with nadz and farz too. woke up @ 2am to go chill at a nearby KOPITIAM and get ourselves coffee and luff our asses off tat morning. and then walk home around 3am. reached home every single one jumped on the bed and get in to some serious "ghost stories" mood and climax. haha~ lame but we were cute! yey! cudnt sleep tat nite. haha.
Lan was sick tat nite so he din manage to call me up. but he did aniwae. awww. *huggies*
happi belated bdae kirin again~!
Wednesday 17/11/2004
woke up pretty early. watched some jackass the movie with kirin. cleaned my house and slack summore. slept the day away. went out to chill at dome at 8 pm..
yesterdae nadz and shidada slumbered my place fo a while. i jus love their company. pretty and nice gals. i love them both.
todae mite go out with Shiela. but i dunno. im lost. and stuck.
cant wait for Sunday aite gals and guys!
Lan..i miss him. he changed. hurt me yesterdae for first time after two years. he changed. guys will be boys.
Carved your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/17/2004 04:37:00 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
boring nite. first up
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRIN
yeah her birthday. from Lan Nura Shiela Mommy Nadz Farz wanna wish u Happy Birthday hunnie sweet. *jumps* yey
aniwae tv blasting some shitty ghost story. normal steven spielberg show. cute long blonde hair girl as the main actress. some kinda show where she was dragged into the tv. lame but tat scared the shits outta us wen we were like 7 or 8's? haha!
guess Nadz up with her new hairdo. *jeles* gonna get mine up and reddy tomoro. wanna get myself red bangs! damn. yes i wanna do tat. but i scared i look freakish. but wad the heck. asked azman(joe) advices. haha lame. wad do u expect all he cud tell me is tat be a dumb blonde. tanks.
Lan came over. yes he came with his mommy. expecting him oso. well he is nice but i got tis feelings tat are tied in a knot. damn. i hate the feeling. he came and go. and then called and told me his aunts were at his place. and now i tink im missing him. yeah i am. damn. promised to call later but wad da heck.
everyone's away to their home oreadi. im hungry. yey. and nad said wanna go 7-11 but she aint givin me ani beep around here. so guess we're not budging aye? hehe. nvm la.
kirin out some where with Rezal. damn tat girl. hope she's happy on her birthday. cause i wanna see her happy tats all! aniwae Lan say u cannot bully me everytime or he will scold u! hahah! kids.. *shakes head*
yey he call.. gotta run!
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/16/2004 01:38:00 AM
Monday, November 15, 2004
got up pretty late. @ 11+ pm. get ready and left house @ 2pm to first house of the day. Auntie Emi house.
On da way there views were excellent. smart looking mats in colourful baju kurungs to family all same colour baju's to all types of colour. it was superb.
me and shiela same karer tis year.
PINK lame shit. dad and mom
MAROON. tat colour i like. hehe. then went there said our sorries. which we really dont mean it. and of all the people hu seek forgiveness the one hu cried was my 8 year old kuzzin. the rest was all emotional but he the got the hold of the title MOST EMOTIONAL. he is like tat he cant be around sad settings. haha! he cried.. HE IS SO CUTE. haha!
then we went to Grandmama house and then later on to Mama house. yey. it was fun day. i made money too. eventho im old. i made some cashies! haha!
yesterdae got back home and had a chit chat with Indra. the bully! and then suddenli fone rang and it was Lan. i tot he was not gonna call. why i keep tinking like tat. we tok shits and then he told me he is sad with me cause of all his friends hu called him in the morning.. im his bestfriend din even call him. *reminder: im afraid of ur mom*
told me his mom wanna meet me. *sigh* yesterdae was sumtin tat i wont forget. but i wont tell u guys. LoLx.
was so sick yesterdae. my tummy was in great pain. din eat much oso. i had 4 ketupats the whole day and nutin wit it. diet. yeah. haha. and i was so much in pain and Lan was consoling me now and then. it was warmth. i was nice to noe he cares. <3
i miss my friends. i wanna hang out with them soon!
i love raya. i love my family. i love my friends. i love my bestfriend.
i haf a bad bad mixed up feelings. pls guide me thru.
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/15/2004 02:37:00 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Y 11/14/2004 01:29:00 PM
tinking: Hari Raya
first and fore most a special message to all my friends.. loved ones.. and special people:
Kirin Nadia Farzee Shidada Shiela AbangImran Fatah Nazri JoeAries and Lan
tanks u all for standing and being there for me day and nite and never fail reaching out for me. salah silap nura harap dimaafkan dan segala terkasar bahasa pls forgive me k especially Fatah and Lan. hahah~ and tanks for being the friends tat anione cud ever haf.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
to all my other friends esp Beep: tanks for the fone calls and messages. hope everythin ive done is forgiven. love u all too!
*blink blink* ehh raya seh! me todae woke up at 6.30pm. woke up all alone. mom and dad went to collect the Ketupats from auntie place and sister working. on da radio and waited for buka and tadbir. damn i shed some tears. i miss wan. *sigh*
parents got home brought food and the lil pest FiQah with them home. damn. cleaned my house and room damn nice! it was freaking clean my room i cudnt believe its my room! haha tat bad man! haha. yey all done.
mom left me alone at home. she and the rest went to geylang. *sigh* so i guess im stucked here. im tired to blog. mebe go watch some tv.
to all Dome-ster SELAMAT HARI RAYA people and to all K.. mwaks and hugs..
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/14/2004 01:54:00 AM
Friday, November 12, 2004
tinking: Hari Raya / today outing
cant believe in a blink of an eye its gonna be Raya soon. two days away. damn. argh. yey yey.
preparing stuff last minute. got all the clothes. got all the stuff. now left are clean ups of the house. and rooms. hehe.
cleaning up my room spic and span. Raya song blasting on my radio. earlier it was all reggae-ish the atmosphere. now its all Raya. im all smiley too. besides the fact i stinks. ^_^
woke up extra extra early todae. i tink was 7.58 am. cause i was too lazy to walk to my room i slumbered on the sofa with my comforter and pillows. while watching Hi-5 and Blues Clues and Winnie The Pooh Adventure on tv. lame but it was actually fun. dosed myself with tv till 9 and watched Opran Winfrey and tis episode sucks. it was all about health. and how smoking damage ur heart lungs.. *like we dun already noe* and also liposuction. *quivers* bah~
later meeting nadz at 2 and now im very close to finish my room spring cleaning and cant help to notice how hot today is. damn.i hate hot weathers. *dum dee dum* *whistle*
meeting kirin @ town todae. and then follow nad to dunno where. see where she going. then going to geylang. wee oo wee oo..
im tired. gonna sleep for a while hehe. wee oo wee oo.. enjoy ur day.
sorry to all those hu ive hurt. those hu i dissed. sorry to every muslim friends of mine. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Y 11/12/2004 11:32:00 AM
tinking: *smile*
went out with mom and Lan. yeah he wanted to follow last minute. so met him @ paya lebar. he and mom seems to click well. from the begining. besides his "bad image" mom seems to like his personality. damn. why him.
they spent 4 hours looking for Langsir. they left me aside. Lan wanted to buy mom some langsir. so he went searching with her. he acted like some bitch bargaining for sex. haha. he was bargaining away till he got one of it at 48 bucks and 19 bucks respectively. yeah he paid for it.
then we proceeded to have our dinner. he paid for tat too. and then went to search some baju kurungs. he got himself a black one. nice. he look HOT. but i din tell him tho. haha and wanted to buy a set with me BUT HELL NO way. haha im ur bestfriend. onli. and he bought mom 2 pairs. yeah he paid for it too. so its was like LAN'S GOOD DAY out. *roll eyes*
manage to find fault with him about the chicken wings. haha i NEED to fight with him. its like a daily dosage. damn. haha~! but i care for him *huggies*
just got back home. and he din call. guess he so beat tired. let him rest. tanks for the day and ur generosity. mom said tanks too~!
tomoro meeting nad. prolly not loggin in the morning. meeting nad and kirin and go town. and then meet up the guys before going geylang .. again.. *sheesh* bored la. haha. hope its a better day tomoro. pray hard. woo~!
gotta go sleep. im tired. peace out
tank u Lan. *huggies*
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/12/2004 02:12:00 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
funny nites. two day/nites in a row. damn damn. damn im BLESSED with superb girlfwens. haha. arghhh im going bonkers. please god make less people like Kirin.. Shida (esp) and Nadz.
yesterday.. nadz and shidada.. came over to ma hometown. chey chey. step mana peh hometown jer. i mean they came over to me void deck. chill and at around 2am went off to meet them. they were so freaking NOISY damn. haha.
din get to tok to Lan yesternite cause he's sick so plan to chill with ma gerlfwens. so yeah chill with these two ladies LUFFING SHITS. damn we were luffing non stop. damn. din noe 3 is like a whole damn crowd at Geylang. then me went back at 5.30am and zzz. they cont'ed. slumbered my house after parents went to work. slept thru the day. Nadz over the first sofa. Shidada the next sofa and me on da floor. slept. haha before dere we had a fair dosage of stickies and some emo LOVE DEPRIEVE kinda songs blasting on me hi-fi. haha. i love them both.
kirin came over later in the afternoon. wen u add oil to a whole gash of fire wad do u get.. LOTSA TROUBLE.. add kirin into us and *BOOM* hell broke loose. haha luff our hearts out. took some vids with Digi. and pics. damn gonna post up some dam wicked pics later. some more hell broke loose at me crib. did a BAD BAD BAD makeover of shidada with Beyonce hair. damn UGLY. lol.
miss Lan. so sweet. call me. miss me bad he said. found out tings about him. still accepts him. miss him bad now. he's out to chill with his friends. din wan to go but told him to. now miss him. but nvm. hope he's fine.
got back contact with Adi. yey. finally.
i love ma gerlfwens. yey Friday meeting Kirin and Nad to teman tat Nad see tat freakish BATISAH. hehehehe. SULHAN AND BATISAH.
Y 11/11/2004 01:22:00 AM
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
i hate sickness. ruin my day. ruin my moment.
damn i miss him. miss his jokes. argh. he is sick. called me up to tell me he is sick. and went back to sleep. damn. *grrr* but i understand. *misses*
roy called. he need some workers for some function. holla me up for it. see how la. if i got time. mebe lepas Raya? i'll holla ya back aite. tanks!
called Nadz. she's outside with Isis and Farz. damn. i miss those kids. but nvm.
mebe go to sleep? mebe go and rest? cannot la. i wanna tok to him. damn.
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/09/2004 11:22:00 PM
tinking: Addictive
Im about to break
And I cant stop this ache
Im addicted to your allure
And Im fiendin for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need..to walk away from
crazy nite yesterdae. crazy crazy lonely nite. as per normal PLAN CRASHED. *smiles* so in the end hang out at Fushan Garden with Baby VoGue and Zurah. luff our ass off the nite away. miss those times.
saw tsunami and typhoon. the brudders~ said hi. shook hands and they went home. smangat Badminton ke pe korang! haha!
3 girls wanna make friends with us. freaky. feel so lesbian. dammit. haha then walk way home.
tired but okie. fun. been sumtime.
f-up tis powow music player. cant upload my damn song. so no song at my blog for time being. woo. peace and quiet. i forgot to spell "quiet" for the moment there.
Lan called..wen i din even think he would. he is really one sweet guy. called me up @ 12am. and tok to him. told me he missed me for a while there. F you lar.. tok to u everyday oso miss! haha. and then hung up. had a mini conference with Kirin and Adict (Allif) ..no comments~ ahaha and then Lan joined. but hung up later. told me he is so sorry cause he is not use to toking with new people. bah~ wadever.. *smile* yesterday talk was not meaningful at all. left me sleepy but he asked me to be his bestfriend. someone he can turn too and talk too.. damn. *sigh* hehe nvm. i love him as my brudder and i will always be there.. *wink*
never felt so low todae. the weather..superb. all cloudy and ready to shed its tears. nice cool weather. and dosing ma self with high quantity of Christina Aguilera emo songs. again i feel so suicidal. but no i love too many people now to just go and end my freaking fucked up life. damn.
i love kirin. i love nad. i love shiela. i love mom. i love lan. i love abang imran. i love me.
suppose to meet kirin but i cant make it. todae stay in. and sheesh forgot to wake Lan up. and cant wait to go Geylang with my baby gyal Nad on Friday. woo! *psst kirin ikot k* hehe. den can take more snapshots.
faizal keep bothering me. ex's from hell. they have no shame wen they made a fool outta themselves.
.....walking away from everything.
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/09/2004 03:24:00 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
crash of yet another plan. Reason: friends crisis with parents and also sickness.
yeah im sick. and nad couldnt make it. so yeah gotta let it crash..sumhow.
Note: apologizes to Kirin and Rezal. sorry u two. hope u have a nice day tho'.
got sick prolly of late nites. frequents hanging out. caught in the rain. had the worst Sinus yesterday nite. couldnt fall asleep besides the fact i dun sleep early... but still just couldnt get to bed. kept on sneezing and sneezing. with a piece of rag by my side all damp and full of mucus *slurp~* got up in the mawning. stretch and then feverish. mom noted of my fever but shows no sign of pitiness. LoL no la got la. somehow~
Nad crash @ my crib yesterdae after a day out with Kirin and fooling around with the digi. superb shots i took of my eye! gotta post it up soon..once the lady upload her pixies. tanks for making me have a date with Digi yesterdae. went to meet Nad after chilling @ Civics. went for Fushan and chill out while Kiwin did stuff to Nad. some make over thinggy. got tat all on video cam. haha. met someone Freaky! *shall not get into it* wanna noe go to Kirin's blog. haha~
went back home with Nad and crashed at my Crib. surf the net while me go tok to Lan da irritatin bastard. it was nice day with Nad luffing and doing shits. Yeah got lotsa stuff from 7-11 too! woot woot. damn.
the ex from hell. haha. had a view of STUPIDITY in some ex's. eg ERIC and KEN. wad can i say.. wont say much except Guys Do Mature Later Than Girls...kids.
Note to u two: Grow up for heaven sake.
surfed some really dope shit website Kirin gave me. nice pix! damn nice. surfing it till now. mom's cooking in the kitchen. asked me to take a rest. keep reminding me like 25 times to take Panadols after food. i understand. and dad dozing off. wad else can he do since he works 247. and sister on da way home i suppose. dope cell phone u got there. mebe gonna ask her tag with me tonite to catch some movies @ Cwp. not sure yet. gotta ask her tho.
yeah got my residential fone line back. woo. so less hp and less bill. so anitin people message me for my resident fone number.
forgot to wake Laughing Machine up todae. tok to him on da fone and got into a very heaty arguement about erm.. fried eggs and fishcake. keep asking me wether fishcakes can go stale. and then quiten down. sang me some songs tat made me go BERSERK. and then got into a fite again. and then calmed down and then tok shits out till 6.30am in the morning. well din wake him up so hu cares. prolly still zzzing away. haha sorry~!
orite..eventho im sick im fasting. so gotta help mom a bit.
Tanks to those hu wanna link up~! xx cheers xx
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/08/2004 01:25:00 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
still sleepy. and my eyes are semi open. just woke up. first time woke up tis late.
Reason: chit chat on the fone with fren.
serve me rite. no wonder im so sleepy after months of not doing that.
Lan is back. He is back to his ownself. Was still mad at him for wad he did not tell me and just ditching me aside the last time. yesterdae conversation was full of updates on ourselves and also apologizes. really glad he shared his story and problems with me. felt sad of wad he had to go thru. he is a really nice guy. looked out for him everytime he din come home. he looked out for me everytime i was not home early..haha. now its back to square one. again he still the same ol bastard scold me for no reason. our chat lasted 7 hours. 1am-8am. nice one.
woke up. saw mommy daddy face. rub my eyes. yawn. scratch butt (i din do tis k!) and then grab newspaper and read. sms sms friends hu sms me the nite before... eheh
kk gonna go get ready and then off to meet kirin. weee .. see ya.
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/07/2004 02:36:00 PM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
tinking: World's Greatest
sunny day. first time tis week it aint rainy out there. the sun glimmering thru my window. it felt like a saturday orite. i miss saturdays in my old house. where i wud stand at my corridor and look in front of me a HUGE HUGE space of grass patch and at the centre some attap houses. it was a wonderful view. now all i see is buncha concrete walls. back to back.
been listening to tis song by r kelly. brought some motivation in me. the lyrics awesome. so yeah gonna put tis up as my blog song now.
*awwwwww* i miss kirin baby. she miss me too. i noe she does. i tink gonna meet her anitime nex week. yey cant wait.
Nadz prolly coming to my crib todae. gonna let her update her bloggie. its been quite sumtimes.
Faizal my crappy ex from hell messaged me again. stop it. i dun wanna hear any apologizes from him. not animore. damn.
If Anibody Ask You Who I Am
Just Stand Up Tall Look Dem In The Face
And Say......
Im That Star Up In The Sky..
Im That Mountain Peak Up High..
Hey I Made It.. Im The WORLD'S GREATEST.
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/06/2004 05:13:00 PM
Friday, November 05, 2004
tinking: a faithful friend.
i need to say sumtin to someone: Abang Imran
We known each other since the first time #rasta was build. and the first time u were dissing captain holiday and supporting canobees. till the day u heard i fell in love and then outta love. and it never stopped there. u reached out and landed a pat on my shoulder and held my chin up high. din noe sumone so normal and hilarious can make me feel so glad. u were there to wipe my tears and stopping it from staining my cheeks. u seen me grew from a normal lil kid who got hurt every now and then to a lil lady who still get hurt. maybe i took your care for granted. din learn my lesson still knowing i can always turn to you. by the time i realise how disappointed you are with me each time you were still reaching out the same way u did the first time. counting its been 2 years and our friendship and the bond we had were like so new.
never fails to fill me in with life and its unfairness. never fails to make sure i understood wad im here for. never fail to gimme advice and prevent me from getting hurt in life. never fails to make sumone so prone to being hurt felt so special. never fails to make sumone hu gave up on life live on and never fails to make sumone appreciates life.
yesterday Nura made a prayer.A pray to God to send sumone hu wud love me and care for me. and then it hit me. its you. your love as sisters and brothers were there to keep me going. and your care... it kept me a step further from hurting myself day by day. i will never tank you enuff.
"gave up on love?" tis are the words u said to me tonite. Your time will come down on you. tis is wad u advice. *huggies*
with you guiding me thru 2 years of my life. u were part of my complains. my whining. the person i told u good and bad news too. u were so close but yet so far. but i noe u will always look out for me like a big brudder do. the first ting u come to Singapore later i wanna thank you. from my heart to yours. how grateful i am of you.
still remember how u tease me wen i was craving for pizza. and how i tease u wen u crave for home cooked food. haha!
A thank you is never enuff i noe. but me tanking u is never gonna compare the care u had towards me. the smile u first carved on my lips will always be there wenever u said Hi.. so please dun leave Nura alone.. not yet.. not just yet.. im still needing a friend to lean on.. and the day i spread my wing and fly is the day i will remember forever.. tanks to you.
You made me to who i am todae. a more confident and cheerful young lady.
Thank You Imran. Abang Imran. *smiles*
*huggies*
Y 11/05/2004 10:15:00 PM
tinking: You
felt better. happier. by at least 1% *smiles* well had a good lotion time yesternite. mom spread it all over my bod like some kind of a porn show. haha. nah din tink it tat way cause i was realli sick. really painful all those itching craps. damn. but im now okie. tanks mom~
lost my mood to chat. at least do anitin online. lost my interest in computer stuff. mebe mite jus leave it switched off soon enough.
watched Shark Tale.. Taxi.. pretty funny shows. watched it like some marathon tinggy. jus sat my butt in front of my pc and watched. *yey* best arh.
miss someone so bad.
surf thru my frenster. ugly tings people say about people. hmmmm. well wad can i say.. humans. im hungry arh. damn. haiz.
im moodless. shall go feed my self with more pirated movies. illegal stuff somehow make me happy. *yey*.
gotta noe tis guy.. and then found out he's married. what's up wit me and married man? enuff pls. Jasni is enuff for me oreadi. not another one. damn.
tanks people for tagging me. hehe appreaciates everything.
Kirin congrats on ur new digicam. hehe mebe one day we shall go out and snap ugly shots of me. hehe and u oso arh. haha! *smiles*
okie enuff arh. i tink i go surf some pirated movies. HERE I COME.
miss the RC Slackers. hehe *wink*
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/05/2004 11:56:00 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
tinking: *itch*
my whole body itches. im allergic to sumtin. and tis is the reaction. jus came back from the doc. damn.
Tuesday
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went out to Geylang with mommy~ wooo and fiqah and ibu oso. nice nice time to go.. not so crowded. went to eat. see stuff. woo best. so many mats and minahs. but so far okie arh. mind my own business and enjoy my day away.
Ate stuff like CharKuey stuffed with squid. Deng Deng *slurps* and my otak otak! woo.
Wednesday
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went out to town with Nadz. haha boring..but okie arh luff a lot. met Monn!he's wearing green and afro hairdo. Monn is tat u!? jus stare and we were both so unsure i tink. hehe mon i noe its u! heheh walk around. get sum stuff at taka and eat and then went back to woodlands and eat Tom Yum Chicken meal. my treat *smile so widely* and then went to chill at Dome. hehe!
nutin much. jus tat glad kiwin getting over HIM and starting a new blog aite. yey. miss kiwin.
miss shida oso tat crazee muda tuna. nadz and farz too. *waiting for time to chill together*
gonna go apply my lotion now. haiz. *sigh* its painful.
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/04/2004 05:46:00 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
babylon town..on my way... *skank skank* hehe~ weee.. dunno why i feel so elated todae. and no tat bastard is not caught yet. *_* hehe~
yesterdae went to Dome after a few days of stayin in. Told the story once again. hehe~ tanks for caring. a lil people but me shida farz and nad had fun until tat Lady Isis had to lepaskan bomb. haha muka cramp sak nak berak~! went home at 11 plus.
slept thru the nite. was sleepless at nite. keep dreaming of *him* and got so afraid. keep flashin in my mind.. all the "IF" .. lucki im alive. and then did some prayer before going to sleep peacefully. tank god.
Faizal message me. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH hu's regretting now. i told u i love but u treat me like piece of rag.. eh wait im rag lady~ haha. now u wanna apologize for messing with my bestfriend. haha u got the wrong kid boy. im 20 and ure 22 but im more way mature than u i guess. u are nutin without me. u are nutin now. and now u wanna seek forgiveness. Hell no... i wont forgive u .. ever.. *sigh*
suppose to go to town with Nadz todae. to swenson. but mom had plans. so going to geylang with family. yey~ *pray its not crowded* woo.. gonna buy OTAK OTAK translate : Brain Brain.. hehe
wooo. aidil and gf coming to chill.. sorry cant join. *mwaks* miss mr curly wurly.
To all O LEVELS TAKER.. GOOD LUCK esp Anis.. Shima..Lady Isis Shida aite.. mwaks.. my hugs and kisses to all of u. once exam over.. we are back to LEPAK and luffing out ass off..
wanna go bath now.. shiela memekak.. peace out..
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/02/2004 01:58:00 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004
hahaha. i cant stop luffing. haha. wad day out with Kiwin. stoopid people along the way. from gorgeous hunk blooper in the train.. to WHOA chinese guy banging the mannequin.. to CRAZY man kick bottle at Boat Quay.. to MARIGUANA boy. haha! damn wad a day.
stoopid people with stoopid word.. oH yar not forgettin MacDonald SUWIT cashier. *wink* hahah! lepak seh! and also the Ken SHiela SyaFiQ and Kirin Cats Drama Episodes. damn kirin ure mad kid!
had one whole day out with Kiwin baby. tok shit. tok crap. din do anitin except luff. had wonderful feast at Shaw Towers. haha. tok a lot wit her. haha. Body Odour. siak jer.. Gossip sak! haha. whoa.. she made me smile. and tanks for the Hp sweetie. still no reception lar. hehe. mwaks.
u made me smile like i never did todae. tanks k. i appreciate everytin. and tanks for sharing tings with me. never had tis kinda tok for so long. mwaks. i love u baby. *huggies* ure the best kirin.
i miss nadz and farz and shida and aidil. the rest oso. hehe wen can i see u all again~
i miss wan sunan. tok to kirin about him. i miss him. still..
Carve your wrist and spell out my name D.E.V.I.L
Y 11/01/2004 01:30:00 AM
