Saturday, January 30, 2010
since my mother asked me to blog about her.
*evil grin*
P/S: JADI MAK TAK LEH MARAH EH APER KITA BLOG!
my mak Ariza Bte Ahmad.
i think i have the coolest mom in the world.
her restrictions were never too tight or too loose.
because of that bila nak buat jahat kita pon tak sampai hati cause
she gave us enough freedom to trust us so we never took advantage.
i always tried to make her proud no matter what.
but i think the proudest moment i made for her was when i became a nurse.
SAPER TAK NAK ANAK nurse kan.
lols.
chey chey chey.
menyampah. *puji sekejap*
but as we grow older we are not the same as before we admit.
we got our own plans. our own companion. our own fun.
not like before where everything is a day with mak.
but whenever we can.. making her happy is what we want.
hehe.
mak pon ader kelakar moment gak.
when she suka ikutkan perasaan cakap dia menopaused la.
cakap dia depression la.
cakap takder orang kisah sal dia la.
i mean all mother go thru this. but actually this is just one of the days.
like when she tertinggal her gigi palsu.
when she want to put on her gigi at food court.
KECOH BEB!
macam dia sorang ader gigi palsu nak malu pakai.
haha.
that day on the bed when i was sick mak told me
"mak paling rapat dengan kau tau"
but i was busy focusing on my KAHAK haha.
but i noe. cause i noe i dun usually fite with her.
i dun usually ignore what she say.
i dun usually argue with her.. (kadang kala je la eh)
thats why she usually confide in me. hehe.
that day when she was really sick and adik was on night shift.
i was actually outside with DDie.
and then she msged me she is sick and alone.
DDie saw the msged and asked me to accompany my mom.
we were both worried if anything happened and i rushed home.
eventho sampai lambat la.
*kwang kwang kwang*
another case is when that day i was on afternoon shift ..
she messaged me that she crave for chocolate.
and she was sick.
i told her i am tired and not in the way of the shop.
but as i made my way home.. i thought.. when i crave for otak otak she will buy.
when i crave for bbq chicken she go to extend to find.
so i bought it for her.
hehehe.
TAPI SATU JE I CANNOT UNDERSTAND HER.
i really really really REALLY cannot understand her.
i cannot understand
WHY SHE TELL ME THAT DUDE? DUDEK? DEDEK? is coming to singapore?
and ask me want to come?
since when i even like this DUDIK?
hehe.
tak faham. tak faham.
k lah. gotta go.
nak gi makan.
ps : mak lau leh bayar tgok si lahabau tu sampai 60 dollar... takkan tak leh present kan lia ipod touch time bdae!? hehe.
kwang kwang kwang.
the SONG is for you and all my aunties.
i luv u.
Y 1/30/2010 12:07:00 PM
@ 12.00am
MOM asked me to blog something about her.
mak : kau tulis la pasal mak..mama kau kan suka baca...
so... what shud i blog.
my brain stopped working after the meds.
now i cant seem to have anitin to blog about.
maybe tomoro.
the entry will be all about mak.
hehe.
Y 1/29/2010 12:12:00 AM
Thursday, January 28, 2010
mood : macam lendih pekat
everything's back to normal.
kahak out of the way.
clearer lungs.
everything settled now.
thank you to the antibiotics.
and of course mak and abah for forcing me to the doctor.
penat dengar they NAGGING so i went.
and thank you HOPE CLINIC doctor for making my 1 1/2 hour wait for you worthwhile.
the meds have been making me sleep my days away.
3 days i stayed at home and had my much deserved sleep and rest.
hehe.
so now energy level dah menambah.
to this point i have not missed work at least ONCE.
yes. haha.
DDie been very busy with work.
yet to go get his referral.
soon maybe.
okay now i shall pop my colourfull pills.
puff my ventilator
and wait for the drowsiness to kick in.
till then.. much love~
Y 1/28/2010 11:29:00 PM
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
mood : macam kahak hijau.
had a sleepover at Kak Ct's place.
what a bad move.
if i have known..i wud have gone back home.
cause i fell sick the next day.
nose dripping like nobody business. macam TAP WATER man!
then went back home and developed cough.
then fever of 38.4 and sudden shortness of breath.
slept with mak and she got scared hearing me having difficulties breathing.
so
she brought me to the doctor.
nasib baik they waive off my payment under SGH scheme.
kalau tak mesti confirm mahal.
so many medicines to eat and the 2 different cough syrups!
PUNYAAAA LAAA YUCKS!~
now a bit better.
and suddenly remember that i havent shower the whole day.
now then got the strength to log in and blog.
hehe.
just ate my medicines. waiting for the drowsiness to kick in.
gotta go catch american idol with mak.
till then.. muakcs!
Y 1/27/2010 10:24:00 PM
Saturday, January 23, 2010
so i left my blog to die as i recuperate for days.
reading back my last entry.. mcm minah minah jiwang seh.
i think i was having those "FEELING FEELING" sedih at that time.
skrang dah tak.
skarang dah back to normal mode.
haha.
ANYWAY.
bila nie leh gi KL lagik.
nak holiday tapi kena save.
nak gi holiday tapi kena kerja.
nak gi holiday tapi tak boleh membazir.
just now i saw a cat resting and i told mak
"KAN BEST JADI KUCING tak FIKIR FIKIR"
then mak say
"KAU PIKIR KUCING TAK STRESS? KENA BULLY DENGAN ORANG.
KENA CARI MAKAN SENDIRI. KENA MAKAN DENGAN ANJING"
kena makan dengan anjing??
haha.
time to sleep.
need to work.
tonight sleep with mak and im not gonna enjoy it.
BECAUSE
1) sheila is sick so cannot sleep with her.
2) Mak bed very hard.
Y 1/23/2010 02:17:00 AM
mood : macam keropok basi.
sometimes things dont turn out like you wish it would.
like how much you wish you passed your exams.. but you dont.
how much you hope to get that iphone...but you dont.
wouldnt it be easy just being able to want something without obstacles.
i believe i have given so much than what i get in return.
unfair treatment.
unreasonable selfish behaviour.
i don't need all that.
why ask for something complicated when you cant even give me SIMPLE?
sometimes its worth pondering on things.
its worth thinking twice.
its worth changing minds.
sometimes i wish i have something or someone that can listen to me shout and scream.
but friends was always an issue.
im not the friend keeper type.
everyone just slip away as time goes.
telling a family will be different.
not the same.
well i guess i just gotta sleep those thoughts off.
if i do cry in my sleep..
dear "PENUNGGU" ambik tissue lembut lap kan eh?
hehehe.
goodnight.
sometimes what you wish you had isnt there.. and its not the time yet.
Y 1/17/2010 11:07:00 PM
ahhh
BAPAK KAU PEH MAK PEH NENEK PEH ANAK SEDARA PEH KAKAK
PEH MERTUA PEH SEDARA JAUH PEH ADIK ANGKAT.
today i learnt that the above phrase are
Maki Maki yang tak "berdosa"
courtesy of my aunt and mak.
anyway Abah Ishak Karim!
BUUUUUURRRRRRRPPPPPP! KENYANG MAN!
thank u!
Y 1/17/2010 02:45:00 AM
developed:
sore red teary (L) eye.
big big itch mark on face.
itchy nose.
runny nose.
constant irritating sneezing
all due to
KITTY!
im allergic to Cats after all.
but she's so cute how to resist!
Y 1/15/2010 02:28:00 AM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
ive got noting to update.
just dat..
YEY YEY ABAH ISHAK NAK BELANJA MAKAN!!!
wooohooo!
conversation of the day :
DD : nasib eh i tak pernah nampak "benda-benda" yang tak harus di nampak.
me : dorang tengok you pon dorang fikir 3 , 4 kali nak kacau ke tak nak sey!
Y 1/14/2010 02:51:00 AM
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
blogging seems a hassle now.
despite the fact no one read my blog
cept' for my 13 year old cousin who occasionally drops by.
hence the reason why i never blogged.
many stuffs happens.
both fun and forgetable. (correct o not?)
O's were out few days back.
phyQQ sadly din make it. which surprises me.
but i think everyone deserves a 2nd chance.
so i hope she does the right thing now.
work is forever macam taik.
so theres no need to say.
=)
but thank you for the promotion.
the bf have been living with Amy.
Vista Point was never in my list of places to go before i die.
and i went. so okay lah not bad lah.
many stuffs been happening. so many issues to think about.
so yea.
first month of '10 is not looking so good so far.
hopefully it gets much better real soon.
till then toodles!
Y 1/13/2010 04:16:00 AM
everything's back to normal.
