mak want to go geylang again tonight.

i hate it.

bleurgh.

anyway.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

from

nuramilia & rasidy

to all our beloved friends.family.

people who knows us.

and people we know.

harap maaf kan segala kesalahan dan dihalalkan makan minom.

hee.

spent 3/4 of the day at the salon.

watching auntie get her hair done

ddie getting his hair cut.

then bought food from pasar malam.

hang out with with zee shiela eddy fadli feek n bf.

till late.

thanks for the dinner with the family DADDY.

thanks for the HP -bf. i luv it!

thanks for the bag - ibu.

thanks for the diary -atiQah.

thanks for adidas limited edition perfume - feek.

&

huge thanks to Mummy n Mak for the gold chain with my name "amilia".

its pretty.

i ABSOLUTELY love my 24th birthday.

hee.

we had a HUGE family feast yesternite. bf choked on a fish bone.

for a while. i tot i needed to do those manuveur i learned.

but thank god makcik makan got a better and faster traditional way.

TELAN NASI KEMPAL.

kempal. sounds vulgar.

but it helps.

and bf did not die.

so i salute the KEMPALAN OF NASI METHOD.

kempal.kempalan.

kempalan sia.

k tats a new word.

lol.

then we went to Geylang.

intially i wanted to get sumtin but din.

we ended up getting lost.

me n bf always end up at different end from my family.

but we had fun.

ate sahur.

daddy send bf first.

then we went home at 5am.

sampai rumah check time dah subuh ke lom then BELOM!

lekas lekas minom air babe!.

hee.

today so many cleaning need to do.

hee.

dear allah,

thanks for blessing me with a pair of COOL parents.

for giving me a wonderful family and their endless love n support.

for getting me where i am today.

for blessing me with wonderful FRIENDS (yayangs!)

and a very temperamental,anger problem,but still-loveable BF.

i cudnt and wudnt ask for more.

thank u.

initially wanted to get zie.ifah.lela kad raya.

then bf said..antar je ah kat friendster.

lolx.

yey.

nak raya.

bf kept buying those irritating party poppers and popping it under the VD.

irritating sial.

hee.

20.09.2008

bf fetch'd me from work.
got dinner at pasar malam then proceed to my home.
to buka.
and
to paint my sister bedroom.
hee.
so dad showed bf how to mix paint.
consistency.
all kind of craps.
initially i wanted to SLEEP while he paint.
but due to his constant whining and nagging for me to help.
i ended up PAINTING with him.
later on in the evening, fadli (sis fiance) came to help.
3 to paint a room.
LoLx.
dad kept on laughing. nervous laugh.
mak was speechless.
watched VCD with mak and them.
it was fun.
pictures!

the beginning. (mak n bf)



BOB the painter


my ART piece.


the dudes.(they kept on smoking in the air-conned room)


its PINK like PIG.


urgh. i hate it.

22.09.2008

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO ME!
oooohhh.
hee.

thanks for all the wishes via sms-es.
BF for being the first to wish me and the longest msg ever!
followed by my lovely MAK.
and YAYANG!
hee.
thanks to all the others too.
AT WORK:
thanks for all the gifts and wishes.
hee.
i luv my rehab people!
pictures!

the GIFTS.
POLAR CAKE: Patient n family.
CAREBEAR n MUFFINS(Prima Deli): SSN YEO n REHAB.
FERRERO ROCHER: Patient n family.
BLUE D.I.Y CARD n SECRET RECIPE CAKE: my YAYANGS.(zie.ifah.lela)
YELLOW D.I.Y CARD n MINI SMILEY FRAME: NYP YEAR 1 STUDENT SERLING.
hee.
thank you.


the entire gift(s).



from the lovely people.


from YAYANGS.


so excited.
i've yet to have a proper celebration with bf.family n sis.
so cant wait for 27th.
hee.

ifah.zie.lela:
hopefully we can meet on sunday since zie is the only one having probs with shift.

ooh. i love u kids.



thank you JOAN HENDRIKS for the photo edit website.
im such a sucker when it comes to editing of photos.
tanks JAGGI for the old website.
i love it.

gosh.

chatted with Lela.

from blogging.

from sleeping to carpets to angmoh's carpetted toilet.

from being airpork boss to how much she wish she was a boss.

no point kind of chat.

it was endless till she have to go and berak.

>.<

lol.

u never fail to amuse me la babe.

initially we (yayang me n zizie) wanted to break fast at LELA's house.

and we were so x-cited to cook and stuff till we realise.

bleurgh.

tak best.

lolx.

oh i miss aidil and aniQ anyway.

aidil dah macam baby michael jackson

susah nak kasi kita tengok sia.

my bdae coming.

yeap.

a year older and not a bit wiser.

but im more helpful and totful.

tat's enuff.

^_^

mom planned my post birthday dinner since im working on my birthday.

YES.

ward 64 dun give a damn if its YOUR BIRTHDAY.

lol.

so yeah.. lap pantat pon lap pantat laaa..

the end.

27 more days.
my YAYANG leaving.

to advance dip.
bleurgh.

today someone @ work ask me
"what you want to achieve being in this ward?"
i said : A GREEN BADGE.
lol.
stupid.
macam betul.

today i wrote this phrase :
FRIENDS wont bring me anywhere.
someone replied:
MADNURSE:
BUT THIS FREN WILL BRING YOU SOMEWHERE.
hee.
n i agree.
i love u girls.
real bad.

the end.

i miss out Nad's bdae bash.

sorry Naddy.

sorry to many people.

-_-''

i cut a patient's hair.

i gave him a wallet.

im a satisfied nurse today.

looking forward for my birthday.

yey.

and oh yeah

im so thrilled that i do not need to go A SIDE.

*shriek*

cause i love Rehab.

awwww.

0230am.

ive decided to dedicate this entry to..

the BEST person i've met for a short time.

dear yayang.

how we scare ourself with YAYANG pix.

anyway.

that day when you were so anxious about ur Ad.Dip results.

i was there to see your excited anxious face.

how we planned so many ways to find out bout your results.

to no avail.

how you acted so cool but deep down i know you were excited like FUCK.

lol.

when i reached home..i remembered how anxious i was for you.

i msged you in the middle of the night that i prayed for you.

and i told you..you will get it no matter what.

and i did. i prayed. i prayed so hard. harder than i've ever prayed.

the next day i never got to see you.

when i saw you stand in front of me with your SMILING face.. looking at me..

i knew it. i knew you got it.

you teared. i joked about it.

but.. i so wanna yell out!!. lolx.

i got home. i suddenly thought of so many things.

im sad that you got it BUT i wasnt so selfish.

i was proud of you. that you din give up trying.

and im happy for you yayang.

-first zizie. now my bestfriend leaving the ward.

-how lonely riding home after pm shift gonna be.

-no more endless 911 rides.

-how lame not seeing your foolish character at work.

-no one to talk about how dumb bf's are.

-no super pack showering staff.

but i want to thank you for your best friendship all this while.

for worrying everytime we never talk.

for worrying everytime i was down.

for making my days in rehab livelier than it ever was.

for your pure and sincere FRIENDSHIP.

eventhough we might not be in the same ward. i hope we still be as close as we use too. like how you said just now.. you will make it a point to go home with me everytime we are on the same shift. hee.

i hope you excel in your advance dip. and like you say .. achieve a merit.

oright?

like i will say to you..if you need me..im just a block, a level, a ward away.

^_^

good luck my bestest best friend.

im blessed to have you as a friend.

eventhough its a short time.

love.

nad's birthday is coming.

saturday is a date.

mine's too.

bf..happy working while i sleep.

take care people.

i haf a crazy bf.

a crazy bunch of FRIENDS.

argh.

thanks for the karaoke session. and the nex time we can jus put the mic away.

since everyone is singing EVERYTHING together.

and

bf. Amy. Fida. Nana.

for jumping and ruining the sofas.

bf n friends.

for spilling water all over the place.

for being the noisest crowd in the whole place.

hee.

special tanks to NANA : for the endless ride home for the past one week. WOO.

so no more ESSO.

cause i tink the ESSO mat oso scared of us.

THANKS TO NAD.NANA.AMY.FIDA.ZAI.ANI and mastermind BF :

for giving me 48 hours of MIGRAINE!

n lastly..

i wont sell away my bf like i said before.

he's too cool to be sold off.

\o/

oo my bf perfect morning wake up call oo

------------------------------------------------------------------------

me: helo? *jus woke up from sleep*

bf: eh LU tau kenapa wa sayang lu tak beb?

me: ah?

bf: pasal wa punya hati lu sudah letak LOCK ah beb!

me: ah?

bf: k bye baby.. sahur la..

-end-

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din i say he was cool. -_-'

jus came back.

went rounding with Nana n Nad n Bf.

nad,

as i was sitting at the back.

i realise how it reminds me of US seeing u n nana.

it saddens me that we were so stupid to end our years of friendships.

over some stuff that have no meaning in the end.

i miss the ol' times.

the times we spend endless nites.

degil sesama. nangis sesama. ketawa sesama. lepak sesama.

ur home. my home.

i wish we were best of friends again.

but im okay with things now.

really.

just hope this time. me u n nana can be friends many years to come.

insyallah.

many more days to my Birthday.

a year older means nothing.

suddenly i miss a lot of people.

my shining stars.

how come we are so far apart despite being in the same ward.

how come i cant get daily dosage of nonsense from u guys nowadays.

damn those rosters.

i miss u babes. ifah lela n zie.

^_^

BF,

thanks for being the most encouraging supportive person.

thanks for having my back all this while.

thanks for saying that you are blessed to have me.

i shall sleep now.

ps: nana hope u had enough dose of the ESSO GUY today. hee.

tc lovely people

Nurzarifah Mustapha.

Nurlela Ahmad.

Noorshazila Halifi.

seriously.

hang out soon? date me to BUKA hor.

is my least favourite hobby.

if it was ranging from my 1 - 10 favourites..

i wud rate it as 11.

yes. TAT BAD.

cause i can't sing.

even if i can im too shy to. =^_^=

shy hor.

so went anyway

Me n DD.

Nad n boy friend, Fir. (giggles)

Diyana.

Hailmy n Fidah.

i shall not get into detail. at the end of the day i was so MIGRAIN-ED.

haa.

superly funny.

with amy cudnt stop "para penonton".

but. it was fun.

next outing NAD?

mom asked me to go to the ZOO on PUASA day as she got free tix.

bagus. *claps hand* mak yang paling HOT.

i MISS MISS MANY MANY my sweet ladies. Ifah. Zie n Lela.

selamat berpuasa sumer!