been sometime since i last updated.
wah. never tot i was tat busy.
hee.

aniwae(s) heres the update.

SUNDAY:
i woke up like 1 hour earlier then i was suppose to wake up.
been up the whole night ironing the costumes for the Perdana.
so i had a little late night tok with DDie till like 2 am and then i went to sleep.
woke up the first ting i did was to call him. HE DIN WAKE UP.
i panic.
so i got all tings packed and called him again. tis time he just woke up.
so took a bus to M.P.
haf a little morning argument with him cause of time. hee.
hail a cab and we went to Kampung Ubi CC. the rest were there. we were the star.
chey. wuaha.

skali I FORGOT MY IC. in every competition u need ur ic for verification of identity.
for those playing for the competition.
but luck was on my side..they need the ic for the non-malays only.
so got my hair done.. then we were assigned a room.
so ya. went to our room. then siap siap. then rehearse..
then Si Anak Seni was outside our room getting ready to perform.
after them is US. so we said our good lucks. everyting. prayed and waited.
wen ANAK SENI was performing we were ushered at the back stage.
the whole CC was packed.
worst than the HIPHOP gig i went at Woodlands CC.
people sitting filling up the space. standing cause no seats. standing on the second floor.
everywhere!!!!! argh.
then the next ting we know we're up!..
i tink we did really really well.. we were really loud.
so after finish perform.. lekas lekas go change then went to enter the CC to watch our two other group.
Keris and Harapan.
DDie performed really well. im impressed. well done.
saw talib and wanted to say our hi's but kept a distance.

so 5.30pm then the whole event finish. out of the 22 team performed.. 15 were chosen to go
to the semi finals.
here are the team:

Si Anak Seni
Kelana Purba
Hulubalang
Panjy
Jalan Bunga Ampai
Ching Ching Ching
Makyong Kedek
Wahana Deksu
BaLQis
MYK
Harapan
Neng Nyno
Keris
Durbar Dua
Andika

YES WE MADE IT THROUGH. all three teams. weird eh?
event he Emcee was saying " ni pelik tapi syukur alhamdulillah.." on the mic. haa.
so went back home then i fell badly sick.
fever plus sore throat plus flu.
i lost my voice badly.
those who met me shud noe. haa.

so its rest time for us. but will be back to training real soon.
moving out of RC going to a CC now. still pending.
so yeah. will get ready for Semi's soon. yey.
good luck to the rest.

DDie bought me the PUMA bag i wanted.
its black and white. hee since he knew i liked black and he liked white.
so yeah new bag. he bought me the Adidas Perfume tat i wanted so much oso.
so surprised.
yey.

so im tired now.

i dunno wether its me or us. but we are getting much much closer now.
hope our love last.
love u Mr DDie.

Y 4/26/2006 10:59:00 PM

wad a day.
went to my ex-sec skool central outdoor marching band competition.
so many schools sia.. during my time the max was like 6 ..
now they got 9. power sia.
went with Shiela and Bf. Russ. and my bestie Reduan.
then meet the rest there. EVERYONE seems so different.
time skola band dulu sumer selengeh selekeh.
skarang dah macam kakak kakak. ader cam makcik makcik siak.
LoL.
then 2 band got gold.
Deyi Band (YEY).. Bowen Band and Tanjong Katong Band..
got the " GOLD WITH HONOURS " award.
these three band will compete 1/07 for the
BEST BAND AWARD. good luck people.

came to practise todae late.
very late. bout half hour late.
cause got caught in a jam.
then todae selection for the competition.
i made it thruu!! so does shida.. yey.
tomoro the big day.
hope i dun screw up. please.
*prays*
spent 2 hours ironing the uniform (plus ddie nye).
tired.

met a few of the dome kids at interchange.
Tsun. Ejat. Wan Birdy. Firwan and Akeem.
they shouted my name abeh at first tak nampak.
skali recognise Tsun. baru nampak. wuaha.
they told me bout P6.
congrats Keem. and the rest.
*smiles*

he called. asking me to sleep.
tok to him for a while. then gedebak gedebuk
we got a REALLY early day tomoro. damn sia.
wish us luck k.
Harapan. BaLQis. Keris.
Keris Movement.
al-fatehah.

numero uno & ddie m.p

Y 4/23/2006 01:53:00 AM

life is unpredictable.
very unpredictable.
DDie's cousin just passed away @ the age of 29.
leaving behind his whole family and his fiancee.
real tragic.

so went to Dikir last practise.
then got the fone call.
rushed to SGH.
real sad view but dah takdir.
DDie cried cause it was his close cousin.
but he's cool now.. i hope.
he's over at their house so i hope he's okay.

finally.. a blessing in disguise(according to DDie la)
i lost my lip stud. NOT THE BALL but the stud itself.
i dunno wad happen. one minute its on the table and then its gone.
damn. but i dun care. cause im sick of it oreadi.
planned to take it out oso.
hee.

Dikir was really tuff. selection tomoro.
*prays*
HOT STUFF SIAL. all tix gone.
and its only saringan. not Semi's or Finals seh.
rabak seh. HOW MANY PEOPLE seh gonna be there?
argh.
tomoro my ex-sec school outdoor band competition.
nex day my dikir comp.
argh. so the very adrenaline rush sia.
haa.
Please god... please let it goes by smoothly.

aniwae im suppose to be asleep now.
but im worried for him.

to Ayangz:
im glad i was there with you. im glad you said that lucky it wasnt me or any of ur family.
im glad that you finally realise how short life can be.
of course im sad of what happened but you gotta be strong k.
i love you more than i can love anione else..except my mom la.. but
let tis be an eye- opener k. remember i told u not to take tings for granted animore?
jus hang in there k.
im sorry i gotta go home and not company u but i see you tomoro k sayang?
hope u rest well.
say tanks to ur mom for being concern about me.
i love u Rasidy.

to all blog-sters
harap dapat sedekah kan al-fatehah to si arwah.
al-fatehah.
amin.

another rainy day gone by.

Y 4/22/2006 04:10:00 AM

i feel like watching movies.
Take the lead and Hostel.
but.... nvm.

YEAH! finally 3 day off for me.
wee.
very tired. but DDie surprised me todae.
he fetched me suddenly. i was shock.
we ate b'fast and he sent me home.
then dah bis. im suppose to sleep now but ive decided to blog.

i read tis book bout' a 14 year old kid.
she got the HIV disease after her "boyfriend" had sex with her.
he left her jus like tat after tat.
got me really scared.
not that i have AIDS or wad.. but..
imagine.. ure like 14 and dying.
how sad.
seriously. sigh.
she's dead aniwae. she died 12th April 2000 at the age of 16.
sad sad ting.

so todae i got dikir practise.
final two practise.
today's the selection.
hope i make it thru.
wish me luck~

oh. i miss DDie now. eventho we just met.
its different for tis whole month.
he really showered me lotsa care and love.
he seems so different.
we never even argue once.
i feel so happy. argh. haa dunno why.
maybe because he's acting so strange.
but wadever it is.. i love him. *smiles*
meeting him later.. cant wait.

i tink i gotta go get some sleep.
im really so sleepy like hell.
weee.

goodnight kids.

Y 4/21/2006 11:04:00 AM

Pertandingan Dikir Barat Nasional Mega Perdana VII 2006

Tarikh : Ahad , 23 April 2006
Tempat : Kamping Ubi CC
Masa : 11 pagi
Ticket : $10/-

Kumpulan-Kumpulan Mega Perdana VII 2006

01 - Jalan Bunga Rampai
02 - Andika
03 - Dendang Mutiara
04 - Hikayat Putera Emas REPORTING TIME : 0945 am
05 - Si Anak Seni
06 - BaLQis

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07 - Cucu Datuk Merah
08 - Harapan
09 - Keris REPORTING TIME : 1045am
10 - Tumpat
11 - Panjy

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12 - Wawasan Nelayan II
13 - Hulubalang
14 - MYK
15 - Neng Nyno REPORTING TIME : 1245pm
16 - Tanjak Taulan
17 - Makyong Kedek

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18 - Evaluna
19 - Wahana Deksu
20 - Kelana Purba REPORTING TIME : 1345pm
21 - Ching Ching Ching
22 - Durbar Dua

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* Please follow the reporting time accordingly. Be Punctual !
* No form of Audio, Video or Photography allowed..
* Those found with recording equipment will be confiscated
* No Smoking throughout the competition in CC vicinity - ( WAHHHH KANASAI )
* Please complete your registration form before reporting

House Rule:

1. Registration
2. Changing Room - 2nd Floor
3. Proceed to Holding Area - 3rd Floor
4. Waiting for performance

Tahniah kepada semua kumpulan-kumpulan. Selamat Bertanding.

Y 4/18/2006 04:51:00 PM

Happy birthday daddy cool... dah tua seh bapak aku.

7 more days to Mega Perdana Dikir Barat.
yeap. finally.
let's get it over and done with.
enuff of late nite training.
late nite coming home.
yeeee...

been having back to back practises. good ting is DDie is in Harapan.
so i get to go training with him.
hee.
so everyday after practise he will come and hug me and start whining.
"by..pantat sakit.. perot sakit.. tangan sakit.. tekak sakit.. kaki sakit.. sumer sakittt.."
i will be like patting his head.. then he will whine and whine.. haa.
cam dak kecik.
todae he lost his voice. so he din tok much to me.
haa.
Ayang.. i noe ure afraid of WWN2 gonna bring u down.. but jus ignore k.
jus do ur best. i wanna see u proudly on top of the stage k.
love u. hee

aku penat. seriously.l

so dah tu jer. dah bis. i will update next after perdana.

Doa-Doa Keris Movement (BaLQis.Harapan.Keris) get to go thru saringan.
amin.

nite.

numero uno & ddie m.p

Y 4/17/2006 12:06:00 AM

time really pass by damn fast.
dah nak dekat May.
wow.

okie. so went to dikir. DDie first training but he did it.
he got everytin.
first time BaLQis is partially complete.
alot turned up. hee.
so left like few more days before saringan.
all the best.

DDie followed me to see atok at TTSH.
poor ting.
then gedebak gedebuk.
we went home.

tomoro gonna go there again then to dikir in the afternoon.

tats all.

im very disappointed of wad u did.
u lied to me. after so much persuasion u told me the truth.
noting hurt me so much then wad u told me.
but i jus let it by pass me.
you promised u wont do it again..
im holding on to ur promises....
watching u...

the end.

numero uno & ddie m.p

Y 4/12/2006 11:36:00 PM

to farz :
seriously shut up.
nak berbual depan tak mo tag k?
but then again. malas. perkara bodoh.

Lela is pregnant. Zila is a farter. Sumone stole Zai's drink.
kecoh siak. haa.

okie i din go to my dikir practise. cause i overslept. and ddie is being temperamental.
dia menses agaknyer.
bodoh.
hee.

so okie i wan to sleep. suppose to meet ddie todae to go Harapan Practise but he is very tired. so do i. so dah.. tak jadi pegi.
hee.

saper nak tix to Mega Perdana 2006 @ 10 bucks each please call me or msg me ok?

numero uno & ddie m.p

Y 4/09/2006 03:51:00 PM

todae was the most coolest day at work.
i did practically noting.
and it was at the part of the ward tat i hate.
A CLASS SIDE.
but good sial gedebak gedebuk dah balik time.
then ddie fetched me at work.

i and ddie have tis tendency to watch movies that we have no review on.
its like suspend gitukan. tak tau cita dia aper teros tengok.
so the latest we watched was "13th District"
cool sial.
if u like parkour and guns. tis is the show.
the 10th movie to mark our 10th month.
woo.
i was moody.
sorry mr ddie.

to ayie :
sorry la bro. but i dun tink i like the idea of an outing with u guys.
ddie tak nak ah.
cause of wad happen.
nanti people assume again that we trying to "FIT" in.
its pathetic to us ah.
we can forget but never forgive that person.
thank him/her for tis aite?

ok dikir tomoro.
jangan lupa bawak duit eh kanak-kanak.
see u tomoro @ 6pm.
nad fax aku kalau kau nak gi ngan aku.
*wink*

im dead tired.

sleepy sial.

k bye.

cant wait for my new fone ddie gonna get for me.
yipee.

Y 4/08/2006 12:09:00 AM

sumhow the word bitch annoys me.
very much.
dun call sumone's a bitch.
seriously. it reflects back on u or whoever lar.
suddenly i feel so annoyed by tis word.
*smiles*
no hard feelings.

dikir. change song again. but tis time i really like the song.
so high sial. kanasai siak. but i like. i can scream my heart out.
so met nad and went there.. meet shidah there.
then shidah was really mad about the whole Authorised tinggy.
i dunnoe any shit so i dun give a fuck.
hee.

okie a fuck up day. i woke up at 4.30am.
reached work at 630am. to only realise that i work in the afternoon.
damn.
so i went to call Ayangz. and he brought me home.
he made me comfortable and i slept.
cannot sleep well cause his bro keep walking up and down. bising.
hee. then woke up at 12 then i went to work.

todae marks another 10th month of being together.
im sorry for hurting you the last time.
im sorry i doubted you.
im sorry i make u wait for me outside the toilet.
im sorry i scolded you when i was in a foul mood.
im sorry i scolded you babi.
im sorry i troubled you everyday with my complains.

thank you...
for teaching me life.
for bringing me and letting me be part of your life.
for kissing my forehead every day.
for keeping calm and still treat me nice during our fights.
for choosing me over you best friend.
for every single minute you spend on me.
for your money.
for your time.
for your life.
for your heart.

i love u Rasidy. *smiles*
you sounded so sleepy but still called to wish me.
hee.
heart u like no other.

i gotta go sleep oreadi.
meeting him tomoro. yey.
i got work. argh.

i LOVE you.

ex dikir practise : saturdae bawak 17 dollars k.

numero uno & dd-ie m.p

Y 4/06/2006 12:19:00 AM

tired sial.
okie tis time i really mean it.
IM REALLY REALLY REALLY TIRED.
i am...

so i ended my nite smoothly. no extra work. no extra nags.
met DDie. met him @ New Park. wahey i din lost my way!
then he bring me to breakfast. my eyes were halfway glued together.
then he make me sit and watch he work his over time.
i slept. the aircon sejuk okie~!
then we went off.

then go his rumah. change. bath. letak ubat ketiak. set hair.
i touch up make up. then go Bugis...intentionally to there but we missed the stop.
stoopidos. i fell asleep. he's busy looking @ chiq's butt. tats wad i accused him of.
for missing our stop tat is.
then we decided to go to Plaza Singapura.
OKIE I HATE CROWDS OKIE.
the damn Ari Wibowo issit his name? decided to come to to PS jus as i was about to go there.
damn.
then i tink half a million of singaporeans were dere.
standing on tables. on chairs. in the hot sun. sweaty armpits all around me.
masam smell surrounds me. people with payung.
EVERYTHING SIAL!
i never felt better wen i reached PS itself. ahhh.
then we watch ICE AGE 2.
i fought with him cause he shouted at me.
but then he really cool. i merajok buruk siak.
i went to the toilet and refuse to come out. i cried la. cause i lose in the fite.
then he msg msg kol kol pleading.. haa. jahat eh?
then he say he sorry for like 150times.
then 55 mins and 25secs later i came out.
he was sitting on the floor rite outside the female toilet.
no guards arh at PS?
i love him. i hugged him and we live happily every after.
then he cry cause he say he tot i was not gonna forgive him.
silly rite. bet u din noe DDie can cry rite!!!! haa. he adik adik la. haa.

then watch. then we sat at Istana park. i love that place!
then gedebak gedebuk we went to chill till morning.
then gedebak gedebik we went to watch another movie the nex day.
RUNNING SCARED. R21.
i feel so adult.
nice nice nice ABSOLUTELY nice show. din noe wad the show was about.
BUT IT WAS WORTH IT.
hee.
then went home.
the end.

suppose to call him now but later la.

okie STUPID. i lost my fone. my beautiful and packed of pics 7610.
damn.
*sobs* but u guys can still call me. i got spare fone.
DDie promise to buy me another fone wen he receive his progress money.
after i sulked and cursed the whole day.
so yeah kena tunggu la.

i enrolled myself into agama klass k.
i want to repent. (is tat the correct word?)
i smoke less. cause i wanna live a lil bit longer.
and im dieting cause i wan to be a Power Ranger.
and i dun wanna die FAT.

okei dah bis.
penat type panjang panjang.
dikir besok. malas pon ader.

k bye.

oh yeah..Nad scandal. she got 3rd bf.
im still second tho.
hee. DDie wud looooooooooooooooooove ur 3rd BF. haa

Y 4/04/2006 01:08:00 AM