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Saturday, December 31, 2005



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happy new year. *yey*

rough road. rough life. new chapters unfolding. now its gone.

tankew '05:
for letting me get a job.
for my first hp.
first mp3 player.
CDS kids.
bad birthday.
Mr Monster. *loves*
promotions.
money.
family.

everytin... but now its '06.. a brand new year. brand new chapter. brand new shits. hope it's better. Yeap yeap.

Happy New Year kiddos. and u monster.

Happy Countdown!

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Y 12/31/2005 05:49:00 PM


Tuesday, December 27, 2005



soooooooooo long sia never update. wow. impressive.

i dunno where to start now. well.. been going out.. chilling.. arguing.. working.. slumbering.. tats all? hee.

East Coast:
went with the kids to ecp. great. had fun trapping water. tanks to the Trappers. haa. then never stayed overnite.. went home at 2am then monster din wanna go home. so we went to 7-11 got sumtin to munch and he bought me Winnie Da Pooh!!!! weeeeeeee.... hee now i got Tigger.. Eyeore.. and WINNIE. weee so many. left piglet. *smiles*.. i <3 u ayang.

notin much to update lar. din have ani plans tonite so mite be miting monster. now he keeps calling me for the time. i gotta wait cause my mommy bdae todae and i need to surprise her tonite. so gotta wait till she comes home. argh. where is she! argh. heahea.

aniwae.. gotta run..
Happi Birthday Kel Mak Wok..
Happi Birthday Mommy Ariza..
Happi Birthday December Babies.

mwaks to all.

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Y 12/27/2005 03:13:00 PM


Thursday, December 22, 2005



Nisuckkel'sdick poser siak. sleep! haa.

its been okie for me. fine with love. fine with friends. fine with family. finally accepting everything. *smiles*

Niz sleeping over at my house for now. she like tortoise arh.. changing house. dope! haa. siak siak. crazy lar she. we take turns using comforter. one day i use blankie then another day i use comforter. todae she using comforter. then she sleep oreadi. poser siak.! hee.
i heart u.

so went shopping. bought clothes! yeap yeap. wee.

friday going to ECP for bbq. double yea~

gotta sleep arh.. tomoro Nisuckeldick need to go buy BBQ stuffs then i need to go meet monster to buy somemore stuffs. so i wanna zzz. hee.

i love u kids.

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Y 12/22/2005 03:31:00 AM


Friday, December 16, 2005



so now i gotta blog ..keeping people's feeling in mind. hmmmx.

so gotta strike out the "my blog, my say concept" ey? hee.

wadever la.

sorrie if i caused ani hard feelings amongst u guys. din tot that such simple sentence cud cause such spark of anger from the three of u. hmmx. i wud say i dun care of wad every single one of u tink or feel or etc.. but looking and giving tots of wad monster said so i decide to jus give everythin a fuck it. *lucky i love u* hee.

so blah blah. now bored sia.notin to blog since gotta mind wad i type.

dum dee dum.

oo went to meet Lynn .. baby and SJ. woo. he is cute lar that small baby. hee.

meeting monster tomoro. gonna be a big impact of an event for me. i wish everytin goes well.. i jus wanna see him smile. *prays*

him:
tankew for accompanying me and trying to smile eventhough u were so so so sleepy. u mean so much to me. without u i wont noe how to go along all tis alone. tanks for being there. i love u and i really mean it k. *smiles*.. ure my mr wonderland. muaks.

so i sleep.

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Y 12/16/2005 12:14:00 AM


Wednesday, December 14, 2005



finally..ive done my task that i was 'pose to do few weeks back.. clean up my room.
OH i can see the floor now. yeap yeap! *smiles proudly*

aniwae.. i was sleeping w/o ani dreams yesternite.. damn.. but then again monster woke me up again and again. bah~ so my sleep was cut short. woke up.. took the fone and tok to him and started cleaning up. woo!!! ive made it.

so going out again todae..meetin Monster and da kids.

watched Faces of Death finally with Mommy. waaaa i was covering half of my face with my pillow while mom was covering her eyes with her hands. haha. argh they were all gruesome flicks. how u guys even watch this kinda shows? argh. and im hungry but the tot of squashed brains... popped eyes... dangling guts...intestines... *bleurgh* ahhh *sick*

im sorry for the entry the nite before. din mean wadever i say. i decide to lead a life where my gf's and monster exist. free of hyprocrisy..backstabbing..make love not war. *winks*

*taps dada shoulder* i missed u..dun u miss me? hmmm~

so now gonna go prepare. i wanna eat sumtin. im a hypo-ster. forever hypo. even after a huge meal. so peace \/

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Y 12/14/2005 04:34:00 PM



im so lost. i dunno wad to blog.

why are people stupid. im not going to discreet my words todae. cause i feel very irritated. by everytin. so i jus gonna let my irritation out. dammit.

FOR some goddamn sake..dun hide the truth. dun pretend ure the good one.. the good non-flirtish boy? i hardly noe u but ... sheesh~ why are u tryin so hard to be everyone's pal? issit so hard for u to jus fess up? why after the confrontation frm ur gf u still says it was MY friend that msged u everytin? ure irritatin. arent u even appreaciative u got her? sheesh~
i duno wad to sae.. hopeless people.
hyprocrisy never existed amongst us. it jus revolves around u people. u guys noe hu u are. mebe wad farz blogged is true. applications still open for Valentia Phlow...go sign up. sad sad. *shakes head*

but wadever it is.. i got better problems to solve. i got tings between me and my monster to straighten out. it feels better than tinkin about others. hee.

i still love my gf's tho. we shall be in our own world. *smiles*

i fought again with hym.. its not my fault dis time eventho most of the tyme is was cause of me.. but.. now its not me.. but it ended well.. no matter wad monster i still heart u like i use to k. *winks* mwaks. deep deep heart u sia..

i tink i wanna sleep. i got a loooong day tomoro.. need to clean up my room. sheesh~ damn.

shuddup for once k kids? try to live a life on ur own instead being in other people's shadow. *winkwink*

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farz? sheesha? mebe? *rubs hands*

Y 12/14/2005 02:56:00 AM


Saturday, December 10, 2005



im suppose to be sleeping. im not gonna have enuff energy to work tomoro. damn.

Farz. haha. crazy short fart.. yes yes *nods* i like hayabusa. but dun need to dedicate the pic to me rite.. hahaha. dedicate the bike can oreadi~ *smiles* xiexie nie.

an irritatin bastos jus called me with the name USOP? since wen i have a name usop. hmmx then say i webcammed with him before. WAIT. yes i webcam but onli with Dannie. hmmx saper lak si deknie. so cut it short i jus went i dunno u and hung up the fone. argh. irritatin. hee.

@ last i get to wake up with u by my side. looking down on me. pattin me to sleep. it feels so rite the situation rite now. at the same time it felt so fast. hmmx. i love u and i will always do.
monster. *rarr rarr*

so i shall sleep. aniwae i lost my ic. and i lost my keys. so yeah reallllly bad day. *sigh* wad a fuck up life. damn.

cant wait for bonus. *rub hands together*
redha still sucks. and haikal like to fitnah sia!

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Y 12/10/2005 11:34:00 PM


Thursday, December 08, 2005



cherished

ive not been blogging. argh. why? lazy. *nods head*

so another endless of nite shift gone by.. yipee. suppose to sleep now but then again.. i cant sleep. so jus feel like blogging. *smiles*

jus turn 6 a few days back for me and monster. hee. and still going on strong.

took the train to work with monster the other day. was toking with him wen suddenli sometin distracted me away from him. there he was sitting rite across the cabin. staring back at me. shock? surprised? i coudnt explain how i felt. it feels so long ago. ol' memories keeps flashing back at me. those lies. those moments. i saw Lan. after so long. i saw him again. .. with his kid. *sigh* .. why mus he lie to me.. jus as i was about to sigh and ponder.. i fell back to reality. wrapping his arm me.. monster was there.. i jus look away and lay my head down on monster. shut my eyes close not wanting to see him again. jus hope he be okie. *smiles*

read my old history. my old entries. i sure sucks at love eh? haa. glad i found the one person that can make me cry and then luff at the nex minute. a person who wonders how my behaviour will be wen im pregnant. a person who already plans for marriage. a person who sacrifice time for me. i *heart* u monster. hee. no more sucky love. no more looking back to old entries. hee.

got party on friday. dun feel like going sia. haiz.

i miss monster. meeting him later on. weee.

i miss my gf's. i miss nadz barney eyes. i miss farz irritatin blurness. i miss niz!
eh farz ur entry sucks sia. wad big butt~ siaoness. wuaha. i heart u.

so that's about it for my entry. the end.

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Y 12/08/2005 10:02:00 AM


Monday, December 05, 2005



soul rebel

redha sucks. i dunno why. haa.

i still feel sleepy. yesterdae Shiela paid my cab fare home. aha. then chill with her and the rest. then Mon and skimmers co. came by. tok tok and then tired we went home.haa. Mon Mabok Eh!!!! *shakes head* *giggles*

work is okie. i like my next week schedule. weee. many off. many days to rest. many days to see my monster and the cds kids. haa. only no $$. haa.

im lazy to blog.

zzzz.

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Y 12/05/2005 02:08:00 PM


Friday, December 02, 2005



i loved u in silence

i realise im an irritant. major wake up call for me.

spent the nite away with *him* like i use to a few weeks back. i feel so close to u.
be it argues. be it fites. be it cries or laughter.. u mean so much to me.
the promises you made. the promises we made.. its finally showing.
both of us goshing at the fact we're hitting the big Six-ers.
we tot we were never meant to be.. haa.

tankew..for showing me life. tankew..for making me realise life does not revolves around me.
tankew.. for rushing to be with me. tankew..for patting me to sleep. tankew.. for buyin stoopid stuff eventho i din actually want them. tankew..for sharing ur cigarettes and givin me the last stick even tho u crave for it. every single small ting u did.. i really heart u.
u were wrong wen u feel tat i dun treasure u. and im glad u say that we both need each other.

...dum dee..
so read pharz blog. i like the knock knock part. wuaha. farnie short fart lar she.
Oi makcik takmo ponteng-ponteng kerja lar!!! grrr hee

im not gonna comment on wadever she typed. i find it dope onli. *whistle away*

i miss nisak.

i miss my gf's eventho i jus meet u guys. haa.

i love the kids. eventho Babi and Kel sucks.

Kel will burn in hell. he buat fitnah melampau~ haa.

other than that.. im tired..

pssst: *whispers* i love u dd m.p

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Y 12/02/2005 01:46:00 AM



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