"nura oh nura why are u so temperamental"...
sigh. i get so pissed off at small tings nowadays.
gila kot.
nak mati kot.
dah nak mampos kot.
everything is a possibility.
kwang kwang kwang.

tis is the WORST nite ive ever done.
i feel so tired sial. so sleepy sial. so letargic.
fuck sial. seriously.
then everytime DDie call me i grumble.
i sound so pathetic.
but cute la.

then went home i made my way to Far East Plaza to meet DDie.
supposingly HE come and meet ME. but then he need to stay back.
so i made my way..tired but sacrifice.
then he wanna treat me Burger King but i dun wan.
then he brought me to eat at a hawker centre.
then i told him wether he had any idea about the ECP hawker centre.
he said yes.
i grumbled. "asal ayang tak pernah bilang iiiiiiiii!!!?????"
he said: " okie okie nanti satu ari kita gi mamam k"
haa. i sucks.
but he loves me. i love him too.
much much.

he gave me cash to save for my off day so tat can go out with him.
dunno where to go.

Ayang suppose to go to Dikir todae.
but he malas cause i cant go teman him.
so tomoro lar cause i oso got dikir mah.
so i teman him first then he teman me la.

okie lar i malas wanna blog.
bye.

Y 3/31/2006 03:41:00 PM

wednesday:

was the worst day of my life.
i left my hp in the cab.
reached dikir training then realise.
call and call the fone still ringing.
but luck was on my side..the uncle answered.
and it returns to the comfort of my pocket safely.
tanks to DDie oso for doing most of the searching and calling.
hearts u.
Nad came down for practise oso.
cool now all in BalQis.
hee.

after training gedebak gedebuk.. went home.
so noisy.
then Mamat ton.so we met shiela. bisu. imah. zurah.
chill chill then dah cukup time balik.
then sleep.

Thursday:

woke up at 9am!!! wen nad called me.
she already reach and i just woke up.
wuaha.
then siap siap pack pack go East Coast.
brought Daddy tent. so BIG sial.
then met DDie at M.P then we went.
we did stone throwing.
3 versus 1.
Mamat Nadia DDie VS Me(alone)!!
but i got the most hit.
i hit Mamat and DDie. haa

gedebak gedebik.
then we siap siap tido dalam tent.
i told u DDie is a noisy sleeper! hee.
then dah malam pack pack then go home.
FUCK THE BUS.
i tink it went 35km/h sial.
so slow. never ive been on a bus that slow.
tido bangun 4 kali pon lom sampai.
then i went home and SLEEP.

penat okie!

todae meeting DDie.
congratulations upon ur Increment mr boo.
u deserve all that.
all ur preserverance.. ur hardwork.. all paid off.
im glad to hear u calling me sounding so happy.
hee. *smiles*
i love u big guy.
meet u later k.

todae im working. fuck.
back to work. enuff of rest.
yey!

okie kids.

Y 3/30/2006 11:36:00 AM

it felt like so long i never update.
but the last time was on sunday.
so not that long.
bah~

i went shopping with mister ddie.
so tired sia.
now i noe how he can reallliiii shop.
keep going back and forth to town and peninsula.
argh. i jus gotta complain and complain.
we shop from 12 till 5. non-stop.
he chose a jeans and top for me.
so nice.
then he got my jeans cut jus the way i like it.
hee.. me too! i got his jeans cut the way he like it.
chey dah sama leh kahwin tak?
haa.

proceed to Dikir after that. he stayed.
till end of dikir then we went home.
sent him to work and then i went home.
tired sial.

monday i was sick.
i need to go to the doctor.
he said he will accompany me but he fell asleep.
i feel so bad. two days he did not sleep cause he accompanied me to places.
so tis time i decided to be more independent.
go to doctor alone.
then went AMK with nad and mat.
we did some sushi shopping.
then met Imah Zurah Shiela and Si Bisu.(fadli) haa.
then huda came.
blah blah blah
then went home.
i slept.
so penat.

todae i got dikir. meeting DDie first.
then go with him.
argh.
penat penat.
okie tats it.

very the malas wanna update many many sial.
wednesday KIV going to beach..again!
hungry.
k bye.

Y 3/28/2006 11:31:00 AM

penat okie!! fuck.
haa.

so met ddie at 8am.
believe it or not.
he woke me up @ 630am.
i officially got up at 715am.
sial. so late oreadi.
he waiting oreadi.
so mandi mandi then take cab.
i reached and he gave me the biggest hug ive ever had.
gila ah dia.
then he bought me subway.
yey! tat ting is HUGE okie.
so full sial.

then i feel like not going to Sentosa.
penat.
so.. we went to walk walk.
only to realise its only 8am.
so we talk talk. smoke smoke.
joke joke. laugh laugh.
gedebak gedebuk (we did other tings la in between)
then oreadi 12pm.
bought for DDie's mom pizza.
followed him home to send the pizza.
met Badang.
then we went to BUGIS.
then bla bla.
hee i brought him to Seoul Garden.
ate A LOT sia.
then so full.. i made him a special ice cream.
i called it " aiskrim hancur "
woo.
then caught a movie.
then balik.
best.

tomoro meeting him again.
to go shopping tis time.
and i got dikir.
and i got picnic.
and i dunno wad to do.

okie i penat oreadi sia.
want to sleep.
shiela not home yet.
she got tis bf hus BISU AND PEKAK.
okie i got tis correct. haa.
but he's cute la.
nasib dia tak yar dengar suara shiela.
kalau tak confirm dia tinggalkan.
wuaha.

nad at pit.
so im bored.
hee.

i took a cab.
the cabby on his radio like in the club sial.
kns.
i on mp3 the loudest oso cannot hear.
sial peh orang tua.
then summore can say he dunno Street 81.
then dun be a cabby la.
dumb ass.
then he can sing along and drums on his steering wheel.
i swear i feel like smacking his head with the magazines.
fuck.


k need to call my bf.
bye.

Y 3/26/2006 02:16:00 AM

i hate fights.
i dun wan to fight with you.
but i got noting better to do.
sorry.
but the after-fight is nice.
where he coaxed u.
hee.

so i went to AMK with nad and shiela.
sucks.
then i met DDie.
then we watched a movie.
now he's a movie-holic.
every pay of his sure watch movie.
noting better to do.
then fun ah.
the show..people eat people.
cannibalism.
sweet.
title : Hills Have Eyes.
shud go watch it.

then small talk then he send me home.
i tired sia now.
tomoro meeting him.
sunday i got dikir but family got picnic.
i wonder how can i make it happen in one day.
hmmm.
so gotta sleep.
i need to wake up early tomoro.

to you:
i love u. u noe dat. and tankew for saying that u will be with me cause im different.
and tanks for letting me have my way. even dikir.
i heart u so much.
please dun stress up about work and stuff.
ure a great guy k.
i heart u many many ayg.

and to Bob Cina:
PLEASE. stop it siak. the past is the past. dulu kita together u told me u were busy. then now u see me happily attach u keep calling me wen im with him. he wont trust u la. he noes hu u are. so give up. dun make me hate u la k.
please... get a life. enuff is enuff oreadi. and STOP asking me out cause i cant be bothered. so everytime u ask i say no. so stop it okie?
later i call police sia.
hee.

police my bestfriend.
jus now they screen me cause they tot i underage.
cause i was smoking.
cannot see my size big ah?
siao rite.
then ayang say mebe i din use make up they tot i orang gila.
kns.
then i ask the mr policeman..
"abang polis dah makan?"
only to realise they are chinese.
so yeah.
ayang said " i ader by belo..aper nasib "

tats all. the end.

Y 3/24/2006 11:44:00 PM

i love brokeback mountain. so romantic sial.
ahhhhh.
makes me like seeing gays making love more.
*giggles*

so i went for Dikir yesterdae.
nice girls. cute guys. nice tutor.
first time in my life i shouted that loud.
i din noe shouting cud sound so nice.
then we did a two by two trial.
i with another girl.
and as usual im the loudest.
lucky i din go outta pitch.
zul:" ahhh bagus at least dia tak MALU cam korang sumer! "
hee kata nura. mana ader malu peh pompan.
and then the guys were like figuring out who's nura.
then one guy ask me " nama nura eh? nama panjang aper?"
so i said Amilia.
and then he said:
" eh korang OBIT sial. nama dia sedap2 amilia korang letak Nura..
bodoh ah korang!"
then he erased Nura and put Amilia.
haa.
they were friendly la. they matchmake me with another guy name bob.
i cudnt concentrate practising cause they keep distracting me.
haa then wen nak balik Yatie told them my bf is from wawasan DDie.
then they were shock. haa.
okie go.
now my secret is out.
im suppose to be single.
hee.
nex training Sunday.
they wants DDie to play for Harapan.
gotta get back to them.
im still figuring out how to sit like how they sit in the comp.
i cant. im fat.
haa. sick.

im all awake cause i need to go out with DDie.
he wants to treat me to Ramen.
wee.
cant wait.
i miss him even more now.
he is the sweetest ting tat can i ever have.
he's coming here to send me my make up cause dah bis.
i love him.
i do.

going sentosa tomoro.
cant wait.
he's a bit disappointed cause Sunday suppose to go shopping.
but i got dikir.
but its @ 6pm.
can still go out with him.
then he can come with me to dikir.

so tats it.

the end.

Y 3/24/2006 10:54:00 AM

it was an east coastly day.
pure fun.
first time i saw nadia luff so many times.

pic session.



3 girls i *heart*.on our way.(we were already late).





peace is gay.




sisters. susah datang.




i *heart* them. @ ECP.




mister & missus.





on our way home to hometown.



hometown. chilling session starts.




chill mates: LadyZee. Eddie. Fadli. Imah. Shiela.




the end.
finally i get to go to the beach.
me..shiela..ddie..nad..mat.
5 of us dah macam 10. so we played in the water.
weather cam siak. keep testing my patience.
we have the dopest tent.
tanks to mamat we still get to pitch the tent.
hee.
shh takmo bilang bilang tau. haa.
we keep going in and out the water.
then nad got sting by sumtin.
ddie also.
then finish 10 we went home.
sad that he have to go home.
but his house so near sia. then say our goodbyes.

so me shiela and nad went home.
reached woodlands met up with Zurah and Imah.
i made two new friends.
Eddie and Fadli.
they are both vocally and hearing impaired.
bisu and buta la.
but they are so nice. hee.
so we had a lot of hand signs going on.
cool.
and they wudnt stop buging me about my stud
and buging nad about her taking pic of herself.
haa.
then 2+ we went home to sleep.

ok. todae i got dikir.
i penat ok.
ddie allow me to join on 1 condition.
not to leave him aside.
how silly.. why wud i even do tat.
i love u k.

saturday so tempted wanna go club.
but ddie wanna go sentosa.
so...
being me.. i tried cramping two tings into one night.
tak tau lak eh cam ner.
haa.
will get back to u about tis.

okie.
SHOP n SAVE north plaza crew are dumb.
the like the word "HELLOOO!!!" very much.
and they say it as tho calling rather than greeting.
i went into the market and then one fucking auntie said to me
"HELLLO!!! BUY LA WHY U STAND THERE FOR WAD???!!!'
LIKE WADDA FUCK.
i jus entered and u expect me to do wad.. haa. siao rite.
kns.


okie im done.

numero uno & dd-ie m.p

Y 3/23/2006 12:05:00 PM

i cant sleep.
so i end up editing my blog.
not much but i did.
so he called me @ 6.30 am and im sleepless now.
tankew for waking me up 2 hours earlier.
hee.

we're going to the beach. i cant wait.
but i cant wait to go sentosa either.
either way i cant wait to go out.
... bah

mom's being supportive nowadays.
been toking to her about hensem guys.
and all she can say is :
"abeh ko pikir matair ko ddie hensem sangat ke?"
wuaha. rite in the face.
tat's the reason i hate toking to mom(s).
they got no feelings.
busuk peh orang.
haa. i <3 you.
congrats on ur new set of D***T***S.
she forbid me to say it to anyone.
she will disown me if words get around.
hee.
and tanks for the 30 bucks!
woo.

im supposingly to be out to the market.
but im still here.
with my shitty face. and smelly mouth.
but hu cares.

i tink im fetishly attracted to Ricky Martin.
esp the Drop it on me song too.
he so hawt.
damn hawt.
hawter than the filipino man.
woo.
hawt hawt hawt.
no wonder im stuck with DDie.
i will endanger hawt guys.
but i love u DDie.
cross my heart.
haa.

okie i need to shower.
i havent pack my bag.
and yesterdae nad msg me
"eh farz mebe nak ikot leh tak?"
she's the baby of cos she can follow.
hee..
sometimes we need fair amount of "BELO-NESS" from farz.
to make it all lively.

cheers.
im so happy todae.
i dunno why.

fuck u.

numero uno & ddie m.p

Y 3/22/2006 08:14:00 AM

i ended yet another shift of night.
now im having my a week break.
weee.
i like work.
i hate demanding patients.
they make stereotype singaporeans.
(somehow the phrase above sounds abit weird.)
anyway..hu cares.

i got into a HUGE TIFF with DDie.
after about 3 months w/o arguement.
something gotta with Dikir and such.
he's totally against it. i retaliate as expected.
so *BOOM* ...
but everythin's cool now.
hee. but tis time i din get my way.
so i got two more days to tink.
sucks.

2 more weeks and he's out.
im so worried.
the promises i made with him about waiting for him.
his brother called me up regarding the release.
im so dumbfounded.
i pray to god dun let us bumped into each other.
i love ddie.
but i feel guilty to him.
i owe him a lot for all those times we shared.
it hurts but in another way i found someone better.

on my way to work yesterdae i was packed in between lots of..
MATRIPS.
SKINHEADS.
and amongst them a couple of annoying Aunties and Uncles.
and small kids.
pening sial.
but one got my attention.
a realllllllliiiiii cuuuuteeeeee filipino man.
dunno why. haa.
we smiled but tats all. hee.
bye bye mr filipino man~

i cant wait for payday.
DDie bringing me to Sentosa.
purpose : the cable car.
sucks.
but i wanna go see the Dolphins.
weee.
tomoro beach out with him too.
im gonna make my break PACKED with plans as possible.
weee.

k im tired.
im gonna go sleep.

bye.

Y 3/21/2006 10:42:00 AM

i was irritated.
yes WAS.
my journey back home was a disaster.
there's tis family who's baby PRAM was so huge.
that it took almost the whole space of the path in the bus.
their daughter wudnt stop running back and forth the bus.
she looks happy.
im not.
i noe its the HOLS.
but GET A GRIP.
yes she is a kid. they are the parents.
tie her to sumtin for god's sake.
a leash?
and they took 7 mins to alight the bus.
i counted. yes.
jus cause of their huge pram.
sick.

i saw huge motherly-undies at North Plaza for sale.
oh..it comes it different colours too.
dont they brighten up ur days.
awww.

ddie brighten up my day yesterdae.
he accompanied me eventho he is tired.
but we din get the charger.
sucks.
but he hugged me like we never met in 10 days.
i heart him so.
u will always be my shadow.

i cant wait for wednesday. beach.
i cant wait for friday midnite. payday.
i cant wait for saturday morning. sentosa.
i cant wait for sunday. shopping.
i cant wait for 22/4 . band comp.
i cant wait for the BaLQis reply.
damn.

someone approached me.
"join BalQis la. u like dikir rite".
argh.
paiseh sial.
cam ner nie. like end of the world sia.
say no and its like once in a lifetime.
say yes aku paiseh cam nak mampos.
someone join me pls?

numero uno & dd-ie m.p

Y 3/19/2006 11:12:00 AM

okie i just gotta add tis entry...

im in love with avril lavigne.

dunno why. mebe her eyes.

so shiela going clubbing tonite.
fuck.
i need my dose of loud music and cute guys.

so meeting ddie todae. YES.
@ least a dose of cute guy.

is RARA and DIDI cute?haa sial.

signing off. shitheads.

numero uno & dd-ie m.p

Y 3/18/2006 11:52:00 AM

okay. its final.
DDie is very weird.
i haf a weird boyfriend.
seriously.

he surprised me yesterdae.
fetched me from work.
i was in the toilet.
he did the "BOO" tinggy.
and he went giggling the mentel way.
i was -_-??...
he was still giggling half an hour later.
send me home.
call him up. still giggling.
" i surprised u rite! u were surprised rite?? rite?? rite?"
weird.

so todae was suppose to meet him.
i need the Zen charger badly.
but he was too tired. and i left him to sleep.
tomoro then.
he's @ work now.
wah so tarching.. he msg me saying he miss me.
wah wah wah. *heart* u lar fatso.
hee.
tanks for calling me fatty bom bom!

so i did recept again just now.
Zila in A side.
she like fuck.
stop beating me k beetch.
she is not a LADY.
so tomboyish.
but i like her companion.
cause she bising. macam juboh ayam.
kns.
why do i have such staff nurse.

wednesdae will be a camp out @ East Coast.
mebe a ladies nite?
mebe onie ah. dunno Nad's bf coming or not.
but remember 5 bucks eh dak dak! hee.

so i need sleep.
Emzee aka Muhamadiyah is sick in da brain.
and last..
i love u Rasidy.

Y 3/18/2006 12:29:00 AM

past few days.



nura. nadia. mamat.



his birthday.




happy 27th.



okie. my days been a blast.
DDie's birthday came along. met up with Nad and Farz and Shiela.

i surprised him with a bdae cake wen he was waiting for me.
gave him his present.
we went to eat @ Yoshinoya as Farz and Nad mati mati nak makan sana. haa.
we got free Yoshinoba. some figurines shits.
then they went off.
mee and ddie went to catch a movie.
UNDERWORLD... superb! i like. very exciting.
a must watch.
sexy woman in leather costumes. haa.

so then we went to marsiling to get sometin to eat.
then we went to chill. the whole nite away.
tok. laff. jokes.
then he sent me home.

*heart him*

now i gotta go work.
fuck.
cant wait for my leave.. woooohooo!!!

to Amy... sorrie to hear about ur hospitalisation.
get well soon yea. sorry cant come over. im working.
*smiles*

the end.

Y 3/15/2006 10:24:00 AM

past few days.


nura. nadia. mamat.




his birthday.




happy 27th



okie. my days been a blast.
DDie's birthday came along. met up with Nad and Farz and Shiela.

i surprised him with a bdae cake wen he was waiting for me.
gave him his present.
we went to eat @ Yoshinoya as Farz and Nad mati mati nak makan sana. haa.
we got free Yoshinoba. some figurines shits.
then they went off.
mee and ddie went to catch a movie.
UNDERWORLD... superb! i like. very exciting.
a must watch.
sexy woman in leather costumes. haa.

so then we went to marsiling to get sometin to eat.
then we went to chill. the whole nite away.
tok. laff. jokes.
then he sent me home.

*heart him*

now i gotta go work.
fuck.
cant wait for my leave.. woooohooo!!!

to Amy... sorrie to hear about ur hospitalisation.
get well soon yea. sorry cant come over. im working.
*smiles*

the end.

Y 3/15/2006 10:24:00 AM

OKIE WAIT UP RITE NOW...... im getting tis all wrong.

*edit*

wait wait..tis aint noting to do about dome. and why do i blog about them. ok ok now it all makes sense.. i have noting to blog about dome. some of them are innocent.

i told dd about you and samad... dd told akmal(hu still in denial..tell him dun be a fucktard).. akmal told the KIDS. not one but DOME KIDS. so go count.
...and in the end u said : we are spreading tis ting to fit in.?
does it even make sense?

and to top it all u told me no one knew..wen nadia already knew...a few person already knew..?
u lied?...

u went to dome. blabber about wad dd said... and u said i was insulting you?

if u haf a prob about the kids noe-ing .. u cud have come straight to me rite?

u cud prevent all tis and not tell the kids.. but noooo u haf to go and open ur shuts?

and make me look like im the wrong?

farz did a wise ting and asked me. now she understand and told me sorry about her blog. but the rest.? even u wan to destroy our friendship dun do it the NO CONNECTION way. wad does people knowing u with samad gotta do with we trying to fit in to dome? senseless sia.

and poor me. i din even tok shit about u. not even once.

reminder : the only wrong ting i did was to tell dd. dd told akmal. the end. SO IS TAT TRYING TO FIT IN? wad shit are u even blabering nisak?
u definitely create a chaos. well done *smiles*

look hus trying to fit in now?

and redha.. dun be a kid.

like someone told me to tell u : Please dun act like u noe the kids for ages. cause u dun.

tats all. the end. u crap shits la.

i got no grudge against the kids. ive been with u guys since ages ago. and i noe how dome runs. but words travel from shitheads. so now run ur own game.

and nis. stop saying we will run back to dome. people come and go. dome will always be in my heart cause i was part of them. but im grown up. i got a future to build. not jus by slacking.


nisak stop it k. get ur connection rite before u go blaberring to the kids.

Y 3/14/2006 11:29:00 PM

i seriously tinks Oasis song - The importance of being Idle is very meaningful

its like ..summarized : Dun give a shit wad other tells u.

hee.

happy birthday to the sweetest, cutest, tak-bleh-angkat, hot-sia-tu-laki boyfriend of mine.
WUAHAHAHHAA. oops. happy 27th ayang.

so i had a plan in mind. a surprise. hope it goes well.
got him an mp3 tat he wanted. so yeah.
susah ader matair nak kena beli present sumer sial. kns.
but i *heart* u bits.
meeting him in a few hours. hee.
excited kanasai siak aku.

yesterdae went out to meet Nad and Mat. the coupling.
well i came to realise and understand.
its hard at first to understand but now i do.
and SIAK aku rindu sial ketawa dia.
enuff dose of her small eyes yesterdae.
after all she's my 2nd boyfriend.
haa.

(oi nad smalam peh outing SHHH k) haa. u noe i noe.

okie go.

aku nak siap.

oooooohhh!!!! fresh soya bean is nice sia!!!!!!!!

-end-

Y 3/13/2006 11:39:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DDie !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy turning 27. OLD FART.

and oh yeah...

I .............. L O V E .............. You

Y 3/13/2006 03:55:00 AM

*edited* (issit spelled like tis?)

ahh. nice.

ive uploaded pics. so see it scrolling.

nice.

DDie called me up while im sleeping.
make some funny jokes.
asking me to meet him todae.
yey sending me to work.
LJS again todae sayang? euuurghhh...*roll eyes*

i made a new friend.
his name is Amy.
he's a bastard. haa.
but i *heart* him as much.
he's nice.

2 more days to DDie birthday.
i have a master plan in mind.
i love him.

one more last night.
argh.

tired.

Y 3/11/2006 11:00:00 AM

everyday is a holiday for me.

Tuesday

met mr ddie. at expo. fuck. worst experience ever.
they (he..akmal..afiq) left me waiting for so many hours.. ALONE.
but in the end AfiQ fetched me at the mrt station then wait for them.
then went to eat supper with DDie. hung out with him.

Wednesday

we went to watch movie.
Date Movie. so funny but stoopid.
Ayang laff so loud. paiseh sial.
then we eat hotdogs! haa.
then we went to dome.
dome have never been suckier.
we just dun feel belong there anymore.
lazy to get any deeper.
but all i can say i hate the new dome.
sucky.
the end.

so we went off to sit somewhere to tok.
then we tok and tok and DDie emo.
he tot the kids were his friends.
but they go out din even bother asking him
stakat kerja je.
so yeah. we tok.
then meet shiela then i go home.
ayang go with his boss to work.

i *love* u.
dun emo la. so sad see u like tat.

to 2nd bf : nadia
yes i was wrong to be angry at u. i was wrong to judge ur relationship. guess i was afraid.
afraid i will lose a friend tat i share lotsa tings with like last time.
i can never tok to the girls like how i share stoopid stuff with u. it hurts.
then suddenly i realise. i tot about u and mamat. u reminded so much about me and ddie.
how people dun accept us the first time. all the hardship we went thru to prove to the others. we are like in the same boat different location.
i came to understand u. *smiles*
i noe ure happy. and i will feel happy for u too..
so if u need me and ddie we will always be around.
be around for u and mamat.
*smiles* heart u.


mr ddie meeting me later to give me some cash. haa. im bad.
then going to work.
ARGH.
fuck.

i need to go on a holiday. badly.

-end-

Y 3/09/2006 03:22:00 PM

i got a ride home. tankew to zila in ur cute mazda. haa.
save ez-link.
tank u lor.

i feel so techno-ish todae at 5am.
so i ended up listening to techno shits all the way to work.
fun. noisy. but i slept thru out the journey.
suppose to meet ayang but later. so waiting for mr ddie.

im very sleepy.
so Michelle was very noisy in the car.
was guiding Zila and Zila getting all pissed.
lucky im at the back.

we have a very HAWT and seriously i really mean HOT ..podiatrist.
handsome Caucasian's.
damn.
i finally spoke to my favourite podiatrist.
i swear i melted.
I heart u mr podiatrist.
LoL.

so going out later on with Mr DDie.
gotta rest now.
tanks Zila again!

see ya kids.

-end-

Y 3/07/2006 05:19:00 PM

ive completed my 8 hour per day sleep cycle.

nice. i slept so soundly.
it makes me feel so happy!

yesterdae sat around with Shiela. Zurah and Imah.
DDie woke up for work. he panic. very cute.
then got home i slept.
cause i got work the nex day.
the end.

todae marks our 9 months of being together.
our belo-ness. our degil-ness. our bodoh-ness.
was suppose to meet him todae but last minute i backed out.
cause he was so tired and i pitied him.
im trying to be understanding k!
so meeting him tomoro. OUR OFF DAYS finally clashed. nice~
he bringing me to dinner. must be at BOONKENG. confirm
been pestering me of that place for weeks~
heart u many many.

todae at work was super okie.
i came early. tat marks the FIRST TIME.
i came at 6.30am okie.
i left my house 5.15am and smoke smoke firz then go work.
im proud of myself.
*smiles*
zila si anak halifi macam babi.
random typing. i dunno why i say that.
haaahaa!

mom's angry with me.
cause i forgot to buy her Bubur Itam.
DDie must remind me to get her bbur tomoro k!
dia kempunan nanti batu belah batu bertangkup. haa

i will resume my sleep in few mins.
morning shift tomoro.
next stop : sentosa? i dunno. DDie wanna go zoo and nite safari again.
i wanna go swimming pool. damn.

the news regarding the murder and death of the young malay girl. the stepfather suspected to have killed her.. poor young girl. so innocent. sigh.
if i have the chance to meet that Ali eh... i will sure to ask him
"oi! ali bakar abu saper jahat lar sial"...
condolences to her and her family.
al-fatehah.

special tanks to all my taggers.

hearts.


-end-

Y 3/06/2006 11:01:00 PM

Happy 9th Months. woo. tick tock tick tock.

nice.

i got notin to sae since its gonna be the same ol ting to type.

but u definitely know now

i heart you. ("V")

DDie & Nura
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Y 3/06/2006 01:21:00 AM

*edit entry*

TAG's reply:

[ayie] - haa. lucks lucks. dun follow us k..we are crazy couple. treasure faith deeply. make her the one. *smiles* (macam paham je aku bual)

[shahidah] - hu loves pink! for heaven sake LOOK at that colour. its scary plus very the piggy. aiyo. i noe i act cute a lot but pink its jus not my COLOUR. for god's sake.. ban that color!

[raizuan] - hey dawg...dawg..dog.. get it? *roll eyes* i gotta stop being funny.

[niz] - i love u too..

[faRz] - excited gila babi peh bapak angkat nyer kakak ipar peh laki peh adek sedara nyer adek angkat.

[zuzu] - yes. i love animals. jus afraid of them. haa i dun make sense. but nvm my hospital already like animals.

so i edited the pic. so bright. but heck care.

we went to Night Safari.
it was :
fun
funny
educational (really!)
packed
peaceful
dark
scary
hawt cute guys

so tats it. its not only bout the animals k~ we got cute human beings too! heahea.

met Mr DDie. then we took a cab there cause he was late. he need to set his hair that looked the SAME everytime.he rather spend hours on his hair then to meet earlier. haa. then reached there he brought me to Bongo Burgers. MASSIVE sia the burgers. so big.
ate and gave him the food i cooked up for him.

then we went to take the tram ride. so fun. funny. we laughed at stoopid minor jokes.
i must say its interesting..

then left early cause we covered the Night Safari entirely so we headed home. he sent me home and he made his way to work. i love him dearly.

tanks for the tram ride. for the Burgers. and for the treat to Night Safari.

nex treat will be mine k.

heart u like how i heart the bushbaby~

planned to go Sentosa nex week. we'll c how.

nes' stop for numero uno : DDie's bdae. clueless.

gonna hit the big 9'ers... oh damn i cant wait for the big First Year.
weeeee

-end-

pssst : i love u a lot.

Y 3/05/2006 01:17:00 AM

i hate pink.

finally off for 3 days after 3 nites.
i dun seem to find the "FUN-NESS" of porn.
sometin cocked up sumwhere down there in me la i tink.
they just dun seem to agree on porn.
BUT....
i dun watch porn to amuse myself k! i dun need it. i got the real thang. haa.
i was shown a porn clip by *censored* and it was sum stoopid dumb bitch eating shit.
the only porn part of it was they are both naked.
yux.
sick in the brain. and to tink people eating their nose shit was disgusting.

next.

i love oasis. i dunno why.

so i had tis craving for chicken rice.
eventho DDie bought a pack for me on my first nite.
i still want to eat chicken rice.


tomoro wud be a nice day out with Mr DDie.
he promised me nite safari.
wanted to go sentosa for the cable car dinner.
but he need to save some of his pay.
so safari wud be nice.
he's getting bike license soon.
we need a damn transport to get around.

Final Result :
Mom accepted DDie. finally.
Dad jus dun like him bringing me home too late.

someone pops out a question for me...
"wad if ure attached kan..then a better guy comes along. wad would u do?"

ans: i dunno. ive ponder on it before... it hard choice doesnt it? especially wen ure attached to almost the perfect guy.. then someone comes along financially better.. of emotionally better.. sometin like tat.. its hard doesnt it.. i still hadn't got an answer for it...

so tats it for todae's entry.

-end-

Y 3/04/2006 02:49:00 AM