Friday, February 27, 2009
i have someone who actually liked me.
he confessed it via msn.
its scary. very scary.
FIRSTLY.. its via msn.
the last time i did a three-hour-web-love confession was way back in 1998.
it was a disaster.
it was all i love you. i love you too online.
only to break up after a major arguement for chatting with another MALE chatter.
SECONDLY.. he's born in 1993.
if i did my calculation correctly
he should be 16 this year?
gosh.
im dealing with an UNDERAGE.
gosh.gosh.
and he said i was his FIRST LOVE.
gosh gosh gosh!!!!
and yesterday..
i broke a 16's virgin(hopefully he is still since im his "first love") heart.
how did he take it?
like this:
"tak sangka awak pandang pada number rather than hati"
PLUS
he get his group of YOUNG VIRGINS
to express his love for him.
trying to convince me his good qualities.
6 of them.
huh?
wtf.
where is the hati to even begin with??!!
well "Irfan" (no actual name being used to protect his virgin heart)
i hope that you find another older(hopefully not fatter) person soon?
i din even noe wad to say to him.
lols.
anyway he blocked me after a few of HATE msgs.
lols.
god do fat girls attract young boys je!?
so unfair.
at least gimme a cute rich TAIWAN guy can la.
well that is over now.
i officially broke a 16 year old heart.
being his first love and all.
crap.
lols.
now i shall look forward for my date.
with that OLD bf of mine.
at least he doesnt even now what is MSN.
Y 2/27/2009 09:07:00 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
perangai jangan macam monyet jantan.
jgn suka jaga tepi kain org.
cibai.
Y 2/25/2009 07:38:00 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
once upon a time...
a tired me took a train home.
gedebak gedebuk..
it was at Bukit Batok that i saw this chinese guy came in.
with his PSP and all.
so he sat beside me..
i really dunno what happened next,
i opened my eyes.
people in front of me was senget.
then i realised..
I WAS SLEEPING ON HIS SHOULDER.
yes. i unfortunately unintentionally might have dislocated his shoulder.
with this heavy head of me.
gosh *smacks forehead*
then i sat up. surprisingly my reaction was fast.
lols.
i licked my lips.
THANK GOD there's no saliva!
so it was at kranji and i stood very still.
and HE?
still playing away on his psp.
and i turned to him and bow my head and said SORRY.
he said
"*chuckled* u must be very tired..its okay"
i swear i cud just take a picture of that smile he gave me.
stupid stupid nura.
after that i din take the train for weeks.
so yesterday since its my last nite..
i decided to take the train.
NO IT DIN HAPPEN AGAIN
with some random guy.
i din sit. so many empty seats but i stood up.
and i saw him.
with his psp.headphones @ bukit batok.
so i stand in clear view which i din noe for wad since im BIG enuff to be seen.
*roll eyes*
he entered and din even look up.
sedih SEY.
he stood sumwhere at the back.
i wanted to turn. u noe pretend to see stuffs at the back but it will be so obvious.
cause due to the rush and embarassing moment tat time i din even have a good look.
at the guy i unintentionally might dislocate his shoulder if i slept longer.
gosh.
and 15 mins passed then suddenly he stood beside me and while playing his psp still.
he said
"hi nurse..have a good day"
and i turned just in time to see his one last smile.
he alighted at cck.
that made my day.
on another note
mebe he realised my desperate attempt(s) to c him.
lols.
so if anione sees him pls tell him ..
GUA PEH HATI CAIR AH SAMA LU PEH SENYUM BEB!
lols.
i miss the girls. like always.
=)

we are still doing well.
*grinz*
Y 2/20/2009 10:15:00 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
its v dae already?
i only realise it an hour ago.
wtf.
bf is busy.
zie: ameng is NOT a therapist assistant.
and
i wont tell who the "therapist assistant" is.
hehe.
lela..
tak nak jadi power ranger lagi ke?
i miss ifah. zila. lela.
i miss the time when we worked together.
gosh.
tis is cute in a scary way.
courtesy of FIQ hu tinks tis is VERY cute.
Y 2/14/2009 11:52:00 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
k.
like zie.. i just watched twilight.
gosh.
never seen a vampire so gorgeous before.
i watched it 3 times today.
1st over Oreo Bubble tea.
2nd with sister.
3rd online cause the quality of the DVD bf bought is horrible.
so yeah.
i got so much to update but i shall satisfy my crave for annual dosage of HOT MEN first.
well he dont look hot here.
he looks scary.
wth.
Y 2/13/2009 01:59:00 AM